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  • Home Sweet Home

    Home Sweet Home

    This is a story about a man who is strange to many. For many reasons. But is he so strange after all? Do we really know about the people around us?

     

    In the heart of India, Madhya Pradesh was the small town of Durai, where everyone knew each other, at least by the faces. They all celebrated festivals together and even grieved at funerals together. There was one man in particular, Das, who was never seen to be a part of social gatherings. Earlier, he used to be invited but when he refused to socialise, soon he was not amongst the invitees either.

    He was not particularly tall, average height with an average built for his golden years. He had acquired a belly though over the years due to excessive drinking and lack of any physical activity after his wife passed away in an accident. He didn’t have any children or so it was assumed as none that were seen visiting him since he moved in this neighbourhood.

    With a nearly bald head with white hair, he was seldom seen outside his house, sometimes in his garden. He had a house bigger than everyone in the neighbourhood with a ground and a first floor and a garden overlooking the main road. A servant used to work for him who left within four weeks with bruises over his body but never discussed the incident with anyone.

    Das regularly placed orders with the neighbourhood liquor shop and tipped the delivery boy to buy other household items for him after the servant had left. Whenever he was seen, he was always either carrying a book or had reading glasses around his neck.

    There were rumours about him too. That his wife had probably left him because he tortured her or perhaps her death wasn’t a result of an accident.

    His only regular visitors were birds for the fodder and delivery man for the liquor and supplies.

    Then one early morning he was seen leaving his with a bouquet of flowers by the early morning joggers who presumed him to be going to his wife’s grave. When he returned, he saw four young kids from the nearby shanty town where all the maids, milkmen, cobbler and the like lived with their families. Nothing was wrong, except the kids were not on the road, but inside his garden.

    “What are you doing here?” he asked the eldest boy from the group. Looking at other kids nervously, the young boy said, “We were hungry. We jumped the fence to get some fruits. We will go.” and signalled the others to leave their food and jump the fence. Before they could turn on their heels to go, two of the kids felt a grip of old wrinkled hands on their either arms, not strong enough for a grown up but strong enough for a child.

    “Wait. Don’t move.” said Das firmly. With a strong, hard look, he went inside the house and brought a basket full of fresh fruits. “Here. Take these. These are clean and without any worms too. Share with your families. Now get out of here.” The children were only too happy to receive this little gift and ran away giggling. A few people had gathered around to see what was happening and were a little too surprised by the act of this strange man.

    Time passed and a new family, the Shukla moved in to the neighbourhood. It was a young couple, a tall, dark haired husband that worked in bank and a beautiful young wife that taught the children from the slum in a government run school. They were not wealthy but it was seen over the years that they would possibly celebrate everything they could think of, even monthly anniversaries. It was the occasion of their son’s first birthday and despite being aware of Das’s reputation decided to invite him. Expectedly, their doorbell was answered by silence. And a foul smell.

    “I think something is wrong in here. We should call the police.” said Mrs. Shukla.

    “You’re right. It would be trespassing if nothing is wrong and we break inside the house. I will just call the police. I hope the old man is okay.” responded Mr. Shukla.

    In a small town like this where crimes don’t happen often and everyone lives peacefully, the police have rather not a great deal of workload and so the police van reached Das’s residence in about 10 minutes.

    “Who called us here? What is the matter?” asked the policeman.

    “I did. Me and my wife came here to invite Mr. Das for our son’s birthday party and no one is answering the door. And then there is this foul smell.” replied Mr. Shukla.

    The policeman rang the bell a couple of times and then cued his juniors to break the door. The constables started thumping against the door with their bodies and in the fourth try fell on the floor inside the house. Mr. Das had opened the door when they were trying to break it.

    “What is wrong with you? Why are you here? Can’t an old man get a decent sleep?”

    “This couple right here complained that a foul smell was coming from inside and nobody was answering the door.”

    “Right. The Brahmins. Don’t know a thing about alcohol. This is the smell of alcohol Officer. I broke a couple of new bottles in the morning today around here. I expected you to know the difference between smell of alcohol and a dead, stale body.”

    “I see. Sorry for the inconvenience. We’ll be on our way.”

    “No problem.” Mumbling a curse under his breath, he was about to close the door when Mrs. Shukla put a hand on the door in an attempt to stop it from closing.

    “Sorry about the confusion. But we came here to invite you for our son’s birthday.”

    “I don’t come to parties. Happy Birthday to your kid. Now get lost.”

    “We’d really like you to come. We have heard a lot about you, how good you are with kids. Please.”

    “Shut up. I know what people talk about me. You liars.”

    “We are new here. We don’t know anybody here. Shiv doesn’t even have grandparents. They all passed away. Please come.”

    “I’ll send a toy for a gift. Get out of here now.” said Das and rammed the door shut on their face. However disappointed they were, they returned to invite other guests without another fight.

    There were beautiful fireworks lighting up the no moon sky in combinations of various colours and trees covered with small bulbs illuminating the houses of the birds. The air smelled of fresh food and decent quality liquor and there was glitter in the clothes of ladies and the eyes of men looking at women other than their wives. The baby boy was dressed in a black suit and tie held routinely by different guests as he wailed in anyone’s arms except his parents.

    The table for the cake was set and just before they were about to cut the cake, there were hushed tones of a man standing in the far corner with a drink in his one hand and a gift in another. Mr. Shukla walked over to him to take his hand and bring him to the table. Mrs. Shukla urged Das to take Shiv who surprisingly didn’t make a sound in his arms.

    Before the couple could thank him for coming, Das quietly slipped away after hearing a discussion between two men.

    “Why would anyone in their right mind would invite a drunkard?”

    “They probably didn’t know. Or just wanted to be nice for the first time.”

    “I don’t know. Such people should be kept away from children.”

    “Thank god he doesn’t have a child.”

    The men continued their discussion and moved on to other topics but Das had already started moving towards his house.

    Few months later, a policeman was banging on the Das’s door. Rubbing his groggy eyes and dressed only in a pair of boxers, he opened to door with a welcome of curse words.

    “What do you want now?”

    “We have come to investigate the missing case of four children. Mrs. Shukla says she saw the kids with you.”

    “I don’t what you are ta…”

    With the sentence half way, Das fell on the floor leaving his side of the story midway. An ambulance was called but Das was declared dead on arrival by the doctor on duty.

    “He seems to have suffered from a stroke. Given his lifestyle, it is not very surprising. But we will do a post mortem and send in the detailed report.” said the doctor.

    It all began three days ago, when Mrs. Shukla went to the police station to file a complaint that four of her students were missing. She was asked whether she checked with the parents of the children or not and why hadn’t the parents registered a complaint yet.

    “I went to their houses. Nobody was willing to talk to me. I didn’t even see the kids in their house. Something is wrong. It’s been months they haven’t come.”

    She also happened to mention that the last time she saw them was inside Das’s garden talking to him and since then hasn’t seen them.

    After Das’s sudden demise, the police pulled out the phone records of Das and as expected he had neither made nor received any particular calls. The police searched his house for a possible body or bodies after Mrs. Shukla mentioned the incident of foul smell to the police.

