Category: Relationship

Collection of Best Relationship Stories

  • Mom

    Mom

    Mom is another thing that we often take as granted, just like oxygen, water and electricity. Now, some people here will be like, oh my god! How can you compare mom to a thing? Or , a woman is not a thing! And blah, blah, blah, without even reading the whole story! Like seriously? Anyway let’s continue while ignoring such kind of people who create unnecessary drama and shows themselves as a liberal person in public who take care of their wives and treat them no less than a queen . But only they know what is the truth. It’s true that our thoughts keep evolving with time. And when people change their statements and thoughts with time, they are called as fickle , or vague , or unstable to their statements by the so called netizens. I’ve always been closer to my mother and saw her working every minute of the day , for every day of the month and for every month of the year and for every year since she came into this house after being married to her husband, my father of course. Now that doesn’t mean that I hate my father or he doesn’t much work. He is a really good father and I share very good relation with him, he also works very hard this house. And my grandmother, she also keeps helping my mom in the households. But she have various advantages like, she can rest whenever she wants, she do work whenever she wants to or mom will do it anyway, she can go and sit for an uncountable number of hours in our relatives house. But my mom , it’s not like she feels caged or feels like being harassed, because our family is really a sweet one. She thinks that taking care of us is the only target of her life now. She says , that she will be happy to work even more if it results in my success. That smile never leaves her face, when she talks about having dinner in a 5 star hotel, the day I will pay the bill with my first salary. She’s growing old, not because of age but because of the hard work she do and want to fulfill all her dreams as soon as possible.

  • The love that stayed forever

    The love that stayed forever

    The first time for everyone is special but sometimes the more special is last. For Sarah, it was her last relationship which resulted in never lasting to everlasting. Now let us see the roller coaster ride of love in Sarah and Vihan’s love life.

    Sarah Agarwal was a high school girl pursuing a career in the science stream. She was one of the nerdy students in the class. All you can say about her is that ‘she was a beauty with a brain’. There were 11 boys in the class and except one, all boys saw her as their dream girl. Now let us focus on that one guy named Vihan Ahuja.

    Vihan Ahuja was also one of the nerds in the class. He was a new entry in class that year. He was an introverted guy who never spoke too much and always indulged in his tasks. Sarah and Vihan had a great rivalry in terms of studies.

    In the first unit test, Vihan ranked 1st and Sarah ranked 2nd. This result makes this story more exciting.

    Now, Mr. Mathew, the class teacher decided to reshuffle the class and a lucky draw was organized. In this lucky draw Mr. Mathew would have to pick two chits from the box which had the names of all the students. Coincidently, Sarah seated with Vihan. Gradually, this rivalry turned into friendship. They used to discuss their doubts and developed healthy competition among themselves.

    Bit by bit and piece by piece Vihan started falling for Sarah. He used to care for her as no one does. By degrees, that friendship changed into one-sided love. This one day continued for that whole session.

    Now here the next session came, and a new enthusiasm was among students as it was the last year of their school life.

    Like every day Vihan and Sarah were passing by the corridor and going to their classroom. A roughneck guy intentionally pushed Sarah, this was a time when the whole school saw another personality of Vihan.

    He exclaimed with anger, “Hey! Are these eyes or buttons?”

    That boy lost his temper and slapped Vihan for talking with him in a rough tone. Vihan also lost his temper and banged up that guy as he misbehaved with Sarah. Sarah managed to control her anger and took him to the medical room. Thereafter, she brought first aid and applied ointment to his wounds. While doing first aid there was a smile on his face and tears in her eyes.

    Vihan asked Sarah, “What happened to you Sarah, you are crying but you are smiling too?”

    Sarah replied in a deep and soft tone, “Vihan, I am smiling because you are the first guy who fought for me and I am crying because I don’t know why but I am feeling your pain.”

    Vihan’s inner soul was saying ‘Sarah, I don’t have the guts to confess my love. I hope you will feel that soon.’

    As time went by, Vihan’s love for Sarah increased day by day just like a plant, the sapling of love was sown last year and since that time it is increasing day by day. With time, winter vacation came, and Vihan and Sarah were missing each other so much.

    After the vacation, they met and exchanged each other’s vacation experiences.

