Author: Shubhangi

  • Friendship

    Friendship

    Friendship is bond that keeps life going.

     

    “Who is that?” an enthusiastic six-year old asked turning to her mom. Her mom, a thirty-five year old looked pale and exhausted. She glanced at her daughter and replied, “That is a very dear friend of mom’s”

    “Why doesn’t she visit us then?” her eyes sparkled in sunlight. Her mother sighed, “That’s because she has a life which is far beyond our reach. She doesn’t want to be disturbed”

    “Oh”

    Her mother hugged from side saying, “Why don’t we both have a hot chocolate?”

    She jumped on her feet and ran inside. Mother relaxed her shoulders and followed her daughter.

     

    Susan walked across the room worried what is going on. She glanced at her boyfriend, Nate who was watching her with a smile. She put her hands on her hips asking, “What?”

    He shook his head, “Nothing. You look cute when you are worried”

    She rolled her eyes and continued pacing across the room. He sat back with his hands on his knees saying, “You know it is weird that we are in a hospital and we are not in the age to be sitting in maternity ward”

    She glared back at him saying, “She is my best-friend. I have be here for her. You can go if you want to go”

    He replied, “Babe, I am here for you. I am scared but I am here”

    She sat next to him saying, “I know. And I am sorry for being that but it’s just that…I am worried about her. She is inside and I am here”

    He squeezed her hand, “I know”

     

    “Mom, mom” kid yelled at top of her voice. Mother replied from kitchen, “In here”

    She came to her and said, “Mom, what is my blood group?”

    Mother had her eyebrows furrowed, “Why do you need that?”

    She shrugged, “It’s just that I want to donate my blood”

    Mother burst in laughter, “Oh honey, you are really small. You can’t donate blood. When you become adult, you can donate blood that time”

    She lowered her head, “Oh, can you donate blood?”

    “Yes I can. Why?”

    “Because Bubbles has a cut and he needs blood”

    Mother went down her knees and kissed her daughter, “Sweetheart, bubbles is a teddy bear. I’ll sew him. He doesn’t need blood”

    “Really, so he’s not dying?”

    Mother shook her head with a big smile, “No, he’s not”

     

    “We need blood. Lots of it” nurse informed another nurse. Susan sat on the chair with her hands shaking. She looked at Nate who was worried too. He hugged her and said, “Everything will be fine”

     

    “Daddy” the kid shouted as the average looking man entered the house. He picked her hug and asked, “How was the day princess?”

    She replied, “Good, you know mom made hot chocolate for me”

    He widen his eyes to show excitement, “She did?”

    The kid nodded and kissed her dad.

     

    “Take care of her” Rose said giving the kid to Susan. She kissed her daughter and said, “I know you are my best-friend and you’ll be a great mom. Just keep her happy, please and don’t let her know about me”

    Susan was shocked on getting the new responsibility. She had tears in her eyes to see her best-friend dying in front of her eyes. She nodded, “I promise to take care of her as my own daughter. I promise”

     

    Best-friend is not just a person. It is the friend whom you can trust with anything.

  • Je t’aime (Part-2)

    Je t’aime (Part-2)

    What will you do when the guy you have loved secretly asks for your help?? A simple love-story happens…

    “Let’s take a walk around. I am bored” Elliot cried tossing the book to side. Abigail gazed up from her textbook with a smile. She was sitting on the bed with her legs crossed. Leaning forward with her chin on her hands, staring at him. He widen his eyes saying, “What are staring at?”

    She laughed, “Nothing. It is not every-day that a good looking guy sits in my room at this hour”

    He looked down shyly, “I am not good looking. I just look good with Cathy”

    She shrugged with a smile, “As you think”

    He gazed up saying, “So you want to go out for walk?”

    She questioned, “You want to be seen with me?”

    His brows furrowed, “What is that supposed to mean?”

    She shrugged collecting her books in stack, “It will not be good for your image to be seen with a loser like me”

    She got up and stacked her books on the desk. He jumped on his feet, “Who said you were loser?”

    She snubbed his question and turned around saying, “Let’s go if you want to go out”

    She was going to step out of the door when he said, “You know what leave it. I am going”

    “Yeah, we are going”

    He said in high tone, “No, I am going on my own”

    Saying this, he stormed out of the room.

     

    While sitting in the cafeteria, she glanced at Elliot’s table where he sat tensed. She couldn’t figure out why he was so tensed. Suddenly, she saw a group of girls walking to her. She knew they would say something hurtful like always. Abigail greeted them with smile, “Hey Chloe”

    The girl in pretty blonde hair tied in high ponytail scoffed, “Hey slut. You know you should try to eat in your room because as you can see you occupy a table and then most of us are left without table”

    “You are welcome to sit with me” she replied with smile. This time the smile was genuine. Chloe bent down to face her, “Listen, we don’t sit with losers and none of the other people also don’t want to sit with you”

    “Who says no one wants to sit her?” They heard. Chloe turned. Abigail looked over and saw Elliot standing there with his tray. He slipped to seat next to her and said to Chloe, “Sorry, were you going to sit here?”

    Chloe shook her head, “No, I’ll sit somewhere else”

    But she sat on the chair across them with her friends slipping in seat on the table. Abigail sneaked a look at Elliot who was already staring at her. She smirked and resumed eating. During their lunch, she was sure she heard Elliot murmuring in French.

     

    It was raining outside. Abigail was busy sketching the scenic beauty through the window. She heard the knock on her door. When she opened the door, she saw Elliot standing there soaking wet. Her mouth opened in surprise. She asked, “Elliot, what are you doing here?”

    He replied, “I don’t know. I think I’ll go crazy like this. So, let me tell you truth. I know French. I just wanted to spend time with you and that is the reason I asked you to teach French. I just wanted to be with you. I think I like you”

    She crossed her arms and leaned against the door. He asked, “You don’t look surprised”

    Smirking, she replied, “I am surprised at your situation, right now. And about French…I knew the moment I started teaching you. But Cathy?”

    He shrugged, “She never liked me that much. And I think I never liked her to the extent I like you”

    He stepped forward saying, “I want a straight answer. Do you like me too?”

    “Isn’t it obvious?” she gave a laugh. She paced to her desk and picked her sketchbook. Giving it to him, she said, “Since the first class with you”

    He went through the sketchbook and looked back at her with a big smile on his face. She said, “Je t’aime Elliot”

    He replied, “Je t’aime”

  • Je t’aime (Part-1)

    Je t’aime (Part-1)

    What will you do when the guy you have loved secretly asks for your help?? A simple love-story…

    Sitting on the wet grass, Abigail was furiously sketching Notre-Dame in her sketchbook. Her fingers had charcoal on them. Suddenly, she heard, “Instead of drawing it, have you ever had a chance to go inside?”

    Gazing up, she saw her longtime crush, Elliot admiring the beauty of Notre-Dame. The cathedral has a magical beauty which can keep anyone captivated. Her heart was skipped a beat when their eyes met and he smiled. He settled next to her and peeked in her sketchbook. He asked, “You drew this?”

    She nodded resuming her drawing. He moved the strand of her hair at back of her ear. She looked up. He replied, “Well, do you want to go inside?”

    She shook her head, “I am happy here. You can go in by yourself, if you want to go”

    “Ouch, rude” he said mimicking like an arrow hitting in his heart. She gave a laugh. He gestured towards the sketchbook asking, “Do you mind if I see it?”