    The families of the kids had also moved away and the neighbours had confirmed that the children were not with them when they left. The police slackened over the course of next few months after not getting any lead until they received another complaint.

    This time the complainant was not Mrs. Shukla. Instead the complaint was against her. A student of her class along with his parents had come into the police station to file a complaint against the teacher for abuse and harassment. The child was terrified had marks all over his body.

    After carrying out all the necessary formalities of medical test, filing an FIR, and arrest, Mrs. Shukla finally admitted to beating the students, including the ones that were missing, making them do her household chores and engage in other brutal activities. However, she refused to admit her role with the missing of the four children.

    As the investigation of the missing case reopened, the call records were reviewed again and there were two calls made to Shakti Foundation from Das’s phone. The organisation was in the city of Romera, just few hundred kilometres north of Durai.

    “Can you tell us about your conversation with Mr. Das?” asked the police offer to the Foundation’s Head Mrs. Sharma.

    “Sure. But can I know what this is about?” replied Mrs. Sharma.

    “This is in regards to the missing case of four children. Also, Mr. Das has passed away.”

    “I’m very sorry to hear that. He was such a good man.”

    “None of the people of that town seem to think so.”

    “I wonder why. Probably because of his depression after his wife died. Well, he was professor of English at the University here and also my school friend. He loved his wife very much and refused to leave her even after the doctor told them that can’t conceive. That’s when the drinking began for both of them. One time his wife, under the influence went out to buy some things for the house and crossed the road at the wrong time. She was hit and died instantly.”

    “Yeah of course, but can we get to the point quick? What did he contact you for?”

    “After her death, he tried living in different places to cope with loneliness. Finally he settled for her hometown. He had kept a servant, he was too old and drunk to function on his own. He had figured the number of bottles were decreasing after the servant came and certainly he was not drinking more. One evening, the wife of servant came cursing the old man.

    “You are giving him bottles of alcohol and look what he does after drinking. Look how he is beating me.”

    He called his servant and stood back and watched while his wife beat and humiliated him only to ask in the end how does it feel to be at the receiving end of it and asking them to leave saying that do not do to others what would give you pain.”

    “The children. What about the children?”

    “These children regularly visited him in the day for fruits from his garden. One day he noticed marks over one of the child’s arms and probed them for its cause. They broke down and told about their teacher. Their parents knew but they were afraid to complain and didn’t want to stop their education either. Our foundation takes care of education of underprivileged children and Das had a word with their parents, to send the children here for studies and since we do not have hostel facility, the parents moved nearby so the students could attend school. Meanwhile, Das had been collecting evidence against Mrs. Shukla. She has several complaints against her and has been thrown out of eight schools in the last 5 years.”

    With the help of evidence collected by Das and a little more inquiry Mrs. Shukla was arrested and a case was filed against her. The couple was friendly in nature as a disguise for a good character assessment by neighbours.

    What meets the eye, is not always true.

    Das’s funeral was attended by the entire town.

  • The Fatso!

    The Fatso!

    Michael was a simple boy but with not so simple nature. He was of 13 years and was deprived of the love and affection of his parents which is the right of every child. He belonged from a middle-class family where his parents had to work day and night to earn. Michael was not the only child to his parents, he had a sister who was mentally disabled. All was not good between Michael’s parents, every time when they use to come home after the day’s hard work something or the else made them fight, but they never felt that their fight is affecting Michael.

    Michael became a loner in his house. He had no one to talk about or share his issues. To overcome his loneliness he made food his BEST FRIEND. Michael whenever got upset he used to go the ice-cream parlour and spend one –two hours . Not only ice-cream tubs he started keeping packets of chips, popcorns in bulk in his bedroom. He used to spend 5-6 hours watching films in his room. He started bunking school. Every road side shop started recognising Michael’s face as he became their daily customer. His parents never noticed this change because they were busy in earning money. They thought just by providing their son with money completes their responsibility towards him.

    From 45 kgs to 79kgs ,this was the result which Michael got while fighting against his loneliness. Among all the items his favourite was ice-cream. He never said no to ice-cream. This resulted in 79kgs to 85kgs. For a 13 year old child this body weight was too much. He rarely used to go out from his house and when he travelled in public conveyance, people always commented on him. For a child this was so humiliating, no one can never understand or estimate what was going inside Michael’s head. People called him fatso, fatty ,hippo but he never said a word against them.

    After sometime Michael lost his sister. Her name was Daisy. She was two years younger than Michael.

    Michael loved his sister though Daisy was disabled since birth and her body never allowed her to show or express her emotions, but still Michael and Daisy use to share a lovely bond. After her death he became more quiet and his intake of not-so-healthy food increased day by day.

    One day after 7 months Michael’s mother stepped inside his room. After seeing his room she couldn’t  react for at least 10 minutes  and after 10 minutes she uttered only two words “ MY CHILD” and tears started flowing from her eyes. She saw Michael lying on the floor with a ice-cream tub which was empty. For the first time she noticed the increase in his weight and the change in his body structure and felt the pain which Michael was going through. She tried to wake him up but Michael was not responding. They got panicked and called an ambulance. He was admitted and doctors did many tests and it was discovered that Michael had Diabetes. For  a 13 year old child having diabetes was not normal neither for him nor for his family.

    His parents actually realised that in the race of earning money and for living a high standard life they lost all the golden chances to create memories with their children. They understood that there is no time left for regretting. They took the initiative of doing anything for their son and understood what his son has gone through. His mother instead of going office stayed at home and started taking care of him. For Michael this was a challenge to accept the change in his parents behaviour but with time both Michael and his parents understood that nothing is more important than a Family, A HAPPY FAMILY!

  • The tear that made her strong

    The tear that made her strong

    Esha, a 20th century girl was not less than any girl totally dependent on herself. She was an intelligent, educated girl who was ready whatever she believed in. She was 23-years-old, the age in which a man is believed to be working upon his career while a girl is believed to marry & make a family as soon as possible. She was against all these facts.

    She lived in New Delhi leaving back her hometown just to pursue higher studies. It was in the morning that she got to know a bad News. Though she was a cheerful girl, giggling at other’s jokes, making fun of herself and laugh, this was something that made her cry like hell.

    It was a message from her boyfriend, Raj saying, “ It isn’t working anymore, I want to leave u.” She couldn’t believe it. She was clear in her mind that he might have got someone more beautiful & sexier than her. The last moment she spent with him suddenly came to her mind that was no more a reality. It shook her heart. It was her first relationship and it broke in a sudden blow. She texted him back, called him but there was no response. Raj might be feeling the same but it wasn’t true otherwise he might have been sorry.

    She cried badly though there was none to wipe her tears in that lonely flat. Each day reminded her of him kissing her, passing his hand through her long black hair and looking at her with deep love. She consoled herself to make her believe that it was just past and she has to forget that. But it wasn’t possible. She decided to do something. She neither called nor texted him.

    She reached his home to sort out everything that happened between them.  She reached his flat in south Delhi. He told him that he wasn’t happy with her.

    She slapped him hard and replied back, but there was nothing like that when you were with me. When you spend those nights in my arms. Your needs are satisfied and you’re bored of me now. Its okay. Now I am dumping you. Goodbye. It hurts his ego. How could a girl talk to me like that and that slap. That wasn’t meant to be. She has to repay for this.