    Now here the most exciting part came, It was 14th February, Valentine’s Day. That day Vihan dressed up like a gentleman and prepared himself as that day he going to confess his love for Sarah.

    It was not like Sarah don’t feel for him but she was not confirmed about her feelings.

    Vihan decided to break the ice and walked toward her. He gathered all his strength and in recess, in front of the whole class he spoke out her name “Sarah”. On the spur of the moment, there was an awkward silence in the class.

    Thereafter, Vihan bent on his leg and sat on one knee, then he started his small speech for her as,

    “Sarah, for the last 2 years you have changed my life, I was an introverted guy, who was never friends with anyone and never talked to anyone. The day you came into my life, you made me open myself, and I explored myself more with you. I don’t know what you feel for me but today I gathered all my strength to confess my feeling for you. Sarah, I see my future with you. I want us to grow together. Only you are the one who can control my anger and handle my mood swings. Sarah, I Love You. Will you be my Valentine for the rest of my life? ”

    Sarah stood frozen and listened to every single word with a smile on her face and a tear in her eyes. The moment Vihan finished his speech Sarah ran towards him and hugged her so tightly and said, “I Love You too Vihan.”

    Before I sign out I want to thank the reader. Thank you for reading this small excerpt so focus fully. I hope you have liked it.

  • My Mom, My Superwoman

    Until a few years ago, I was one of the many who regarded ‘mental illness’ as a temporary state of mind – that phase when you feel abysmal. But then…my whole world came crashing down, and I knew how real it was. My mother was suddenly acting ‘unnatural’. The diagnosis was to be – Acute Paranoid Psychosis, aka Schizophrenia.

    Throwback to my yonder years that witnessed my mom working incessantly for her family for 30 years. She was always the silent kind, making adjustments for everybody who crossed her path so that they would be comfortable. All through those agonizing years of juggling work pressures, raising children, supporting a family and handling a legal land case on her own, she never backed off. She endured it all without a word; all the while, I and my sister were the helpless spectators, but we respected her immensely for keeping her cool. Unfortunately, we didn’t realize that under this seemingly calm exterior, she was suffering…silently…all these years.

    And then that day gave her a blow – the last one that she could take. The memories of that day are vivid, dark and haunting. They play reruns on my mind although they are a decade behind me now. An eviction notice from the land case, directing us to vacate the only place we knew as ‘our home’, cracked the threshold of my mother’s sanity. She was shocked and so were we. But nothing could prepare us for the days that followed…

    A few days after the legal notice, I and my family realized that my mom was not being her normal self. Initially, we thought that the stress of building a new life all over again had taken a toll on her. Understandably so; my sister had tied the knot recently and I was in my final year of Engineering. Yesterday we had a house; today we had nowhere to go. Both my parents had retired from their service, so buying a house was a distant dream. It was a classic recipe for a mental breakdown. However, the gravity of the situation did not strike us till we started losing our mom to another world. Her imaginary world was far from our reality.

    She started talking about people who were following her because she did not give up the land case – they were allegedly after her life. She saw people across the road, holding a gun in their hand, ready to shoot her when she would step out of the house. She could hear voices from the alarm clock that were plotting to kill her; apparently she thought the clock had a sound recording chip fitted inside by an ‘enemy’ who was spying on her. At first, we believed her. Of course we had to. She was the one who taught us to believe in the power of good and evil. And after all that had happened over the last couple of days, I and my family could only see and expect the worse in everything around us.

    We called all our close relatives to comfort her, but none of our efforts were helping her see the world as we did. The world was closing in on her as she could see it. Gradually, the line between reality and illusion vanished. She was hallucinating. We couldn’t believe this was happening to us. My ever-so-loving mom was distancing herself from us. I can’t explain the void me and my sister felt when our mom stopped caring for us. One night she woke up and thought that we were trying to harm her. That was the brink of our agony.

    For all those who aren’t aware how difficult it can get to seek medical help for people with acute stress-related disorders, let me tell you, it is a harrowing experience. You are trying to convince a person – who has absolutely no faith in you – to visit another person (Doctor) who is ‘hired’ to harm them. The doctor had advised us that she could get violent, harm herself or even us if anything goes against her ideas of right and wrong. So, we knew it was not going to be easy, but we were definitely not going to give up on her. We had to be a part of her imaginary world, plot and play our characters to make her believe us…to believe our story. Any slip at this point meant we would have lost her trust, and our only hope to bring her back to reality.