    Handing the book to him, she gave a smile. He flipped through pages and was impressed by the sketches she had created which looked painted a beautiful picture of Paris. He raised his brows, “You did this?”

    She nodded with blood rushing in her cheeks. Looking at her watch, she said, “I have to leave”

    He handed her the sketchbook saying, “Okay, see you in class”

    Smilingly, she got on her feet picking her bag. As she walked away, he watched her go. She turned to see him and he gave his best smile.

     

    Aime, Aimes, Aime, Aimons, Aimez, Aiment” Abigail read the conjugation in her book. Studying French since her third grade, she knew them by heart. Shoving the book to side, she took out the sketchbook with blue cover on it. It was a different one, the one she hid from everyone. Turning to the latest sketch, she had a small smile on her face. She drew him in Physics class when he was trying hard to understand but couldn’t. When he turned to her, her whole body froze. She had turned her attention to blackboard, not making obvious to him that she was staring at him.

    Kicking her shoes to side, she bent down to get her favorite set of brushes from under the bed. They had fallen last night when she was trying to get a better view of La Tour Eiffel from her window. There was a knock her door which made her jump and bump her head with bed. Sliding out, she straighten her shirt and opened the door. Elliot was leaning against the frame with arms folded and with a big smile. She quickly took jacket from the side to cover her over-sized t-shirt, which showed off her red bra. She noticed he had been looking but he gazed up to ceiling asking, “I think it was really inappropriate to disturb you at this time”

    She gave a smile zipping her jacket to top, “No, it is totally fine”

    “Are we okay?” he asked. She pressed her lips together nodding, “Hmm”

    He entered the room and crashed on the bed making books fall on floor. She sighed as he bit his lip murmuring, “Sorry”

    Shaking her head, she bent down to pick them. He also helped her. Giving her the books, he said, “There you go”

    She replied, “Merci

    He shrugged, “De rien

    He sat on the bed asking, “Is your room always this messy?”

    She replied putting books on the table, “Yes, do you have any problem?”

    “No, it is just a girl’s room is always tidier than boy’s”

    She walked across the room saying, “Then let’s just say I am not any typical girl”

    He laughed. She sat across him with her legs crossed, “What are you doing?”

    His brows raised, “Means”

    She clasped her hands together, “What are you doing here? In a girl’s room, at the middle of night?”

    He shrugged, “I needed someone to talk”

    “Then you should talk to your girlfriend. She is right across the hall”

    He nodded glancing at her face and then staring back at her hands. She asked, “Then”

    He shrugged, “She will not understand”

    Abigail knew he had been going through some problems with his girlfriend as they were seen fighting by many of the students of school. She asked, “What she will not understand?”

    He leaned in saying, “Well, it’s just… I don’t know how to say it… I just… The thing is I am failing French and I don’t want to ask for her help and you…”

    He moved closer, “You’ll help me?”

    She shrugged, “I suppose I can. But why you don’t want her help?”

    “She’s just… she’ll get bossy if I help ask for help”

    Elliot brushed his hair back, “So you’ll help me?”

    Abigail had her heart racing. He was asking for her help. She nodded. He had his bright smile on his face, “So, when can we start?”

    She replied, “Whenever you want”

    “Okay, I think tomorrow evening” he said looking around the room. The sketchbook on the nightstand caught his eye. She noticed this. He asked, “What is that? Another sketchbook?”

    She took the book and hugged it, “It is personal”

    He raised his hands in air, “Hey, I was just asking. Not going through without your permission”

    Getting on his feet, he said, “So, I should leave. Don’t want to get in trouble for being in your room at this hour”

    She followed him to the door. He playfully ducked to get the book but she stepped back. He laughed before stepping out of the room. As she closed the door, her heart was racing faster than ever. He was in her room. He asked for her help. He sat on her bed. Pinching herself, she knew it was not a dream. It was reality and another reality was…he loved his girlfriend. He had loved her since they started the school. Calming herself, she sat on the bed and opened her sketchbook.

  • Like We Used To

    Like We Used To

    Kat and Rick love each other but they don’t have the courage to let go first…

     

    Kat woke up with sunlight prickling her eyes through the glass door of the balcony. Sitting up, she checked her phone. “No new messages” it said. She hoped that at least today, on her birthday, he would message her but she was disappointed. He had a big day today. A big recording coming up. She typed,

    All the best for today

    Soon, she had second thoughts and erased the message. Putting the phone back on the night-stand, she went to bathroom to get ready for the day. She slipped in a white floral sundress.

    “White always looks good on you” his voice echoed in her ears. She checked her phone again. There were messages from people wishing her but his message was not there. Picking her purse, she walked out of the door.

     

    Rick woke up when the alarm rang for the third time. He sat on his bed and noticed that he had slept in yesterday’s clothes only. Grabbing his phone, he straighten up to finally message her. He saw the she was typing but after some minutes, she went offline. Sighing, he typed,

    Happy birthday!!

    But he erased it thinking that she doesn’t need his wishes for her birthday. She found the guy she always wanted, the one who actually gives her time. He got out of the bed grabbed his bag for he was to catch flight in two hours. If he would have just admitted to himself that he was not the guy she dreamed of, he wouldn’t have had a hard time moving on. Putting on his sunglasses, he got in his car and drove to the airport.

     

    Walking on the streets, Kat was ready to explore this city alone today. Her new boyfriend, Dylan was supposed to have lunch with her so she had enough time to go around the city alone again. She stopped by a shop which made her heart sink. It was the shop in which she and Rick snuck in at midnight her last birthday. She gave a laugh with her eyes filling with tears. Luckily she was wearing sunglasses which hid her tears. She continued walking making her way the other side of the road.

     

    Rick was checking his phone when he got the reminder about her birthday. He ignored it and shoved his phone in his pocket.

    “It is not my birthday without you in it” she said that on her last birthday before kissing him on the top of the Ferris wheel. He fought his tears and tried to keep a straight face when the hostess asked him if he needs anything. He shook his head and started gazing outside the window.

     

    “Come on Kat, it is your birthday” Penny, her best-friend exclaimed. Kat was busy taking photographs of them. She smiled saying, “I am happy being the photographer”

    Penny snatched the camera from her and pushed her towards the group of their friends. Dylan took her hand and squeezed it. She smiled at him and then turned to Penny who shouted, “Everybody smile”

     

    Click! Click! Flashing of camera made him nervous. He smiled saying, “I think these are enough”

    Photographer gave a thumbs up, “Yeah, one last one Rick!”

    He nodded as photographer clicked one more photo of him.

     

    She was sitting with Dylan on the swings. He laughed, “You have got to be kidding me. How can you not like it?”

    She shrugged, “Not my type. I am basically more of a thriller person”

    His eyes widen, “Then, maybe I should take you out for a horror movie”

    She blushed, “Yeah, I’ll prefer horror over romantic”

     

    Rick was sitting in a restaurant waiting for a meeting that was supposed to happen, surfing his gallery. He came across the folder which had all the photos of them together. Seeing her smile again made his heart break a little. The thought that now that smile will be for someone else made him sick. He dialed her number but it went to the voicemail. Keeping the phone on table, he buried his face in his hands. He started typing out a message,

    Hey

    But his producers arrived and he erased the message.

     

    Sitting on the station waiting for the train, she was surfing through her gallery. She couldn’t control herself. Tears rolled down her face. She wiped them off but they wouldn’t stop as she watched the message he recorded on her last birthday. She thought, when did this all went downhill…

    As she went through his profile, she noticed a photo of him kissing a girl. He had moved on, she thought. She boarded her train while re-reading their conversation. She saw him typing but there was no message.