    He tried to text her with abusive messages but couldn’t. She had already blocked him. She did it on the social networking Sites also so as to forget him. She left the city & went back to her Hometown, a small city in Allahabad. It was the only place that could Keep her life balanced in life. A wrong decision and she had to quit all those stuffs.
    According to her philosophy and her attitude, she regained the confidence that was lost during what all happened few years back.
    It was just because of that man who tried to ruin her life. She went to Mumbai and became a part of a multi national
    Company after completing her MBA from IIMA. She was not less than any of his male colleagues. She was proud of it and had moved far Ahead of her last & only break up because she was no more Reliable on any man around the world except his father who inspired her to reach out for her goals.

    She continued to earn more & more, transferred to London in UK and came back to India after earning much. She opened a free karate Classes for young girls for self protection. She opened schools in her hometown & assured that every girl was empowered with right to education.

    She is proud of herself even now being mother of two girls and managing her job along with home. She hopes to make them powerful as well.

  • The Joy of Giving

    The Joy of Giving

    It’s Christmas time. Alice, a little girl truly depicts the spirit of Christmas. Read on to find out how she does it.

     

    It was Christmas time. There was an air of festivity everywhere.

    Snow covered streets, Christmas trees for sale, family shoppings, everything seemed exciting to little Alice. She was the only daughter and was treated like a princess. Sitting in the car dressed in her favorite pink frock she said to her mother-“Mom! Our Christmas vacation starts from tomorrow. We have to go to Christmas shopping as you promised tomorrow. I want a pink frock as my Christmas gift”.

    Her mother said-“Why my dear! You have always wanted a pretty doll, besides you already have a pink frock. Why do you want another one?”

    Making a puppy face, Alice said-“Mamma please!” Her father who was driving, looked at her from the front mirror said smilingly-“Anything for my little princess”.

    They reached school. Alice bid her parents goodbye and walked towards school gate. Standing beside the gate was a girl in a very shabby dress, looking at people passing by with great curiosity in her eyes. Upon seeing Alice she gave a wide smile and waved at her. Alice went to her and started talking to her. Upon hearing the school bell ring she bid her goodbye and rushed to her classroom as she didn’t want to be late to her class.

    After school, while Alice was coming out of school she saw the girl, talked to her. Finally, her father arrived and she left with a last goodbye.

    The next day Alice and her parents went for Christmas shopping. They bought a pink frock as wished by Alice. However, she wanted it packed.

    Her mother said-“But Alice, Aren’t you going to put it on tomorrow? Why do you want it packed? “.

    “Please, Mom!”-cajoled Alice again with a puppy face.

    Her parents looked at each other and her father said -“I think she is becoming too much of a spoilt kid”.

    However obliging her request they got it packed. After shopping they got into the car and at one particular lane, Alice asked her father to stop the car.

    “Please, Dad!”-Alice said coaxingly.”Please stop the car here”.

    “Alice,” her father said angrily, “this is the last time you are getting things done that way” and stopped the car.

    She nodded and got out of the car with her packed pink dress. She went to a girl whom Alice’s father recognized as the very same girl to whom Alice was talking to yesterday.

    Alice handing over the gift to that girl hugging her wished her “Merry Christmas”. The girl was stunned for she never received any gift from anyone until now.

    She took the gift, unwrapped it and found a pink frock in it. A spark lit in her eyes and there was joy written all over her face. With a very wide smile and a small tear at the corner of her eye, she hugged Alice and said-“Thank you! Thank you very much! This means a lot to me”.

    After proper greetings were completed, Alice got in the car and explained to her parents who were watching her with a mildly surprised look.

    “She always used to stand beside the school gate looking at people.”-Alice said, I happened to notice her couple of times. Finally one day I asked her-“Why do you always stand here?”

    “Why don’t you come inside?”

    “Are you afraid of school?”

    “You know I was afraid too, but school isn’t really that bad.”

    The girl half smiled at my curiosity and then said -“I do not go to this school. My parents cannot afford the fees here. I come here to watch these people with lovely dresses. I really like your pink dress”. Alice smiled back and nodded her head.

    That marked the beginning of a pure and innocent friendship.

    They talked daily and that is how Alice has come to know of the girl’s house too.

    “Sorry Mom and Dad! I just wanted to surprise her” she said after explaining everything.

    “It’s ok my dear”, her mom said, “but what are you going to wear tomorrow?”

    Alice gave a very sweet smile and said-“I shall put on my pink frock which is as good as new”.

    Her father patting her gently on the head smilingly said-“I’m proud of you, my dear”.

     

     

     

  • Hide & Seek

    Hide & Seek

    The Universe plays a Hide & Seek in every human being’s life. But what happens here in the story is somewhat different.

     

    Chapter 1: Childhood Hide & Seek

    Year: 1994

    Place: Pallavaram, Chennai, India

    It was a summer evening in the town of Pallavaram. Silaikalvan and Shamprasad were playing in the streets. Silaikalvan was 14 years old and Shamprasad was 8 years old.

    Both of them belonged to different age group.

    But, they always hanged out together while playing on streets.

    Shamprasad had been to shopping to buy toys during the forenoon of the same day. Sham bought a toy water gun; hence he was in an excitement to use it on some of his friends.

    Hence Sham came running towards the house of Silaikalvan with his water gun filled with water.

    Silaikalvan saw him running towards his house from the balcony. Both of their eyes got connected. Silaikalvan got alerted and prepared himself to run and the game started. It was a different kind of hide and seek.

    Sham was chasing and Silaikalvan was running.

    They ran through many houses and broke many flowerpots.

    The game was going for around 1 hour, but still sham was not able to use his water gun towards Silaikalvan.

    At last, Silaikalvan ended in a street of a dead end, and he needed to take a U-Turn to run. Sham blocked him there and pulled the trigger of the water gun.

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    “PSSSSSSSSSS…!”

    Silaikalvan got himself wet all over his clothes.

    Shamprasad said, “At last…I got you…!”

    Chapter 2: Adult’s Hide and Seek

    Year: 2020

    Place: Gingee, TamilNadu, India

    It was a secret place behind the hills of Gingee.

    The notorious underworld don Silaikalvan was hiding there.

    Silaikalvan’s hide out was like a lion’s den.

    It had a lot of updated technologies like computer, internet, etc.

    Silaikalvan had around 100 armed guards around his den. Even the public around nearby town was not aware that there was a secret den which had armed guards.

    Silaikalvan took that much care in building his army and hideout by maintaining confidentiality.

    Silaikalvan used his team for thefts, real estate, money laundering, etc.

    For many of the politicians, he was a nightmare, but they don’t know who was doing these activities.

    Many times, suspicion will fall on any wrong organizations doing a crime.

    Silaikalvan used that to escape in the earlier stage.

    But later he developed it as a strategy to cheat the Police, Politicians, and the government.

    Thus, nobody knew the existence of Silaikalvan.

    People assumed that there existed a black god.

    And it executed all the thefts, murders, and money laundering.

    It was an unforgettable night, Silaikalvan was working on his table and it was night 11.30 p.m.