    I still get goosebumps as I write about the day we had to play out the climax of our story, the day when we had to take her to the hospital to begin her therapy and treatment. I told her I had a bad headache and rested my head on her lap; I just wanted to feel her warmth before she left us for the next few days. I was aching for her gentle touch, but silently knew that she was beyond any emotions. But…I would only call it the unfailing love of my mom, when she rested her hand on my head, as if unknowingly reassuring me that everything was going to be alright. That day I cried like her little baby, hiding my head in her lap. Deep down, she was still with us and that instant I knew that we were going to have our mother back.

    While she was recuperating at the hospital, all her schizophrenic memories had been wiped clean. We were relieved that she wouldn’t have to deal with the aftermath of those difficult moments later in her life, but being who she was, she was still troubled. She was upset because I had to face such difficult times during my university exams. Now that’s my mom; indifferent to what turmoil she had been through, only worrying about her loved ones!

    Almost a month of hospital stay, counselling, medications and therapies later, she was home as herself! And I am glad that I could welcome her back with my results – I had topped my university exams, hoping that my mom would forgive herself for the guilt she did not deserve. Not one bit.

    Love you mom…You’re a true inspiration for your daughters. You’re our HERO.

    – By Swapna Naik Kamble

  • Love’s Redemption 

    There was a boy named Royce and a girl named Rihanna, who were unknown to each other but they were of the same age. The schooling was finished and everybody was in the chaos of choosing the college and which field to choose for their career. Royce and Rihanna happened to choose the same Pre University and got their admissions done. It so happened that it was the first day of the college and Royce happened to see Rihanna and he was mesmerized looking at her. It was the love at first sight for Royce. When all the students got inside the classroom and seated themselves Royce along with his friends happened to sit behind Rihanna. Rihanna just know that there’s some guy sitting behind her and was simply listening to him while he was having a chat with his friends but she didn’t really see him. Despite the fact that she didn’t see Royce, she found him really attractive and interesting by just listening to him. Royce was really fascinated and eager to talk to Rihanna and he thought of all the ways to get her talking to him and finally he got an excuse to talk to her. He called her from behind asking her for the subject notes that were given in the classroom. Later on that day, he decided to find Rihanna’s Instagram so that he can get talking to her. It was difficult to find her Instagram but he did succeed. Rihanna accepted his request and they became friends. Slowly the friendship was growing into something more. Royce and Rihanna loved talking to each other and spend time with each other but here comes a twist. Rihanna was already in a relationship with a guy whom she met just right after her schooling was finished. It was the summer holidays and she met this guy on Instagram. Rihanna and this guy were not exactly in a relationship because they hardly used to meet, didn’t spend anytime talking to each other. There was no spark between them like it was with Royce and her. Whenever she was with Royce she was the happiest and she used to forget about her boyfriend and all the hardships she had in life. She started ignoring her boyfriend and used to always think about Royce. Rihanna was not aware of these things happening, she didn’t know that she was slowly and deeply falling in love with Royce. Rihanna’s boyfriend was not very close to her, he was not serious about her. It always seemed like he was just dating because he wanted to date for fun. It was the reality and Rihanna didn’t know this about her boyfriend. The reason that Rihanna got into this relationship was, she was alone and she had childhood trauma which made her feel that people find difficult to love her. She never got the love she always craved from her mom and dad and she was hated by almost everyone and that’s the reason she was always attracted to people who showed her the bare minimum and the minutest amount of love and care. She getting into this relationship was just the trauma response. One fine day she sat down and thought that her boyfriend was just using her for his sexual desires and that he was just dating for fun and also when Rihanna asked him for the commitment, he clearly refused! 