     

    “Kat is the best girlfriend in the whole world” she shouted on the top of her voice, “You have to shout that”

    He laughed as she swirled around the pole, “Not a chance. How can you be so sure that you are the best?”

    She laughed, “I just know it. Now stop filming it”

    He laughed, “No I’ll not. I should have a proof that you are one crazy person”

    She laughed hysterically.

    Rick had watched this video ten times because he missed her laugh.

     

    Kat reached Penny’s house where they had planned a party for her. She was happy to be surrounded by the people she loved. They were having conversations and jokes which she had missed when she was with Rick. He had been travelling a lot so she had to travel with him which made her miss her home. Pressing her cheek against Dylan’s shoulder, she smiled as Penny’s brother showed off his new dance move.

    In the kitchen, Penny’s mom was busy making herself a glass of wine when Kat entered. She asked, “Do you want something, dear?”

    Kat shook her head as her smile faded away. Penny’s mom asked, “You don’t miss him?”

    Kat sighed, “Every moment but he moved on. So I have to move on too”

    She sat on the stool nearby as Penny’s mom stroked her hair finally hugging her as she burst into tears.

     

    Rick entered the club with his friends. He was sitting near the bar when he noticed a girl staring at him. She smiled coyly at him. He smiled too. His friends forced him to get on the stage to sing a song. Half-drunk, he sang a song.

    Outside the club, he was stood next to that girl talking to his friends. As both of them started talking, he moved closer to her and kissed her.

     

    She kissed Dylan goodbye and walked back to her house.

     

    There was something which made him stop. He said goodbye to her and went off.

     

    Crashing back on her bed, she typed,

    Kept thinking about you all day

    She noticed he was typing too

     

    Wanted to wish you happy birthday since the morning

    He typed.

     

    Shaking her head, she put her phone on silent mode.

     

    Erasing the message, he kept the phone to side.

     

    After a while, Rick was unable to sleep. He finally gave in. Picking up the phone, he dialed her number.

    Kat was crying when her phone buzzed. She picked it up and a joy flushed in her heart when she saw his number.

     

    All it takes is the one step towards the person you love to make things right again. If you really love someone, just say it and work through all the odds.

  • Philophobia

    Philophobia

    Fear is the only that restrains us from living the life to fullest…

     

    As she stood in front of Ferris wheel, her heart was beating faster than ever. Taking a deep breath, she clenched her hand in fist tightly. She looked over her shoulder and saw small kids getting tickets for it. Walking over to ticket counter, she asked the guy, “One ticket”

    Suddenly, she heard someone say, “Make it two”

    Swirling around, she saw a dark-haired guy having his bright smile. He acknowledged her with a nod and moved past her to take tickets. She asked, “What are you doing here?”

    He replied, “I wanted to ask you the same question. I thought you feared height”

    She took out a small notebook saying, “Yeah, acrophobia. First on my list”

    He tried to peek in it but she closed it and stuffed it back in bag. They both settled in their car. As the ride started, she grabbed his arm unknowingly and started pressing her nails in his arm with fear. Shutting her eyes tightly, she started murmuring something. He smiled, “If you were scared, why are did you buy the ticket?”

    She nodded and slowly opened her eyes. Her heart was racing fast which made her think that she can have a heart-attack any minute. When the ride stopped, she rushed out of the car and stumbled on her way. He caught her and made her sit on the bench nearby. He went to get something to drink. When he came back, he saw her ticking off something in the notebook. Giving her the cola, he asked, “What are you trying to do?”

    She shook her head, “I don’t need your help. I can do this on my own. I don’t need you in my life anymore”

    He raised his eyebrows, “You couldn’t get through a Ferris Wheel. What is going on? If you are not going to tell me, it is okay. But for my sake, let me come with you”

    She turned to him, “Fine, you can come if you want to come. Stay with me all this night but dare you ask any question”

    He took her hand, “Okay, I promise I will not ask any question but just answer me one thing, we are not going to do anything stupid?”

    She shook her head with a small grin.

     

    “Really?” he turned to her asking laughing. She rolled her eyes, “Yeah, I used to be afraid of dark and when I heard ghost stories, I used to get fever and couldn’t sleep”

    “So, you want to experience that again?”

    “No, I want to overcome that” she said walking ahead. He said, “Just don’t faint. You remember last time when I tried to get you in the dark closet of Kay’s house”

    “That was only time” she said loudly turning half-way. As they entered the dark room, she had her whole body shaking. He squeezed her hand firmly and said, “Just relax and remember it is just a room filled with cartoons.”

    “Hmm” she said biting her lips. When the first ghost dressed in white floated in, she wrapped herself around his arm like a little girl. He took her in arms saying, “It is fine”

    Another one dressed in devil crawled in and tried pulling her leg. She started screaming, “Get it off…It is pulling my leg”

    He made her walk ahead. Then, they heard her noise say, “Come to me”

    He covered her ears with his hands and pushed her ahead. She started walking ahead with her hands getting sweaty and her legs shaking. She was about to faint when he held her by waist saying, “Relax sweetie”

    She replied, “I am not your sweetie. We are not a couple anymore”

    A monster dressed in lizard skin came up to her and held her hand, “I am not going to let you go”

    She narrowed her eyes, “Oh, quit the act. You look like dork”

    She walked ahead and insulted every other ghost that came up. When she stepped out of the Haunted House, he said laughing, “You made it out”

    She swirled on her heels to look at him. He had a big smile on his face which made her think. Going over everything, she smiled, “I did it”

    She hugged him tightly saying, “I did it. I made out without fainting”

    He nodded and hugged her tightly. Something in her made her pull back. Tossing her hair at back, she took out her notebook and ticked off. He asked, “Now what?”

    She walked ahead keeping her head high. He remarked, “I am proud of you”

    “Thank you for what you did” she replied.

     

    They were walking down the park. He had his hands in pockets. She hopped in front of him saying, “Let’s go”

    He raised his brows, “But it is closed”

    By the time he said that, she had already started climbing the fence. He looked around for guard. She was standing on the other side with her hands on her hips, “Come on, or I am going alone”

    He started climbing the fence saying, “It is trespassing”

    When he jumped on ground, he said, “If we get arrested for this, it is your fault”

    She shrugged and jogged towards the pond. When they reached the pond, she took out bread crumbs from her bag. He told, “But we are not allowed to feed ducks”

    “You never wondered why I was little uncomfortable when we came here and wherever there were birds”

    He shook his head, “Never thought that much”

    “See you never cared for me. Whatever….so I am going to feed them and go near to them because no one is looking”

    She went on her knees and ducks came quacking to her. She was taken aback when they pecked on her hand. When they got little scared, she moved closer and they started eating again. He smiled when she gazed at him with a smile.

    He never thought her smile would be this beautiful. She motioned him to come. He came up to them and did the same.

    He asked, “I have questions, may I?”

    She nodded, “Only one”

    He settled on the ground, his elbows on his knees saying, “When we were together, we were good. What went wrong?”

    She was silent. Looking at the ducks running back, she smiled, “Nothing went wrong. We just….we were wrong for each other”

    He took her hand, “Two wrongs make right”

    She pulled it back, “No, two wrongs make wrong life”

    Jumping back on her feet, she said, “Let’s go. Guard can come to check any minute”

    He got on his feet, “Hey, please talk to me”

    She said irritated, “We have talked. We did. I can’t do that anymore. If you are here to have me back, you can’t. You can leave if you want”

    He shook his head, “No, I am not here for anything”

    “Then, why are you here with me?”