    By that time the phone on his table rang.

    Silaikalvan picked up the call and said, “Hello”

    The other end said, “Sir, I am agent B13, we have an emergency”

    Silaikalvan said,” what kind of emergency?”

    B13 said,” We got information that armed police troops are heading towards our quarters”

    Silaikalvan exclaimed, “What..? How…Man?”

    B13 said,” Sir… I have no idea…but what I know is that some new cop has come to Gingee town today morning”

    Silaikalvan said,” what is his name?”

    B13 Said,” No Idea sir….they have already planned it…”

    B13 informed, “They are giving us a direct hit without warning”

    Silaikalvan said,” what…? How many of them?”

    B13 said, “Sir they may be more than 500”

    Silaikalvan said,” 500…how is it, possible man, we have the first class technology”

    Silaikalvan asked, “How did they appoint 500 to hunt us?”

    B13 said,” Yes sir, it seems they know our strengths and weakness already…it is just like that”

    Silaikalvan said,” oh my god! then there should be an informer in our team”

    B13 said,” Sir, the time is running out, we don’t have to find the black sheep”

    B13 asked, “what is your order to our team…are we fighting or running away?”

    Silaikalvan said,” Fighting cannot be possible man…ask them to escape wherever possible”

    B13 said, “Sir they have rounded up”

    Gunshots exploded out on the other side, “Bang! Bang! Bang!”

    Silaikalvan said,” Hello…! Hello…! Hello…!”

    B13 was dead on the other end.

    Silaikalvan packed some money in his suitcase and urged to move out of his room.

    At that time he heard a lot of footsteps running towards his room.

    He just stopped and dropped his gun, knowing that there is no other go, except to surrender to the police.

    As he expected the police broke through his room and they were in arms. He lifted his hands up and showed a symbol of surrender.

    The group rounded him and after a while, there was a silence. The silence was broken by footsteps which came from the veranda. The footsteps came headed towards his room.

    Silaikalvan assessed that it could be the new appointed police officer.

    A bold man entered the room with a gun in one hand and handcuffs in other hand aiming at Silaikalvan.

     

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    He said, “This is Inspector Sham Prasad and Mr.Silaikalvan…You are under arrest!”

    Silaikalvan got a thunderbolt in his mind. It was the same Sham Prasad, who chased him during his childhood with a water gun has now come to arrest him.

    He remembered the day when Sham cornered him in a dead-end and sprayed the water using water gun.

    Both of their eyes got connected. There was a smile in each of their faces.

    There was a realization in their mind and body which was beyond the understanding of others. Both of them laughed together.

    Chapter 3: Eternal Hide and Seek

    Next day morning, it was a tea shop near the Gingee Police station.

    Two constables Salai Subramaniyam and Hari Prasad were having a conversation.

    Salai Subramaniyam said,” Sham has made a bold move by arresting Don Silaikalvan”

    Hari Prasad said,” yes man…they even encountered many of his men”

    Salai said, “Even it seems that they were old friends, but sham has taken this bold action”

    Hari said,” Yes man…he is a bold guy”

    Salai said, “But we are in this area for many years”

    Salai asked,” how come this newcomer sham identified the place…I cannot understand that?”

    Hari said,” I was with this Sham only when a phone call came to him”

    Hari said, “An informer told everything about the hideout of Silaikalvan”

    Hari said, “The total number of people in his team, etc.., blah blah…”

    Salai said,” what? An informer…I know all the informers in this surrounding…who is he?”

    Hari said,” but you don’t know this guy…even I don’t know…why…nobody knows about him”

    Salai said, “What…?”

    Hari said,” Yes man it was an anonymous call, and we got all the details of Silaikalvan’s place”

    Hari said,” after that, the mobile number of the informer was not reachable”

    Hari said, “It seems that the informer destroyed the sim card

    After speaking with us and escaped somewhere”

    Salai said,” what…he informed you and destroyed the sim card and escaped away?

    Hari said,” Yes…we have limited information about him…but don’t know his present whereabouts”

    Salai said,” What clue do we have?”

    Hari said,” While speaking he said his name and address”

    Hari said, “but he is not residing there now”

    Hari Said, “the address proof for that sim card is matching with that address”

    Salai said,” He escaped from there also…so he has planned it neat”

    Hari said, “yes, it is on the whole his game…we are all role players”

    Salai said,” what was the name he said while speaking?”

    Hari said, “The name he said was Sharath”

    Moral of the Story:

    Many times our childhood plays reoccur in our life by taking various forms. The universal nature is beyond the understanding of humans. There is an Eternal Hide & Seek happening in the universe every day.

     

  • Let’s play office

    Let’s play office

    Good thoughts have power to transform all that is ugly and drab to things that are not so depressing. With a little dash of imagination and cultivating a sense of humour in you, you have the strength to metamorphose situations to your favour.

     

    The coffee was hot and her mood cool. It was the perfect time of the evening to contemplate about the day. She usually never did so because she used to be too tired after returning from that dreary workplace of hers, but today had been something different. Busy with work, she didn’t have had time to put it all together back then, but this sweet recreation made all the events flash back.

    After her busy morning at home, when she had crossed the threshold of the office, she had been filled with dread, as usual. And now was to begin another bleak day, she had thought. And to some extent, she had been right. Starting with a conversation with the lecturer in shorts (for she worked as a finance employee in a reputed institute), who probably thought that his ‘leggy’ style was very fashionable and students would pay more attention in the class if he wore them instead of a decent pair of shirt and trousers, the day had begun tensioned. The lecturer very politely had asked her to make some changes in the budget of an upcoming programme, which in turn would fetch her not very polite remarks from her senior. However, no other option left, she set herself to do the task. Luckily, without much ado, it got finished by midday.

    She had been going to lunch, thinking about the man in the canteen who had that foul face while he served you food, as if the food had been saved by him through years of toil and now people were shamelessly taking it all away, when she suddenly collided with a student. He very dejectedly informed her that the food was perfectly fit for dogs today.
    “Great”, she thought, “Yesterday it had been fit for pigs. The standard is surely improving”!
    But unfortunately, she wasn’t feeling like a dog that day, so she quietly snuck to the nearby restaurant for a meal that was fit for humans.

    The end of the lunch hour brought with a dread and an extra task for her, heralded in front of her by the peon. A document had to be scanned. But as she went to do it, she not very happily discovered that the scanner had run out of order. Now she would have to explain the matter to her senior, who in the morning had taken the budget matter a bit irritated. How then, oh, how ardently she had wished that they could connect plugs and a monitor screen to the deeply religious Mr. Keshavan, the Registrar, who was so into scriptures and God (because he had published at least four books on religion till then) that he saw the image of a goddess in every lady he came across, be it a student, lecturer or employee, and scanned her top to bottom and inside out. Hence, scanning a few mere documents would be no big deal for him, instead he would be very efficient at it and a lot of time would get saved.

    As she continued to work, the lion walked down the hallway. Oh no, not hallway; the lion was the king of the forest, so for that brief moment of his walk, the whole room had turned into a forest. A pale shadow had spread on everyone’s face because the lion is generally disliked by all other meek animals in the jungle, and Mr. Kumar, an administrator, certainly thought everybody else useless (as he was the lion). But perhaps it was wrong to call him a lion, because certainly lions never indulged in office politics.