    After some days Royce was texting Rihanna and he confessed his eternal love for her and how he always loved her since the day he saw her. Rihanna was confused, didn’t know what to do as she was already in the relationship which was obviously toxic but that was the fact and Royce didn’t know about her relationship. Rihanna never thought about her boyfriend when she was with Royce because all she could think of every single time was Royce. She never missed her boyfriend. Later, she broke up with her boyfriend and then collected the guts to confront Royce about her relationship she had, she finally told him about her relationship. Royce was really mad and upset with Rihanna because she didn’t tell him about her relationship. There was alot of arguments, cries, misunderstandings and alot of chaos between Royce and Rihanna. Royce’s trust was broken as Rihanna tried to hide some things she had with her boyfriend to protect the feelings of Royce as he was already so hurt by the fact that she was in a relationship and it was hard for him to trust Rihanna again. Then after the Pre University was completed Royce moved to another city for his career and the matter was left unsolved. They were not in talking terms. All this chaos continued for almost a year and a half and Rihanna chased Royce for all this time trying to have a clear conversation so that the misunderstandings were cleared. Later, almost a year and a half Royce really wanted to talk it out and he was back in town for some days. He was patient enough to listen what had really happened. That fortunate day, all the misconceptions, issues were resolved and they sorted the matter and understood what both felt. Later they tried to start their relationship slowly all over again, and everything was getting better between them. The love and care they had for each other blossomed again giving a new hope to their relationship and they lived happily together. Since Royce had moved to another city, it was a long distance relationship which was really painful but they tried to keep it together and made their connection stronger with their never ending love.

    Love has no boundaries and one will find a way back to the person they are meant for. When two people love each other they give their best to make it work despite of all the hardships that life throws onto them. Royce and Rihanna did absolutely this. They both accepted each other for the person they are and loved each other’s flaws and they found their way back to each other.

  • The Enchanted Lighthouse

    The Enchanted Lighthouse

    Once upon a time, in a small coastal village, there stood a lighthouse known as the Enchanted Lighthouse. The villagers believed it held mystical powers and served as a guardian to their shores. Legends told of its ability to guide lost ships safely to harbor through stormy nights and treacherous waters. But what the villagers didn’t know was that the lighthouse was also home to a secret magical creature.

    The creature was a lonely, mischievous pixie named Elara. With shimmering wings and a mischievous smile, she spent her days hidden away in the lighthouse, casting enchantments on passing ships, and observing the lives of the villagers from afar. But despite her magical abilities, Elara longed for companionship.

    One stormy night, as the waves crashed violently against the shore, a ship found itself caught in the perilous grip of a tempest. The captain, fearing for the lives of his crew, looked to the Enchanted Lighthouse for guidance. As if hearing his plea, Elara sensed the ship’s distress and sprang into action.

    Using her magic, Elara illuminated the lighthouse’s beacon with an otherworldly brilliance, guiding the ship away from the treacherous rocks. The crew marveled at the miraculous intervention, unaware of the tiny pixie responsible for their salvation.

    Filled with gratitude, the captain returned the following day, determined to uncover the mystery behind the Enchanted Lighthouse’s powers. As he climbed the winding staircase, he discovered Elara, her wings fluttering with excitement.

    Intrigued by her presence, the captain struck up a conversation with Elara, and over time, they forged an unlikely friendship. Elara shared her tales of magical adventures, and the captain recounted his voyages across distant seas. They laughed, they cried, and they learned from each other’s experiences.

    News of the captain’s newfound friendship with Elara spread throughout the village, and soon the villagers embraced the idea of a magical creature in their lighthouse. The Enchanted Lighthouse became a symbol of hope, reminding everyone of the power of friendship and the magic that exists in even the most unexpected places.

    As the years passed, Elara’s bond with the captain grew stronger, and the Enchanted Lighthouse continued to protect the village with its guiding light. The villagers celebrated their connection to the magical world, and stories of their extraordinary friendship passed down through generations.

    The Enchanted Lighthouse became a beacon not only for lost ships but also for lost souls, reminding all who encountered it that friendship and kindness could bring light into the darkest of times.

  • The Neighbourhood Of Many Artists

    I will tell you a story. It has no beginning no ending. It is a story about how some people come into your life and make it worth living. When your problem is not only yours but theirs too. With every step, they are walking side-by-side. 

    In a quaint little town, there lived a girl named Maria. She was a delicate soul, battling schizophrenia. Despite her inner struggles, Maria possessed a remarkable talent for art. Her creativity flowed like a river, manifesting in vivid paintings and intricate sculptures.