    He stepped closer, “Because I wanted to spend this night with you. We met today”

    She went numb. She never thought what day was today. But today was the only day, she got off. She needed to make use of this day. Her last stop was his house but when he tagged along, she was happier than ever. Controlling her tears, she said, “Sorry, I don’t remember irrelevant dates”

    Grabbing her bag, she said, “I am leaving. You want to come?”

    He nodded following her.

     

    “A tattoo?” he asked “Have you lost your mind now?”

    She rolled her eyes and stepped in the tattoo parlor. A bell rang when they entered. A guy with a big lion on his arm and neck covered in symbols, came up to them asking, “How may I help you?”

    She hopped forward, “I want a tattoo”

    He nodded and went in after saying, “I’ll get my book to choose from”

    When he went in, she said, “You have just one job. Hold me. If I want to run, make me do it. Don’t let me back out on this”

    He nodded. They went inside a small room where she started screaming when needle drew the symbol of bravery from her favorite book ‘Divergent’ on her arm. When it was finished, her tears had dried up because she got used to of the pain. She stood on her feet smiling, “I am extremely sorry for scaring you and screaming in your ears”

    She prepared to leave after the tattoo artist had given her the tips. He stepped forward saying, “I also want a tattoo”

    She turned to him surprised. He continued, “Can you tattoo the name ‘Kaira’ on my heart?”

    Tattoo artist asked, “Who is Kaira?”

    He pointed at her saying, “She is”

    She shook her head, “He is going crazy. He doesn’t want a tattoo…definitely not this”

    He looked at her with anger in his eyes, “I’ll get a tattoo and I’ll get whatever I want”

    Tattoo artist said, “It is not new. Boyfriends usually get their girlfriends’ names tattooed”

    She replied, “But I am not his girlfriend. I am his ex”

    She faced him saying, “Austin, you will not get a girl if you had your ex’s name tattooed on your arm”

    He narrowed his eyes, “Why do you care?”

    He went and sat next to tattoo artist. He bit his lip when needle touched his skin. She walked out of the tattoo parlor in anger. When tattoo artist finished, he paid and rushed out to find her sitting on the pavement.

    It was dark on street. He sat next to her. He can hear her sobbing. She looked up sniffing, “Why?”

    He replied, “If you don’t tell me the real reason you broke up with me, I can’t tell you why I did that”

    She started playing with the ring in her finger, “I broke up with you because I loved you”

    He was confused, “That is the most illogical thing. When you love someone, you stay with them not leave them”

    She sighed, “Well, if you want them to move on, you have to let them go”

    She took out the small notebook from her bag and gave it to him. He saw…

    • Acrophobia
    • Ornithophobia
    • Trypanophobia
    • Nyctophobia
    • Claustrophobia
    • Phasmophobia
    • Caulrophobia

    Philophobia

    He looked up at her. She was watching the other side of street, staring in dark, “I wanted to overcome my fears. I just had today. I…just wanted to do everything today”

    He asked, “Why today?”

    She replied, “I am dying Austin and I want to die overcoming my fears.”

    He was stunned. She chuckled, “I had perfect life. I had you and everyone but when I got the reports, I couldn’t stand being the reason for tears. I know you all would have that sympathy look which makes me sick in gut. So, yeah I broke up with you on a trivial reason but I never wanted you to cry after me. I wanted you to hate me”

    He hugged her saying, “If you would have killed me, I wouldn’t have hated you even after that. I just wanted answers. Now that I have them, I love you ever more”

    She gazed up with tears streaming down her face, “No, I don’t allow that. You have to hate or unlove me…”

    He laughed, “Unlove you? I don’t think there is a word like that. Also, falling for you was the most logical thing I ever did. Now, tell me what is actually going on”

    She put her hair at back of her ears saying, “I resigned from my job. I am getting admitted in hospital tomorrow morning…”

    She glanced at her watch, “Technically, today. So, I need to finish my list before that”

    He asked, “What is left now?”

    She smiled, “Philophobia”

    He asked, “What is it?”

    She replied, “It is the fear of love”

    He laughed cupping her face, “Then, let me help you with that”

    He kissed her after he ticked off the fear from her list.

     

    Next day, Austin took her to hospital and stood by her on every step. Sadly, she couldn’t survive but her memories stayed with her forever. He got her tattoo on his wrist to remind him how brave she was.

  • Mistakes (Part-3)

    Mistakes (Part-3)

    After past came back for Vivan, will he accept it or just leave?

     

    “Why did you do this?” Nikki said. She was sitting on the couch with a cushion in her lap. Heer said, “He wanted to know the father’s name”

    Nikki said in loud voice, “…and you told him. Heer, have you lost your mind? You could have said someone else’s name.”

    Heer buried her face in her hands, “Niks try to understand… Samar always wanted to meet his dad and one day the truth had to be told to him.”

    Nikki asked, “What if he files for custody?”

    Heer said, “No, he can’t. He gets irritated by kids. Plus, he is irresponsible and homeless.”

    Nikki asked, “How do you know he is homeless?”

    Heer said, “He lives with Rishi in his flat…and Samar has lived with me for 8 years and he will choose me and I am the parent who is financially stable and I am the mother. So there is no chance that he will get his custody”

    Nikki asked, “Are you sure?”

    Heer started crying. She said, “I know I did a mistake nine years ago. I regret that I believed that idiot, moron Vivan. But I know what I am doing right now and it is for Samar’s good.”

    Nikki asked again, “What is Samar’s good in this?”

    Heer said, “At least Samar will know why I kept him away from his dad”

    Nikki said, “Fine, after all he is your kid and you know what is best for him”

    Nikki threw the cushion down on floor and went to her room. Heer shouted, “I am going to get Samar from Mrs. Carter’s house.”

    Nikki shouted, “I don’t care”

    Heer went to Mrs. Carter’s apartment.

     

    Next day, Vivan could not gather courage to talk to Heer. He saw her working in her room. He took a step towards her room but took two steps backwards. Nikki came up to him. She said, “I told you Vivan to stay away. We don’t want more trouble now”

    He asked, “Why didn’t she say anything in high school. I am sure I would have helped her”

    She said, “How… and why would she do that? So you could insult her like you previously did”

    He asked, “I never insulted her”

    Nikki raised her eyebrows. She said, “So who was the one who spread the rumor in school that she slept with you in camp and made her look like a whore in front of whole school”

    He said, “I was just…”

    She said, “Don’t do this Vivan. We all knew that you were the bad boy of school and you would never ever take the responsibility of your actions. So stop acting like you care and just go on with your life as you used to be”

    He asked, “How can I move on when I know I have a kid”

    She said, “Don’t pretend you care for kids. It is better for you and the kid that you both don’t meet”

    Nikki went back to her work. Heer came out of the room. All of a sudden, Vivan collided with Samar. He asked, “Hey champ, what are you doing here? Modeling”

    Samar shook his head. He said, “I am here to have lunch with my mom”

    Vivan said, “So go to your mom before my boss sees you”

    To Vivan’s surprise Samar ran to Heer and hugged her. She asked, “Hey honey, how come you are early?”