    Anyway, the change of ambience was now over, and so were the office hours. It had started raining that evening.

    Fortunately she had an umbrella. So did many others and some others, as if they were film-stars, were zipping up their raincoats. So discussing the weather conditions over the past week, they filed out of the main door. But today, strangely the umbrella man was without an umbrella today and looked helpless. How ironical! No, no, he wasn’t an umbrella seller. He was another lecturer, but he was like an umbrella. What is meant by this is that like whichever side there is rain, there is an umbrella needed. And this man, like an umbrella opened up (supported) on either side, depending upon the rain (any situation that suited him, just like rains suited umbrellas). She had felt like giggling then, but quickly had checked herself.

    And this is how the day had ended. It was the same, usual actually. But she had never thought funnily about the people and situations like this ever before. Amazingly, she found that thinking like this did make the day seem a bit cheerful and the office didn’t become so dreary…
    So, she realized, if one has to enjoy one’s work, even if the work is hardly enjoyable, good, positive thoughts always make it easy to do so.

  • Lonavala

    Lonavala

    This story is about Zoya and her boyfriend Karan. They have planned a trip to Lonavala and the trip has been ended with an unexpected twist.  

     

    Zoya was eagerly waiting for the message from Karan. Within a minute she has received the love message.

    Zoya: love you too Karan

    Karan: then what about our dating plan?

    Zoya: you are too fast. I have to think about it

    Karan: just finalize the date

    Zoya: ok, give me a week. I will tell you when we can go for dating

    Karan: one week. Oh my god.

    Zoya: please Karan. Just a week

    Karan: hmmm ok.

    After this conversation Zoya was thinking about their first meeting.   Zoya and Karan came to know each other through Facebook. They were not school or college friends. They have a mutual friend called Rishi. Karan had sent a friend request to Zoya inspired by her display picture. Zoya has accepted his friend request as she saw Rishi as his mutual friend.

    Though Zoya accepted his friend request he did not interact with Zoya. But Zoya has sent a message to Karan by mistake instead of her college friend Karan Patel. After the message got delivered to wrong Karan Zoya realized her mistake. So she has sent another message mentioning about her mistake. Then Zoya got the message from Karan. He has sent its ok with a smiley emoji.

    Zoya thought Karan will utilize this opportunity and he will try to talk with her. But he did not do that. So Zoya thought Karan was different from other boys.

    Zoya and her friends want to celebrate the New Year in a grand manner.  So they had arranged for a party in a restaurant. The party lasted up to 1A.M. When they were about to leave the restaurant they were surrounded by a group of men. Zoya and her friends were shocked and they did not know what to do. At that time, Zoya saw Karan with his friends in the corridor of the restaurant. So Zoya went to Karan and introduce herself as his Facebook friend. She also requested him to help her and her friends.

    Karan accompanied with Zoya and her friends. So Zoya was impressed by Karan. She thanked him that it was a timely help. Then Zoya and Karan began to talk.

    Zoya now think about Karan and his decent behavior. So she decided to go on a date with Karan. Karan was happy as Zoya believe him to such an extent that she has agreed for a date. Both of them planned to visit Lonavala.

    Zoya and Karan’s First date

    They have reached Lonavala on early morning. They have also booked a hotel to stay for few hours. Zoya and Karan thoroughly enjoyed the trip. They have talked a lot and have discussed everything about their future plans.

    Zoya: Karan, its’ raining now.

    Karan: hmm. What to do now?

    Zoya: ok, let us leave

    Karan: as you wish.

    When they are about to leave the place they had noticed that Karan’s car got punctured and it also has minor issues. So Karan asked Zoya to stay in hotel itself. He saw a mechanic shop near to the hotel. He said he will go to that shop and come with a mechanic.

    Zoya: Karan. I will also come with you.

    Karan: no. Zoya, it’s raining. So you stay here. I’ll come in 20 minutes.

    Zoya: ok, Karan. Let us do one thing. When you are walking towards the mechanic shop, just use your phone to capture the sceneries around you and sent it to me.

    Karan: ok, nature lover. I’ll send you the pictures. Don’t leave the hotel till I came back. You are alone here.

    Zoya: I am not a baby. Go and come soon

    After few minutes Zoya has received the pictures from Karan’s mobile.

    Karan has not arrived even after 1 hour. She was worried.

    Zoya: she waited for 30 more minutes but Karan didn’t reach the hotel. So she has decided to move to the mechanic shop.

    Zoya: she has reached the mechanic shop and asked them about Karan. But they didn’t know about Karan. So Zoya showed his photo which has been stored in her mobile. The mechanics said they saw that man.

    Mechanic: madam ji, we have asked him extra money if we have to come to the hotel to repair the car. But he did not agree. So he moved on to the next mechanic shop.

    Zoya: where was the other mechanic shop?

    Mechanic: Madam Ji, you have to walk 15 minutes from here.  I think he (Karan) would have reached there by this time.

    So she waited in the first mechanic shop for 10 minutes. But Karan didn’t come there. So she asked a mechanic to come with her to the hotel and to repair the car.

    Mechanic: madam ji, you have to give me extra payment than service charge as I have to walk to the hotel.

    Zoya: ok, I’ll give you. Don’t waste my time. I have to find Karan also.

    Zoya and the mechanic reached the hotel and within 15 minutes the mechanic has repaired the car. But still Karan has not arrived. When she was thinking about Karan she has received the pictures from Karan. So she was sure that Karan is playing with her and he is planning something special for her. Zoya was waiting for Karan at the reception of the hotel.

    After few minutes, a policeman arrived at the hotel reception desk. He was enquiring about Zoya. As she heard her name Zoya moved to the reception desk.

    Zoya: sir, I am Zoya, what happened?

    Police: Karan?

    Zoya: yes, we both came today and we are staying here.

    Police: sorry mam. A bad news for you

    Zoya: what?

    Police: an accident has happened madam.

    Zoya: oh my god.

    Police: your friend Karan who was walking in the road has met with an accident.

    Zoya: where is Karan now?

    Police: sorry mam, he is dead on the spot itself.

    Zoya: she was shocked and cried. After few minutes she said, are you kidding? Just five minutes back he has send the photos.

    Police: that is not possible mam. When we reached the spot your friend has died already. We got the invoice receipt of the hotel from his pocket. So we came here. In the hotel register the name has been mentioned as Karan Zoya. So we asked about you.

    Zoya: but I have received his photos.

    Police: we couldn’t find any mobile from his pocket. It would have been near the accident spot. We will find it.

    Zoya: but what about the photos? How he can take those photos if he is dead? How the pictures have been sent to my number?

    Police: I don’t know.

    While talking to the policeman Zoya has received a new message. She was shocked as she got a new message from Karan’s number. She thought may be someone is using his mobile from the accident spot. So she started reading the message.

    After few minutes Zoya fell to the ground.

    Policeman: So the policeman took the mobile from her and read the message.

    Message: sorry dear, I couldn’t reach you and the message has been sent along with a smiley emoji from Karan.