    Every day, Maria immersed herself in her artwork, seeking solace in the world she created on canvas. Her paintings were a reflection of her innermost emotions, each stroke telling a story only she could understand. They were a glimpse into her kaleidoscope mind.

    One day, as Maria ventured outside for inspiration, she stumbled upon a young boy named Alex. His warm smile and kind eyes instantly captivated her. Unbeknownst to Maria, Alex had a unique gift of his own. He possessed an innate ability to understand people and connect with their deepest thoughts and emotions.

    Curiosity sparked between the two kindred spirits. Alex recognized Maria’s extraordinary talent and was determined to help her on her journey. With his gentle guidance, he encouraged her to embrace her creativity and channel her inner demons into her art.

    Together, Maria and Alex embarked on a remarkable journey, exploring the depths of Maria’s imagination. They delved into whimsical worlds filled with vibrant colors, fantastic creatures, and surreal landscapes. Alex’s presence grounded Maria, allowing her to navigate her tumultuous mind with newfound clarity.

    As they continued their journey, Maria’s art evolved. Her pieces became a testament to her resilience, expressing not only her struggles but also her triumphs and aspirations. The town’s people marveled at Maria’s artwork, mesmerized by the raw emotions they conveyed.

    With each passing day, Maria’s confidence grew. She discovered that her condition did not define her, but rather added depth to her perspective. Her art became a beacon of hope for others who faced similar challenges, inspiring them to embrace their unique talents.

    In the end, Maria’s creative spirit and the unwavering support of Alex enabled her to transcend her limitations. She became a living testament to the power of art and compassion. Together, Maria and Alex proved that sometimes, the most extraordinary journeys are not the ones we take alone but the ones we embark on with the helping hands of kindred souls.

  • The Unexplainable Youth

    You know how life is! Unexpected, unpredictable, and anonymous. It’s like our lives are forever in incognito mode nobody knows what’s going on apart from you. All the deepest darkest secrets are kept secure in your secret locker, your heart. Which you show to only a handful of people or the ones you call your inner circle. They know it all!

    As a girl in her early 20s, I see the world differently. I mean, everybody has their perspective on living. But there’s one thing I can bet on that is similar for everybody, and that is a special someone with whom you can be you, with zero filters. Putting it simply, imagine a world with only you and your special one. No hesitation, no boundaries, no toxicity. Just love, affection, and the joy of togetherness.

    I know you might think this is all a fantasy and a fake reality we all want to be a part of. But you cannot deny that you desire this fabrication to become a reality one day. A person with whom you can be you, the one with whom you can share everything without hesitating, the one with whom you can be intimate. Don’t you?

    As an aspiring youth, I want to follow my dreams, yet I cannot let myself not explore the other side of this garden, alias life. A garden in full bloom, bearing the flowers of the purest feeling, of love.

    I know it can be hurtful, distressing, and upsetting. But am I not supposed to give myself a chance, am I not supposed to consider myself a visitor to the garden, or am I the one to be by the herbaceous borders?

    Do you know how there’s a king and a queen in a fairytale? Well, of course, I am the queen of my story, but I never regretted the absence of my king.

    But things change.

    As of now, it’s like I don’t own my story anymore. Absurd right? I felt the same way after seeing him for the first time.

    His gentle touch makes me shiver, his voice makes me quiver, and his glance makes me wanna dive into the deep ocean of his hazelnut eyes. I feel like I am a part of the garden now, or my story might also have a happy ending.

    But soon enough, I had a realization about my king’s desires, his wants, and his fancies. Which, to be clear, are very opposite to mine. But still, there’s something that is holding me back. What is it?

    This is one thing I often ask myself, and I am mostly left with the conclusion that this might be love. This fairytale is indeed a complicated one for me. But here I am again, hoping for good and looking for that ray of sunshine where I can finally choose the best for me.

    I don’t know! It’s too much to think at once. Because you never know what might come your way, I believe one should always be ready for a surprise.

    I will not bore you more with my thoughts, but before I sign out, I would like to ask something. Do you fear exploring the other side of the garden as well? Furthermore, do you think it is as beautiful as we expect it to be?

    Or am I doing right holding onto that ray of hope?