    Samar replied, “I want to go to park”

    She said, “Baby, mom is really busy. We’ll go to park on weekend”

    Samar said, “Mom, I really want to go to park”

    Vivan interrupted, “I can take him”

    She said, “No need”

    Samar jumped in, “Mom, he is the guy who helped me buy you that gift and he is the one who will be teaching me football”

    Heer glared at Samar, “Football?”

    Samar bit his lip. He said, “Umm…mom I was going to tell you”

    Heer tilted her head with her hands on her waist. She said, “Sam I told you…”

    Samar completed rolling his eyes, “Football is dangerous. I know that mom. But I am big boy. You always say that. So why can’t I play football?”

    She said, “Samar Singhania, don’t you roll eyes at me. I don’t have time for this argument. We’ll talk about it at home. Now go to Mr. Barton and tell him to drop you at home”

    Vivan interrupted, “I can take him. My work is done for the day”

    She asked, “Vivan can I talk to you for a second in my room?”

    Vivan nodded. She said to Samar, “Sam, go to Niks till I talk with him”

    Samar ran out the studio. Vivan followed her to her room. She closed the door and said, “I don’t want you near Sam. I don’t want you to take him to park or teach him football or do any other activity with him. I want you to stay ten…t-e-n…ten kilometers away from him.”

    He said, “Heer, he is my kid too. I have a right on him. I can’t just stay away from him.”

    She said, “No, he is not your kid. He is my kid. I raised him for last eight years. You were never part of his life and you never will be…”

    He asked, “Why did you this? Why did you keep him away from me? Why didn’t you tell me about him? Is it because of that rumor that I spread? Or is it because of something else? Because I know this stupid reason will not be one and only reason to keep a father away from his kid”

    She said in loud voice, “I never wanted him to love you. I never wanted him to be like you. You were never a person who would take a responsibility of a kid. You were immature, careless, egoistic and worst person. You were not ready to be a father”

    He said, “Like you were ready to be a mother”

    She said, “Of course not. I was just sixteen. I was not at all ready.”

    He said, “So how can you think that I will not be a good father. If you can turn out to be an excellent mother, I would have been an average father too”

    Heer said, “You hated kids. You always got irritated with kids”

    Vivan said, “…that was nine years ago. I am changed. Kids are irritating but I would never get irritated from my kid.”

    Heer said, “He is not your kid. He is my kid. If I have to take him to a farthest part of the world just to be away from you, I will do that.”

    He said, “You will not do that”

    She folded her arms and said, “I will do that if you don’t stay away from him”

    He said, “You know I can take you to court. I am Vivan Ahuja. I can take away my son.”

    She laughed, “Fine, you can challenge his custody in court. But let me tell you something, Mr. Vivan Ahuja I am mother of the child, that is the biggest advantage. I have been taking care of him for last eight years. I earn more than you that means that I can provide financial stability and can pay for his college too. My character certificate is clean whereas in your case that is…you know it better.”

    He left the room in anger.

     

    Some days passed. Vivan tried to meet Samar but Heer would never let Samar out of her sight. One day, Vivan called Heer at his apartment. When she entered the apartment, she saw a middle-aged couple sitting on the couch. He said, “These are my parents”

    Mrs. Ahuja stood up and said, “Heer why don’t you come and sit with us?”

    She sat on a bean bag. Mr. Ahuja said, “Heer we would like to talk with you about our grandson, Samar”

    She asked, “What do you all want to talk about?”

    Mr. Ahuja said, “Look Heer, I am big businessman.”

    She asked, “So what?”

    Mrs. Ahuja said, “We would not be able to love Samar as much as you love him but we will try to give him a brighter future and love him. He is part of our family.”

    She said, “What are you all trying to say? I can’t understand what your point here is”

    Mr. Ahuja said, “Let’s get to point. I have an earning which can provide Samar a better future”

    She stood up saying, “Okay, I get it. You are trying to buy my kid?”

    She started clapping and turned to Vivan continuing, “Wow Vivan, amazing. You are trying to buy a kid from his mother… you are unbelievable. And Mr. Ahuja for your kind information let me tell you something about myself. I am Heer Singhania, daughter of Mr. Anil Singhania. He is one of the billionaires of India. So if you think you can buy my kid because I need money or anything then you have mistaken. I have not asked for money for raising Sam even from my dad so I would not be taking money from you too. I am not after your son’s money or anything. And if you are worried about what society will say then please don’t worry. I will not say anything about him being Samar’s dad. Society had said so many things about me and there is so much gossip about me now that I don’t care”

    She paused and then said, “Don’t you ever try this again”

    Saying this she left. Vivan turned to his dad, “Dad I thought we were to talk… not buy a project”

    Vivan followed her. He met her in parking lot. He caught her by her wrist. He said, “Heer, just listen to me”

    She jerked his hand off saying, “I don’t want to listen to anything”

    He said, “Look I know you are angry now. Let’s just talk tomorrow. You just calm down please”

    She said, “Vivan, thank your god that I am not taking him away from here.”

    He said, “I know…I am sorry. I am really sorry”

    She left.

     

    Vivan was sitting with Rishi in his car. They were having booze in parking lot while Vivan’s parents were sitting in their apartment. Rishi asked, “Why are you so worried about that kid?”

    Vivan said, “He is my kid. I am supposed to love him.”

    Rishi said, “No dude, you are not supposed to love. You form a connection. Unless you develop that connection, you don’t care. So do you have that connection?”

    Vivan said, “Dude you are drunk. I don’t know what you are talking about”

    Suddenly, they heard a voice, “Do you love that girl? Or do you love that kid?”

    They turned to see that Mr. Ahuja was standing by the window. He sat in backseat and said, “Because if you love that kid, we will do anything to bring that kid to you and if you love that girl then we can’t do anything”

    Vivan said, “I don’t love her. And no I don’t want to separate her from Sam. I love Sam and Sam loves his mom. She was right, dad. You can’t buy a kid from his mother. That is wrong. You could get arrested for this.”

    Mr. Ahuja asked, “What do you want to do?”

    Vivan said, “I don’t know. I want to get to know Sam. I want to be part of his life. I want to be father he never had.”

    Mr. Ahuja said, “Don’t think that you are father so you have to take care of his needs. You know, when I saw glimpse of Heer, I can say that she is capable of taking care of Samar by herself. You know, when your mom was pregnant, I was nervous. I thought I would be a terrible father because I have never held a baby in my arms. But when I took you in my arms, I knew that no matter what happens I will be your back. And if I didn’t get to be best dad, I will be your best friend. You don’t have to be parent of his because he has that. Be his friend.”

    Vivan smiled and said, “You are best dad, dad”

    Mr. Ahuja said, “So don’t think you are supposed to do anything. Because a mother can be both mother and father for a kid but dad no matter how much he tries, he can’t match the love and affection of a mother. So just try to be his friend. Let Heer be his parent, you be his friend. And just say sorry from our side to Heer. She is really nice girl. When you hear people gossip about you behind your back, you get hurt. You can’t imagine how much she would have tolerated being a teenage mother.”

    He said, “Dad, do you think I should say sorry to her?”

    Mr. Ahuja nodded. Rishi said, “Okay so when you go to her house, please talk about me to Nikki. Dude, I miss her.”

    Vivan said, “No chance”

    Rishi asked, “Why?”

    Vivan said, “She is done with guys”

    Rishi said, “No… she had turned gay?”