  • Something Old

    Something Old

    Meghna belongs to a family of open minded people. She had freedom to everything expect her marriage. So, while growing up she accepted the reality that she wouldn’t be experiencing love any soon but life had something different in store for her.

    Meghna, a girl from Lonavla, was like any other girl you would find there. And so were her parents. Well, to some extent. They were open minded in all aspects but one; marriage. Since her childhood they made it very clear to her that she could do all she wants, as she likes, but not marriage. That was the only string of her life they wanted to keep with themselves. Meghna, felt obliged and agreed. While growing up she very well realized that not all girls were given so much freedom as her.

    She was 14 years old when she started watching American television shows and it would be fair to say that she literally grew up watching them. It was back in her 11th grade that she finished watching F.R.I.E.N.D.S and How I Met Your Mother, two of the most popular and amazing sitcoms of all time. After seeing the love shared in-between the couples of the show it broke her heart, to think that she would never be able to know and feel that in real life. Not that she was pretentious about it as she knew her parents story. They had arranged marriage and they weren’t just happy with each other but they even loved each other by all means and in all sense. They had recited their story to her when she was young and she precisely remembered that it took them no less than a year to fall so deeply in love. And she expected the same for herself.

    There was one more thing other than before-marriage-love that Meghna grew fond of and this thing was in her hands; her marriage rituals.

    Even though she was of Hindu religion, she had attended more of Christian Weddings. And now she desired the same.

    So, before her final year in college, she decided to tell her parents what she was looking forward to and so she spoke one night on the dinner table

    “Dad. Mom. I wanted to talk you about something.” She said staring at her plate. She was terrified. Not that she might be scolded but that her wish might not be granted.
    Her mother saw the fear in her daughter’s eyes.
    “What is it, Megh?” She asked sitting beside her with her hand on her shoulder.
    “Something about my marriage” Hearing this, thoughts cluttered both of her parents mind. They exchanged looks and Meghna could sense the tension.
    “I have never asked and never would why arrange marriage. You still have my word on that. I trust you both.” She cleared herself and both of her parents felt a little relieved.
    “It is not the priority right now, Megh. Why are you bringing it up?” Her father asked.
    “Exactly! Nothing before you turn 25.” Her mother spoke in agreement to her father.
    “I know. I remember. It is something else. I-I want a Christian Wedding.” She spoke, looking at her parents with hope.
    Nobody said anything for a moment. But it felt like a lifetime to Meghna.
    “We’ll think about it. We need some time. It is a huge decision.” Her father said, occupied in his thoughts.
    The rest of the dinner went in silence.
    Since that night Meghna started praying every minute that her only say in her marriage would be considered by her parents.

    It was 3 days later; her parents were leaving for their trip to Pondicherry. She left her college early and came to bid them goodbye. All her way she thought that today might be the day they will tell their answer. The suspense, was killing her.
    “Happy Journey! Take care.” She spoke as she kissed both of her parents.
    “We sure will. You also take care.” Her mother spoke while her father hugged her. And they sat in their car heading to the roadway.
    No answer. No sign. Nothing! How can they do this to her? Don’t they understand how much it means to her? She thought to herself. Locking the main door behind, she headed to her room with coffee in one hand. There lay a letter on her side table.

    With love from Mom & Dad,

    The envelope read. Curiously she opened it in a haphazard manner.

     

    Dear Meghna,


    We couldn’t have asked for a better child than you. Without question you agreed with our decision on one of the most important step in your life and put all your faith into us. What you asked us was so little in front of what we asked of you. We know this is going to be difficult; our relatives, the society will never be in favor of this decision. But if you could live your whole life without falling in love just because we asked you to, then we can do this much to live up to that faith. Your father and I have agreed to your proposal. Your marriage shall be arranged in Christian way.


    Thank you for the trust.

     

    Tears ran down her eyes, this was by far the best day of her life. A Christian marriage; she imagined herself in white gown and danced playing soft romantic music. Next day she went to the nearby park and dug a hole near the bushes. “You will be my something old” She spoke, keeping an oval shaped white marble locket, surrounded by small diamonds around and attached to a silver chain, into a small wooden box. She kept the box into the hole and closed it. Dusting off the mud from her hands, she headed back to her home.

    An evening, 6 years later, her father called and asked her to be home as soon as she could.
    So, she left her office immediately and drove back home.
    “Hey! What happened? Dad called. Is everything fine?” She asked her mother, who came to open the door.
    “Will you relax? Everything is fine, everyone is healthy. It is something else.” Her mother said. There was a tone of excitement in her voice and Meghna realized what this might be about.
    “Oh my child! Come. Come. Have a seat.” Her father spoke with joy and wine in one hand.
    There were was a picture of a guy on the table and something jotted on a piece of paper. He looked handsome and of the same age as her. She felt butterflies in her stomach.
    “So, what do you think?” Her father asked.
    “Huh? I-I don’t know. I need to meet him first.” She spoke gazing at the picture.
    “Yes. Yes. He asked the same. Here, take his picture and the things we listed out about him. Take your time and let us know by tomorrow evening.” Her father said handing the things to her.
    She quickly went into the room and sat down on the floor. Emotions started flooding in. Excitement, fear all at once. She looked at the picture again. He seemed pretty decent. Brown eyes, black hair, dimple on the left side, confidence in his smile. Just like that even his given information was impressive.

    The next day she told her parents that she was ready to meet this person. Calls were made, information exchanged and finally a date was set on the coming weekend.

    The boy insisted that he and Meghna meet alone in some café or restaurant and not with all the family members in her house.

    She was happy to know this. The remaining week went without her notice. She planned her dress, her hair, made sure everything was perfect.

    The venue was a café near the beach and the time decided was 4:30 P.M.
    Meghna saw her watch and smiled to herself for being on time. But to her amusement, the boy was already there.
    “Hi! Meghna” She spoke with her hand stretched out.
    “Hi! Raghav” The guy spoke shaking her hand. He was more charming in reality.
    “I’m sorry. Did I make you wait?”
    “Oh! No. No. Don’t worry. I was excited so I came in early.” He said with a smile.
    They talked for hours, telling each other everything about themselves. He confessed that he had 4 girlfriends before this and when love did not work out for him, he settled for arrange marriage. To his shock, Meghna wasn’t offended to know this. She told him her reason. They both discussed their fascination for Christian wedding. It all went well.

    “So? How was it?” her mother asked with curiosity.
    Meghna stayed silent.
    “Was he not good? Did he say something?” Her father asked standing up.
    “Ah! I loved it and well, liked him.” She finally spoke smiling. Her parents started to laugh along.
    Soon after the date was decide. It was 5 months from that day.

    Meanwhile, Raghav and Meghna kept meeting each other went on dates, dinner, movies. Did everything a normal couple does. All this was new to Meghna and she swore that nobody would have understood her situation better than Raghav. He did everything to make her feel comfortable. She even caught him smiling to himself when he saw her getting excited. The situations were new only to Meghna but this feeling was new to both of them. But something happened to her bubble of happiness.