  • Always Meant To Be

    Always Meant To Be

    When I was young, I read a book about the creation of humans. God created humans to be loved and to be in love. This is where the concept of soulmates comes from. When he created souls, he divided them into two halves and placed each half in a human. We need to search for our other half to feel complete; this is the ultimate purpose of our lives. The end goal.

    All my life, I looked for the love that would hold me captive, tightly bound, and unconditionally. Until one day, I entered my apartment building to find a new resident on my floor. Next to my apartment. Near me. So close. I saw her, all blue hair and black tattoos. Suddenly, I felt a surge of feelings come through me: my insides were warm, my head was spinning, and my heart was racing fast. All the things that I thought were cliché. It was real. Very real. I can feel it in my bones. The sensation is unlike anything I’ve ever experienced. I’ve spent days and nights tracing the conversation in my head—what I would say and do when I eventually meet her. But now, at this exact moment, my words have failed me. She didn’t even notice me; too preoccupied with the boxes that were stacked up against the wall. Quickly, I ducked into my house, afraid she might turn around and see some stranger staring at her weirdly. I paced up and down, gathering my thoughts and trying to coordinate a conversation starter. Finally, I aligned my words and headed next door to introduce myself to my new neighbor, and I was surprised to see a new face, scarily similar to my “blue girl”, but with a different gender and black hair without tattoos. A young man in his mid-twenties smiled at me.

    “Hi! I’m Luke; I saw you earlier coming up the stairs. Do you live here?” The man introduced himself with a friendly grin.

    “Hi, yeah, I’m Harry, next door to yours.”

    After a few minutes of conversation, I discovered that “blue girl” was his twin sister, who came along to help him unpack. I was mildly disappointed that she was not my new neighbor, but had some great company in Luke. Soon days and months passed and I saw no glimpse of “blue girl”, I was hoping that she would come around to see her brother but was let down.

    On a Friday evening in the month of July, I returned home exhausted from work. I was getting set for a quite night’s sleep when I heard a tap on the door and answered it to find Luke standing there with a bright smile, asking me to join his house party. Despite being worn out, I couldn’t resist his eager expression and agreed to show up.

    The house was slightly crowded, with people mingling around with drinks and music. I slouched in a corner, sipping on a cup of soda, just people-watching.

    “Not a big fan of parties I see, and no alcohol either. You’re a real charmer.” I heard a voice behind me—a voice that made me feel dizzy and light-headed. At last, I turned around to see her. My blue girl.

    “I’m Louise, Luke’s twin. It is nice meeting you”. It all started from there. My life, a new beginning, the true purpose, felt complete; my heart soared high, my soul gleamed brightly, and it finally met its counterpart. The other half. The soulmate. 

  • Godsent

    Godsent

    The most life-changing thing that has ever happened at an airport with me was not related to an airport crush, some scandalous beef with a co-passenger, or any other conventional thing that pops up in your mind when you go to the airport.

    I had been at a very strange place in my life at that point in time, forget a job, I was unhappy with the career that I got into, and my love life was as fleeting and flickering, to sum it up, I was just unhappy. As a coping mechanism, when things start to go array, I usually book the first flight home that I can. Not because I need the comfort or the warmth, but because I need an escape, even if it is just temporary. Most things in my life are temporary. That is one topic I want to avoid. Anyway, this time the crisis was being unhappy with literally every aspect of my life here in Bangalore. I needed some of that vanilla cake that my mom baked and the late-night drives with my brothers. These were the only things I had been looking forward to for the past week.

    The cab ride to the airport that day was, very surprisingly, pleasant. Maybe it was the weather, the sunset, or the fact that I was going home, whatever the reason was, it started to feel like things would turn out to be just fine. However, the airport was unusually crowded for a reason I could not fathom. I mean, it was not a long weekend, or even a weekend, no holiday or festival was upcoming, whatever it was, I did not appreciate the long check-in lines and not finding a place to sit for almost 10 minutes. When I finally found one, I was approached by this middle-aged guy with spectacles, who looked like someone I might know. Moments later, when he was close enough for me to see him clearly, he indeed was someone I used to know.

    He recognized me too. “Anvita!” he said, “Where are you headed to?”