    Vivan said, “No dude, she does not want to date anyone”

    Rishi said, “Well, I would make her fall in love with me”

    Vivan said, “But don’t make her pregnant or else she will kill you. My girl didn’t get a chance to do that”

    They all laughed. Mr. Ahuja said, “You know she could do that now”

    Vivan said, “Dad, she said she had forgiven me for the biggest mistake”

    Rishi asked, “When”

    Vivan answered, “The day I met with her in coffee shop”

    Rishi got confused. Vivan said, “Now you are seriously drunk. You don’t even remember our conversation”

    Rishi thought for moment. He said, “Oh, when the girl at bar…”

    Vivan said, “Yeah, Rishi”

    Mr. Ahuja said, “I should head back to apartment before your mom comes down”

    While going, Mr. Ahuja said, “You know I got to thinking that I should apologize to her”

    Vivan said, “You don’t have to do that. I will handle her”

    Mr. Ahuja patted his shoulder and said, “I saw that today. You can’t handle this girl”

    He smiled and left the car. Vivan turned to Rishi and said, “I can handle her”

    Rishi shook his head. Vivan drank beer in one sip. He said, “I can”

     

    Next day, Heer came out of her building. She was about to sit in her car while Mr. Burton was holding the door for her, when she saw Vivan sitting on his car’s bonnet with his knees crossed.

    She walked to him. He jumped down. He looked a bit messed up and little sleepless. She asked, “What are you doing here?”

    She observed him from head to toe. He said, “I wanted to talk”

    She folded her arms and said, “You look like a tramp”

    He shrugged his shoulder, “I know but I am really sorry about yesterday and I really…really need to talk”

    She said, “Who knew you would want to talk about your kid. Vivan, I’m late. I need to get to office.”

    He said, “Just forget office for one day. I really need to talk about our son”

    She took a deep breath and said, “My son”

    He was about to yell but said in low voice, “It was my sperm, damn it”

    She said, “Nine months with eight years…don’t ever play this card again”

    He said, “Look Heer, I really need to talk. I have slept for only four hours and I am cranky, and if you want to fight, this is not a right time”

    She said, “Okay, where do you want to go?”

    He wore his jacket back and said, “Wherever you find convenient”

    She walked back to her car and informed Mr. Burton about the situation. He nodded and sat back in his car. Vivan watched this. She came back to him and sat in his car. She lowered her window and asked, “Are you coming?”

    He jumped in the driver’s seat and they drove away. Vivan asked, “So where is Nikki?”

    She turned to him. She giggled. He asked, “What”

    She said, “You look funny”

    Vivan checked in his rear view mirror and laughed. He said, “I am sorry. I was just up all night with thoughts about you”

    She gave him a confused look. He said, “No not like that. It was about you and Samar”

    She turned to see outside the window. He said, “I can’t imagine how much you have gone through.”

    She said, “Don’t sympathize. I have had many sympathies”

    There was silence. She broke the silence, “What do you want to talk about there is nothing to talk”

    They stopped in front a small park. They stepped out and went in. Vivan was feeling a little tensed. He sat on a bench with Heer beside him. He asked, “So, how it all did started?”

    Heer said, “Isn’t it obvious camping trip”

    He said, “No, when did you get to know that you are pregnant”

    She said, “Like every girl knows when I missed…”

    He asked, “So you were not with anyone other than me?”

    She shook her head. He said, “So why didn’t you came to me?”

    She said, “Vivan, I was scared. I told my parents a month later. My parents took me to my aunt’s house where I was for nine months. No one knew where I was except for Nikki who kept me calling every day and informed about every gossip of school”

    Vivan said, “I searched for you. Believe me. I asked people who went to camp. They had no idea where you were. I had no courage to go to Nikki because then people would have thought we were in relationship.”

    Heer questioned, “So who was the one who leaked that I slept with you?”

    He replied, “I have no idea. When those rumors started, I thought you left school because of that. I really am sorry. And I am sorry about last night too”

    She said, “You don’t have to say sorry. I talked to your parents last night. They seemed nice. They thought I was some blackmailer who was using my son for money. But afterwards when they talked to me, they were polite and were sorry for their behavior.”

    He asked, “So, they called you?”

    She nodded. He looked up in her eyes saying, “I want to spend time with my son. I want to teach him football, drums, cricket and many more things. I want to be there as his father. Please let me do that”

    She looked down and said, “Honestly, Vivan I want him to be like you but I don’t want him to turn out to be like you. He likes playing games and music. He is an excellent writer. You should see his essay on ‘my family’. It will surely make you cry.”

    He smiled and said, “Really, I would love to see that. I would really like to know him. Can I have him over this weekend?”

    Heer had a soft smile spread on her lips, “Samar would love that. You know even he had started to like you. All he talks is how cool you are and how you helped him to buy me a dress”

    He asked, “Yeah, I never got a chance to ask. Did you like that dress?”

    She smilingly said, “Yeah, I liked it”

    Then an awkward silence surrounded them again. She said softly, “Vivan…”

    He looked up in her eyes. She said, “Don’t say anything about you being the dad. He will be devastated. I will tell him when time will come. Please be with him like his friend not his dad.”

    He nodding said, “Okay, telling him the truth is your decision. I just want to be with my son.”

    He paused for a moment but resumed, “You know I never imagined I will be dad. I thought I will not find a girl with whom I could have kid. I never thought my kid would turn out to be an amazing kid like him. You are an excellent mother.”

    Heer looked up, “I’m not. I kept a kid away from his father. He’ll hate me”

    Tears started rolling down her cheek. He slid closer to her and hugged her. She said, “I am a very bad mother. He desperately wanted a father and I knew it. I knew his father but I didn’t tell him”

    He said still hugging her, “No you are not. Heer, you are the nicest girl I have ever met. And believe me I have met many”

    She laughed. He wiped her tears and said, “So I’ll pick him up this weekend”

    She sniffed and nodded, “So how are you going to take care of eight year old kid?”

    He thought for a moment and said, “I’ll need instructions”

    She smilingly said, “I’ll be happy to help”

    Suddenly her phone buzzed. She glanced at it. She said, “Your kid”

    He corrected, “No, yours and mine”

    She gave a laugh and picked up the call. She said, “Yeah Sammy……”

    When she ended her call, she said, “There is something you’ll be happy to know”

    He asked, “What is that?”

    She bit her lip and smiled. She said, “He also wants to be a professional photographer”

    He laughed, “Really”

    She nodded. He said, “I don’t know what to say”

    She said, “Just try to do one thing don’t make him a second version of you. I want him to be a good boy. Teach him stuff a father teaches, spoil him but don’t make him insensitive and heartless”

    He said, “I promise I’ll change. I’ll be a good father and a good guy”

    She said, “Thank you”

    She looked at her watch and asked, “Want to meet your son?”

    He smiled and nodded.

     

  • Mistakes (Part-2)

    Mistakes (Part-2)

    He knew he had met her but couldn’t remember. Digging for something about Heer, Vivan came across a secret that he didn’t imagine.

     

    Vivan was having a beer with his only best friend, Rishi Khanna. The latter was not so much interested in his talks as his attention was on the girl sitting on the table at the far end. Vivan said, “I don’t know that girl but somehow I get a feeling that I know her. What do you think? Is she some other girl that I met? But if I had met her, I would’ve known her.”

    Rishi said, “She must be one of your past girlfriends. You never remember any of your girlfriend’s names”

    Vivan nodded. He said, “By the way who are you staring at?”

    Rishi signaled at her taking a sip of beer. Vivan said, “Yeah, she is good”

    Just then Vivan saw a kid staring in the bar from outside. He went outside and asked, “What are you doing here?”