    Two weeks before her wedding, she went to the same park where she had buried her locket 6 years ago. She dug in the location she remembered but found nothing. Then she started digging nearby to it but still found nothing. Finally after an hour, she gave up. She felt scared now. Was it stolen? Or did she forget the location? It doesn’t matter. For all she knew this wasn’t a good sign. With her head held low she walked back to her home. She started having doubts about her relationship. She started to behave differently. Her parents and Raghav noticed and they tried asking her many times but she wouldn’t answer. She knew she was being superstitious but it was just something she believed in. They wouldn’t have understood her reaction. Just because she lost a thing does not prove that Raghav was not a worthy man. She knew it, they knew, everyone did.

    It was finally her wedding day. She hadn’t seen Raghav since the incident. She was excited to meet him but wasn’t allowed until the wedding began.

    With her bridesmaid she entered her dressing room, in the hotel.
    “Get ready. I will come to take you within an hour.” She spoke, closing the door behind.
    Everything was perfect, from the arrangements to the groom. Her parents were happy, relatives, friends, everyone. So was she till 2 weeks before.
    She sat on the bed gazing out of the window and thought how perfect it would have been if she had found the locket. She would have absolutely no doubts.

    Finally she sat to get ready.
    Wearing that white gown, she couldn’t help but stare at how amazing she looked. As she took her veil to wear, she heard a knock on the door.
    “Get in” She said.
    It was Raghav. Who now was just staring at her.
    “ You-well, You look beautiful.” He said, still staring with a silly smile on his face.
    “Thank you. But aren’t we not supposed to see each other?” she said playfully. She was so happy to see him at this point. It seemed like all her doubts went away with his smile.
    “Yes. We aren’t. But I had to see you. Actually I wanted to give you something.” He said taking a box out his pocket.
    Meghna sat down in astonishment. “How did you? But I did not” she spoke not believing.
    “Remember our first date? You told me about having something old.” He said sitting next to her.
    “And after it was final we will be getting married. I started to collect more information relating to this out of you. Wasn’t an easy task, to be honest.” He said, now smiling and being proud of himself.
    “I thought it was lost. When did you get it?” She asked.
    “I know. 3 weeks before.” He answered.
    “Why did you not tell me, then?” She wanted to sound angry but couldn’t. She was all melted by now.
    “When you started to behave weird I understood that you went to find it and came back disappointed. I wanted to tell you but then I wouldn’t have seen this smile.” He said, giving the locket to her. She gestured him to make her wear it and so he did. There in front of the mirror they stood holding each other’s hand.

    And now she walked down the aisle holding her dad’s arm. Everybody looked at her and praised how amazing she looked. The ceremony began. Raghav did his vow and she was already on the verge of crying. It was time for her’s.

    “Raghav, all my life I believed that I would never experience love as I wanted to, as I had seen it. That it would be long after my marriage, my husband and I will even start to feel it. But here I stand and accept that I couldn’t be more wrong. In you I found a friend, a life partner and in you I found love as I wanted it. Your presence not only makes me happy but it also makes the 16 year old Meghna happy. I wish I could go back to her and tell her that she is going to get something bigger than she dreams of. That she IS going to experience a love so pure way before her marriage. And also, she should be ready to be proven wrong in the happiest way ever.”

    Her voice cracked as she finished. She clutched the locket in her hand. Never could she think that, her small belief could bring to her everything she ever wanted.

  • Time Discovers Truth

    Time Discovers Truth

    We all know life and time are the best teachers in anyone’s life. But does it also make us strong enough to face the circumstances? This is a story of Raju and Chinnu, Raju who has been a protecting brother hides the truth of his mom’s illness from his sister, but no sooner Chinnu finds the truth. How would the young Chinnu react upon knowing the truth for her mom’s illness?

     

    “Plash……”,

    Chinu: Bhaiyu, you’ve broke one more kiddy bank today, but why?

    Raju: That’s my saving, and I can do anything I want to from it.

    Chinu: But bhaiyu we’ve planned to buy a new saree for mom, isn’t it?

    Raju: I’ll make enough money by that time, and don’t say this to anyone else.

    Saying this Raju left from house. Chinu was left sobbing, she was worried. She had been planning to gift a saree to her mom since past few months. She got really angry upon her bhaiyu, but she believed in him.

    …After few hours

    Raju: Mom I’ve got the medicines, make sure you check the list again and do let me know if I missed anything.

    Mom: No Raju, you’ve almost got everything. Don’t worry I’ll check the prescription once again.

    Raju: Okie Mom, I’ll leave now.

    Mom: Take care of yourself son, and don’t stress yourself too much everything would be fine one day.

    Raju: Bye maa. Take care of yourself.

    …In the evening

    Chinnu: Bhaiyu, where have you been all day. Even mom isn’t a home, I get worried staying alone the whole day.

    Raju: Relax Chinnu, Mom will be back soon, and see what I’ve got for you. Your favorite Chocolate Ice Cream.

    Chinnu: Thank you so much Bhaiyu, I’ll get the bowls right now.

    Raju: You go and eat dear. I’ll have it later.

    Raju went back to his room. He managed to have a pasted smile in front of everyone but for when he’s back in his room, he could never control the burst of his tears. He was a tough guy, a mentally strong person but could maintain this identity only in front of the world. He was worried about his mom’s deadly disease, his sister’s responsibility. He stood firm during the crises but deep inside he could his hope crumbling and shattering. Various thoughts occupied his space, their he spent another night worrying about the upcoming day.

    ….Few days later

    Raju: Chinnu I may come late today, you don’t worry about me. Just finish your dinner and go to bed. And don’t forget to lock the door. I have a master key, so you go to bed, don’t wait for me.

    Chinnu: But Bhaiyu, today is mom’s birthday. We’ve planned about gifting her saree today only na. But why isn’t mom back home. I thought she would be back by her birthday.

    Raju totally forgot about his mom’s birthday amidst his worries. All he could do is nothing but giving a false hope to his sister, and moved on.

    Raju: Mom can’t come today dear, granny’s health is deteriorating. She can’t leave her mom for her birthday.

    Chinnu: But Bhaiyu…

    Raju: Chinnu am getting late, will talk to you tomorrow.

    Raju left the place, but chinnu kept wiping all throughout the time. Chinnu never saw her brother behaving so rude to her, she was really hurt but at the same time she knew her brother wasn’t like this before. He was really sweet and caring person, even her mother has never been away from her for such a long time. She knew something was not right, but to find out the truth she had break her promise and she did it. She followed her brother, she wanted to see what circumstances have been haunting him that made him behave so rude to her.

    Chinnu saw her brother entering a hospital, she thought for a moment and then she remembered that he told her granny wasn’t well. So she assumed that he was going to visit the granny.

    Chinnu wondered “If granny is here, mom would be here too, I can go and wish her on her birthday. Mom would be too happy to see me here”, the innocent heart never imagined what was awaiting her inside. She walked inside and followed her brother’s footsteps. But chinnu kept herself bit far so that she can surprise both her mom as well as her brother. She watched him entering a room 401, she then went to the door, and peeped through the see through glass. Her brother was speaking to someone, she moved herself to see her granny. And then, she saw her mother. For a while she couldn’t believe her eyes. She rubbed her eyes and tried to peep again. But I was her mom, she realized it was her mom admitted in the hospital, not her granny. She cried a lot but couldn’t dare to step in the room. She just sat near the door, and was waiting for her brother.