    “Home, sir, been a long time since I last visited, I think the homesickness is messing a little with my head,” I replied to my college professor, who was one of the few professors I actually respected.

    “Aah, understandable. How is the corporate world treating you? You know, Anvita, I never took you to be the corporate kind. Do not get me wrong, as much as I appreciate the stable source of a 10-digit income, I always thought you had a calling for art, literature, and all things poetic.”

    It baffled me how he casually just put some salt on my wounds, without having an idea that I could burst into tears when I think about it for too long. I became what I despised the most. I became what I feared the most. I don’t remember the last time I read a book, and that sent a chill down my spine, because how could one lose sight of what they always were, how could one lose themselves? The thoughts that had been deliberately locked away in my mind found their way out. For the past few months, I had been questioning my career, and my choices, but this one-minute interaction with Shamik sir had me questioning myself. He always did that during debate club meetings when he would bring in points of view that would have me questioning all my beliefs. This time it felt like he was a godsend to me. Why else would I reach the airport 2 hours early despite the traffic, why else would the boarding of his flight be delayed, why else would I find a seat at a completely different boarding gate? I was never a believer in signs from the universe or manifestations, but desperate people find faith, so now I took it as one.

    “I still have a calling for that, sir. I think the network is a bit problematic at the moment, but I believe I will find a way to make it work.” I said as casually as I could to not portray the storm that just raged on in my mind. The storm that eventually a year later made me start writing my first book, made me take poetry seriously, and made me read all the books I had been planning to but never found the time to. That day I realized that there is no point in waiting for a miracle, in hoping a story would come to me, or in complaining about everything that has been going wrong. That day, I was sent in the direction of finding myself, and I will forever be grateful for that. 

  • Unspoken love

    Unspoken love

    In the midst of the Covid- 19 pandemic, my 11th-grade year commenced at an esteemed military school in Rajasthan, where students from various corners of India gathered due to their fathers’ postings. It was an extraordinary time, and as I entered my economics class on the first day, my attention was immediately captivated by a new student wearing a mask. His mesmerizing eyes instantly seized my interest. With a reserved demeanor, he often kept to himself.

    Determined to break the ice, I approached him and introduced myself, attempting to lighten the mood with a joke that unfortunately fell flat. The encounter left me feeling rather embarrassed, but undeterred, I resolved to find ways to establish a connection with him. I diligently studied economics to assist him in comprehending the subject. Our initial friendship evolved into a complex dynamic as we began to engage in spirited debates, teetering between camaraderie and conflict. Despite his aloofness, he would seek my counsel on various matters. It was during these conversations that I discovered the restrictive and conservative nature of his parents, who were the primary influencers in his life. He confided in me that he only felt comfortable talking to his dog, and confiding in the moon and stars. I genuinely empathized with him and wanted him to know that I was there for him. Although we often argued, I found solace in the fact that he was opening up and sharing his thoughts, as he had previously been quite lonely.

    One day, he confessed that he couldn’t see a future for us. I understood his reservations and let him go, accepting that our paths may not align in the long run. Nonetheless, as we entered 12th grade, we remained friends despite our frequent quarrels. The whole school was aware of my feelings for him, yet he seemed oblivious, deliberately ignoring me at times.Deep down, I knew the reality of his circumstances. In the depths of my heart, I acknowledged that a future together was unlikely. I mustered the courage to tell him that I didn’t expect him to reciprocate my feelings, but I wanted him to know that I cared for him deeply. I wished for his happiness and hoped that he would one day find clarity in his own aspirations.

    After completing our schooling, we moved on to different colleges. I believed he had forgotten about me, but my love for him endured, and the memories we shared remained vivid in my mind. I often reminisced about our dreams, where we danced together on lonely streets at night, accompanied by the enchanting melody of Ed Sheeran’s song “Perfect.” It was an unrequited love, as he never expressed his feelings towards me. Despite this, I harbored no regrets for loving him. To me, love is a passion that cannot be adequately conveyed with words. It is an understanding of another person’s desires, the willingness to let them go and forge their own path in life. I yearned for him to find someone whom he could passionately love. As for myself, I have shifted my focus to personal growth, embracing my single status even as I enter the second year of college. He will always hold a special place in my heart as my first love.