    He answered, “I was just passing by when I saw this bar. I wanted to ask someone a question”

    Vivan asked, “What is your question?”

    He said, “You know that drinking alcohol is injurious to health”

    Vivan nodded. He continued, “So why are you all drinking? You know my mom says people should not drink or smoke. You know we had an uncle. I mean he was my mom’s uncle. So, you know what happened to him?”

    Vivan asked, “What happened to him?”

    He answered, “He died”

    Vivan asked, “Because of alcohol?”

    He said, “No, actually yes. You know he was drinking alcohol when he got a call that his house was on fire. It was my uncle who was little back then. He was just messing with him. So, when his dad rushed out of the bar, he drove car really fast. So, he had an accident.”

    Vivan said, “Okay, then we should not drink alcohol. I wish that you will not be drinking in future, too. Young man, you should not be near this place.”

    He said, “I want you to promise to me that you will not drink”

    Vivan said, “I can’t promise you that. But I can assure you I will try to minimize my drinking.”

    He smiled and said, “Okay”

    He shouted, “Wow, I changed a life”

    Vivan calmed him down. He asked, “What are you talking about?”

    The kid said, “Mom said that when we can change someone’s life, our life proves to be worthwhile”

    Vivan smiled, “So what’s your name?”

    He smiled and said, “It is Sam short for Samar”

    Vivan said, “So Sam what are you doing here alone?”

    Samar said, “I wanted to buy a gift for my mom”

    Vivan looked in the bar where Rishi was having conversation with that girl. He thought it would be better if he left his friend alone for some time. Vivan asked, “Can I help?”

    Samar said, “But you don’t know my mom”

    Vivan said, “But I know ladies very well”

    Samar thought for a moment and said, “Okay”

    Samar and Vivan went to many shops were looked for a perfect gift but couldn’t find one. But then they came across a shop where Sam saw his perfect gift. It was a beautiful royal blue off-shoulder dress. He said, “I want this”

    Vivan said, “Dude, but we don’t know her size”

    Samar pointed towards a girl and said, “She has figure exactly like her”

    Vivan said, “Okay I know that size”

    He went to the counter and asked for the dress in size and color what Samar told him. After they bought the dress, Vivan bought Samar a cola and a burger. Samar gave his cola to Vivan. Samar asked, “So Vivan why did you spend a whole day with me?”

    Vivan took a sip of cola and said, “Because I liked you man. I just wanted to take my mind off and you were the best option because my best friend was not helping in it.”

    Samar asked, “Is it a girl problem?”

    Vivan said, “Yeah, but you will not understand”

    Samar took the last bite of his burger, “I can be your help. You helped me and it is my time to repay you”

    Vivan said, “Okay. Listen I met a girl and I did a mistake…”

    Samar asked, “What kind of mistake?”

    Vivan said, “I spilled coffee on her beautiful sexy dress. So she got mad. But when I saw her, I thought I have seen her somewhere. She even knew my name. Look, I have my ex-girlfriends’ names in my phone with their photos but I couldn’t find her.”

    Samar said, “So she must be someone you met only once and you never got a chance to get her number”

    Vivan said, “I think you are right”

    Samar said, “You know, when my dad met my mom he knew my mom’s name already. My dad was the popular guy and my mom was a shy girl of the school. She fell for my dad’s romantic talks and then they fell in love. You know my dad is a great guy.”

    Vivan asked, “Where is he now?”

    Samar said, “I don’t know. I have never met him. Mom says I’ll meet him when time will be right.”

    Vivan said, “It is okay. If you feel you want to talk to your dad, then call me”

    Vivan gave him his number. Samar smiled and said, “Now I have to leave or else mom will be angry with me”

    Vivan nodded, “Okay, let me get you a cab”

    Vivan called for the cab. Samar hopped in the cab. While saying goodbye Sam said, “By the way, you know that uncle’s story”

    Vivan said, “Yeah”

    Sam laughed, “I made it up.”

    Vivan said, “So your mom didn’t taught you anything about honesty”

    Sam said, “No, she said if it is for good, then we are allowed to say it…. as long as it doesn’t someone’s feelings”

    Vivan smiled. Samar told cab driver the address and cab went away.

    *****

    “Mom, I am home”, Samar shouted as he entered the apartment.

    Heer came out of the kitchen and hugged Samar as he came running to her. Samar took out the gift from his bag and gave her with a peck of kiss on her cheek. Heer asked, “Oh wow, so much love… What do you want?”

    Samar said, “Why… can’t a son bring gift for his mom?”

    Heer narrowed her eyes. Samar said, “Okay fine, I don’t want to go to grandpa’s house”

    Heer said, “Sam, you know I can’t be here every-time. I have to go to work. And you can’t be with me at office unless you want to spend time in day care”

    Samar quickly said, “No, I don’t want to be with the crying and pooping babies”

    Heer said, “So who will be with you?”

    Samar said, “I can be at home and I will everyday meet you at lunch. You know I can come by myself. Mom…. please…”

    Heer said, “Sam it is not safe. Don’t make this difficult”

    Samar said, “Mom, please I just want to stay here for summer. You never spend time with me”

    Heer said, “You are trying to make me feel guilty?”

    Samar bit his lip, “Is it working?”

    Heer rolled her eyes, “Yeah, fine”

    Samar hugged her, “Thank you mom. You will not regret it”

    He was about to go when Heer said, “But you have to come with Mr. Barton”

    Samar nodded. She continued, “…no rails, no taxis. You will be here with Mrs. Carter”

    He asked, “The one with cute white pup?”

    Heer nodded. Samar shouted, “Awesome”

    He sang “I love you mom…I love you mom…I love you mom”

    Heer smiled, “Now go and change. Then you have to explain me where did you get me this gift?”

    He narrowed his eyes, “Am I in trouble?”

    She smiled, “No”

    He jumping went to his room.

     

    Samar was standing on the door waiting for the Nikki to get ready. He adjusted his red hooded jacket. Nikki appeared before him mentioning to him, “Sam your laces are untied”

    Samar looked at his shoes and said, “Oops, I must have forgotten in the excitement”

    Nikki called out, “Heer, we are leaving”

    Heer came out in her balloon sleeve top with a pair of shorts on. She had her hair tied in a loose bun with her bangs resting on her forehead. She had her smooth skin covered in sweat. Nikki looked at her in confusion. Heer said, “AC is not working. I have called the guy but he will take time.”

    Heer observed Nikki and said, “You look nice. But loose the sexy look, you are going out with a kid”

    Nikki tied her hair in a high ponytail. She asked, “What do you think about dress?”

    Heer responded, “It is nice”

    Samar was getting impatient. He started jumping, “Will you ladies please stop? I really want to see the show.”

    Both of them laughed. Heer came and kissed Samar. She said, “Just take care of him, please”

    Nikki said, “You know we regularly go there. So no need to worry and we will have fun”

    Heer stoked Samar’s hair. Samar said, “Mom can we go?”

    Heer smilingly said, “Okay, go but no mischief”

    Samar nodded and ran out of the apartment. Nikki shouted, “Careful, I’m coming”

    Nikki hugged Heer and ran after Samar. Heer locked the door. She went to kitchen in search of something to eat. She came out with a box of biscuits. Sitting on the couch, she switched on the television.