    After a while…

    Raju came outside and was shocked to his little sister sobbing and worried.

    Raju: Chinnu what are you doing here?

    Chinnu: Bhaiyu, why did you hide the truth?

    Raju: Chinnu I didn’t want to worry you, and mom is fine. She’ll come back home very soon.

    Chinnu: Bhaiyu if mom couldn’t leave her mom for her birthday, how could I leave my mom just to keep myself away from worries which won’t even last long. I know she’ll be fine and she has to be because she has promised me that she’ll take me to granny’s house after she comes back.

    Raju that day realized that his younger sister is no more a child. She’s grown up, situations have made her learn everything. Sometimes we never know what life has got for us, the very next moment. One must be prepared to face any circumstances, else as well know

    “Time doesn’t heal anything, it just makes us strong enough to live with the pain”

  • The Never Ever Happily Ever After

    The Never Ever Happily Ever After

    The unnamed narrator replays one of the most heart-breaking days of her existence through the short story. The day she looses her world, Tasha, to another man, in marriage.

     

    I was sitting by the bay window in Tasha’s room, smoking my cigarette and watching the immaculate moon dangling in the infinite night sky. It was around 12 o’clock, midnight. The world around me was in deep slumber and all that endured was a serenity that could only be found during these late hours. I always craved for this serenity after having spent most part of my days in the chaotic noise of the city. I enjoyed walking aimlessly on the road or anywhere in the city during these late hours to find the peace I’m longing for and to dive deep into it. It is an escape from not only the chaos of the city for me, but from the chaos in my life itself.
    My moon gazing was suddenly interrupted by the creak of the door. I turned my entire self and watched Tasha enter the room and shut the door behind her. She walked toward me and stood right in front of me. The moonlight allowed me to see her face more clearly. I noticed tears rolling down her cheeks. I pulled her closer and held her palms in mine. The detailed henna design occupied her palms going up to her hands. I pulled her closer and planted a kiss on her forehead. She turned herself and walked to the other end of the bay window, establishing herself at that end. We sat facing each other for a few seconds and then, I turned my face and continued smoking. We exchanged glances in between, speaking only the language of silence during those brief exchanges. My eyes fixed on the moon, I finally spoke after a few minutes, breaking the silence.

    Tasha, why don’t we run away?
    Where to?
    Anywhere! Anywhere away from our little world.
    And, what then?
    We can start our lives together and create our own little world.
    And do you think we’ll remain happy, running away and all?
    Of course we will! What kind of a question is that?
    It’s a bad idea.
    What is?
    Running away is a bad idea.
    What makes you say that?
    My gut feeling.
    Your gut feeling?
    Yes.

    I swallowed the lump in my throat and looked away. I lit my second cigarette and continued smoking.

    How can you say that?
    How can I not say that? I’m going to be married, soon. My parents have invested their all in this marriage. I cannot just throw it away. I cannot afford to disappoint or hurt them.
    And what about me? What am I going to do without you? You’re everything that I have. You’ll be taking away my world from me.

    She remained silent for a few seconds and then, turning her face she said,

    It’ll be okay. You’ll be fine.

    I put out my half-finished cigarette and lifted myself up and got up to leave. I was about to open the door, when she called out to me. I stopped. She ran toward me and held my tightly, from behind as my back was facing her.

    Hey, don’t go. Please.
    Why not?
    Because I need you.
    I don’t think the words you just uttered mean that you need me. You’ve made it pretty clear that you don’t. So let me do you a favor and leave.
    Hey, hey no!

    She held my hand and turned me to face her. She held my face in her palms and said,

    I love you, you know that I do.
    I don’t, actually.
    That wasn’t me talking.
    Yeah, it wasn’t.

    She kissed me gently on my lips and I kissed her back.

     

    The sunlight fell directly on my face, forcing me to open my eyes. We were lying on her bed. I remained frozen, staring at the ceiling for a few minutes. I then turned toward her and watched her breathe in and out in her sleep. I noticed the way her chest moved up and down while she breathed. I noticed how peaceful she looked. I very gently removed the strand of her which fell on her face and smiled to myself.

    It was exactly 6 years and five days since we admitted to each other that we love each other after spending almost a year living in denial of our feelings.

    Last year around this time, we were sitting in a café sipping mugs of coffee for me and tea for her, trying to decide what we were going to do after our coffee date. I don’t think either of us in that moment imagined that she would be getting married exactly a year later. Suddenly she opened her eyes and we looked deep into each other’s eyes.

    Hey, you.
    Hi, you. Good morning.
    Not so good for me, actually.
    Not so good for me, either.
    I know.

    I pulled her closer and we let our foreheads touch. We have woken up so many mornings together, like this but with the biggest smiles on our faces. But that morning, it was different. It was bittersweet. Tasha couldn’t stop the tears from cascading down her face. I lifted my face up and wiped the tears off, of her face.
    The next few hours were spent getting ready. I walked out of the bathroom in my lehenga and Tasha was sitting on the chair of the dressing table wearing her earrings. We looked at each other through the mirror in front of her. She was wearing a lehenga dipped in colors of red and pink and with heavy golden sequined work on it. Her hair was tied up in a neat bun.

    You…you look beyond beautiful.
    Thank you!
    Can I keep you forever?

    She got up from the chair, walked toward me and instantly hugged me. Through her tears she said,

    I’m so, so sorry!
    You don’t have to be. Maybe, just maybe, we aren’t meant to be together.

    We freed ourselves from our embrace and walked out of the room.

     

    The wedding ceremony had come to an end. Tasha and her husband were sitting on the podium, smiling for the camera with the guests. The couple through their weariness, warmly smiled or hugged or shook hands with the people who came to meet the meet the newly married couple. Either Tasha was introducing her husband to people before posing for pictures or it was the other way round. I was sitting a few tables away from the podium and Tasha knew where I was sitting. We did exchange glances every now and then. In between pictures, the bride and the groom engaged in small conversations, with each other.

    The two of them seemed to be happy. But whenever she looked at me, her sadness erased the garb of happiness she wore for everyone.

    I loved her and she loved me. I knew that every single time she gazed deep into my eyes. But maybe, that wasn’t enough. That wasn’t enough not for us, but for the people in our world. But why wasn’t it enough? We loved each other, we made each other happy. We’ve never been happier when we are together. We do well individually when we exist in each other’s lives. In a perfect world the possibility of us having our ‘happily ever after’ was more conceivable. But we don’t live in a perfect world. For our love to be accepted by the people around us, either she or I should have belonged to our opposite gender. I tried to convince myself not to feel this way for her and maybe, so did she. We did not choose these feelings, they came very naturally to us and our feelings only grew deeply and became stronger, over the years.
    I felt claustrophobic sitting there, watching her with her husband. I felt like I was living my worst nightmare. Every inch of me was suffering from restlessness. I lifted myself up and walked toward the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. I looked frail and lifeless. I could feel the lump in my throat. This time, I did not swallow it. After one day and six hours, I let the tears eat me up, wholly.