    After a while, there was a ring on the door. Heer opened the door shouting, “You know I am going to complain…”

    She paused as she noticed it was not the service guy. She asked, “Vivan, what are you doing here? Where did you get my address from?”

    Vivan handed her the bouquet of roses to Heer. She looked at them and said, “I am not a big fan of roses.”

    Vivan asked, “Can I come in? If you want we can talk at the door”

    Heer replied, “Yeah, sure”

    Vivan entered and looked around. Heer continued, “But it is a bit messy right now”

    She started cleaning up. While doing so, she asked, “So what brings you here? And I am still wondering from where did you get my address?”

    Vivan said, “Look I know we started off on wrong track. So I wanted us…”

    She raised her eyebrows. He corrected, “….you and me to start off new.”

    She looked at him in confusion. He said, “I am saying that we can be friends. You know, I don’t like to fight with girls. I love them. So what say?”

    She bit her lip and thought for a moment. Then she nodding said, “I guess we can be. So that’s it”

    Vivan said, “No I had a peace offering”

    The doorbell rang. She raised her eyebrows, “What’s that?”

    Vivan opened the door. A pizza delivery boy was standing with two large pizza boxes. Vivan took the pizza and paid the boy. He turned to Heer and said, “Peace offering, hungry?”

    Heer smilingly nodded. Both of sat on the couch to eat.

     

    “So you live with Nikki, that reporter” said Vivan. Heer grabbed her last bite and nodded. He was about to go in her room when doorbell rang again. She wiped her hands with napkin and said, “That must be the service guy”

    The service guy entered the apartment and went into her room. She said, “It is late. I think you should leave”

    He jumped, “No, I would not leave a lady alone with a stranger. I am a man and I would protect you”

    She said, “You know I don’t get this. Why are we women the weaker species? We can protect ourselves. We don’t need a man. You men think that we are too weak to do anything by ourselves”

    He said, “I didn’t say that. I am sorry if I hurt your feelings.”

    She folded her arms against her breasts. Rolling her eyes, she said, “Yeah right. By the way I was with you for last 2 hours alone in this apartment and you are stranger to me”

    He said, “No I’m not”

    She checked on the service guy and said, “Yes, you are”

    He gave on his charming smile and said, “I thought we were friends”

    She thoughtfully said, “Umm…let me get with you on that topic in morning. Now leave”

    He said, “That is a rude way to talk to your guest”

    She laughed and said, “No, it is a right way to talk to uninvited guest”

    Vivan’s phone rang. It was a call from a girl. He started talking to her while Heer went in her room to talk to the service guy. When she reappeared before him again, he said, “I have to leave”

    Heer nodded. The service guy took his money and left. She walked him to the door.

    She said, “But Vivan why did you come all the way here? You could have talked to me in the morning”

    He looked down at his phone. He answered, “Just thought it would be nice to have dinner with a friend”

    She asked, “Why? Where is Rishi?”

    He looked up and asked, “How do you know Rishi?”

    She smiled and said, “Refresh your memory, Vivan”

    Saying this she closed the door. Vivan started climbing downstairs in confusion.

     

    That night Vivan was still lost in thoughts lying on the bed with girl sleeping right next to him. He thought, she reminds me of someone but I don’t remember who. I have met her. I know that but why can’t remember her. Why is it that there is no memory of hers? He picked up his phone and went through his contact list. The girl made some movement. He said softly, “Will you please stop I am trying to think”

    Just then he got a call from Samar. He sneaking out of the bed in the balcony answered, “Hey little buddy, how are you? And why are you calling so late? Is everything okay?”

    Samar said, “Yeah everything is fine. But I am just worried about something”

    Vivan asked, “What is it?”

    Samar said, “Do you know how to play football?”

    Vivan replied, “Yeah but why?”

    Samar said, “I want to try out for the team but I don’t know how to play. Mom would never let me play football. She thinks it is dangerous. I really want to play. Could you teach me?”

    Vivan said, “Okay, but what about your mom? You should ask her first. I don’t want to get in trouble”

    Samar said, “No, you will not be in trouble. I’ll think of something. You know I can devise a plan.”

    Vivan said, “Okay buddy, but don’t get in trouble for anything. You decide the time and I’ll be there.”

    Samar said, “Cool, thank you”

    He hung up the call. Vivan looked at his phone and smiled. He thought, I never thought I would be friend with a kid. He looked up at the sky and said, “Why is my life turning into a puzzle?”

     

    Heer was working in the studio when Derek entered with an envelope in his hand. She asked, “What is that? Am I getting promoted? Or am I getting a raise?”

    Derek smilingly said, “No, it is an invitation to a party that my dad is hosting for the employees. We have sent it to everyone but yours …I wanted to give personally”

    She asked, “Why”

    He said, “Heer, I would really like a second chance”

    She placed her hands on her hips and said, “Then you should ask that from Sam”

    He looked a little disappointed. He looked down at the invitation and said, “Well, we will be expecting you there”

    She said, “I don’t think so.”

    He asked, “Why?”

    She said, “Sam is living with us this summer. So I can’t leave him alone at home. I can’t be there.”

    He placed the invitation on her table and said, “If you change your mind…”

    He was leaving when Nikki entered. He greeted her and went away. Nikki asked, “He came here for the party?”

    Heer nodded. She went back to her sketching. Nikki picked up the invitation. She smilingly said, “You coming?”

    Heer snapped, “Yeah and leave Sam alone at home. He is a kid”

    Nikki said, “I know that Heer. And I am sorry that making up with your responsibilities is making you stay away from your son. I am sorry for that. You know, he is way mature than his age. He understands that you have a job and you can’t be with him every time. He knows why he studying in a boarding and why his mother can only meet him at weekends.”

    Heer had tears in her eyes. She sat on the couch. Nikki consoled her, “I know you feel bad. You wanted the kid. You have an angel now. But you have to live your life. So what if he made a mistake, forgive the guy and go with him”

    Heer said, “And where are we going to keep Sam?”

    Nikki said, “Mrs. Carter will not mind”

    Heer hugged her and said, “I love you. You are the best best-friend”

    Nikki said, “I know that. You know everyone is helping you in your responsibilities”

    Heer wiped her tears and said, “I know that and I’m grateful to everyone”

    Nikki got up and said, “So, I guess you are coming then”

    Heer smiled and said, “I guess”

    Nikki left.

     

    Heer entered the hall dressed in a beautiful deep blue asymmetrical hem. She had silky brown hair dangling with her shiny heart shaped earring. She came up to Nikki who looked cute in green one-shoulder dress. She had a glass of wine in her hand. Heer asked, “So, when will this end?”

    Nikki laughed, “You have just entered. Enjoy the party”

    Heer narrowed her eyes. Nikki said, “Okay, just smile and be here for some time…then we will exit from here”

    Heer smiled. Derek walked with an aged woman towards them. Heer whispered, “Why is he coming with his mom?”

    Nikki said, “If everything goes well…I think Samar will have dad by tomorrow”

    Heer slapped her arm. Nikki rubbed her arm. Derek said, “Nikki, Heer, mom wanted to talk to you two”

    Derek left to meet with one of his friends. Heer asked, “Alice, how are you?”

    Alice said, “I am good. Well, my daughter misses you she was really attached to you. Now, getting back to the point, we would like you to make a speech about the magazine”

    Heer looked surprised, “You should ask Derek to do that. After all he is the editor”

    Alice held her hand and said, “Heer, you are one of the best designer of the world and we would like our best employee to say something about our New Look family”

    Heer said, “Alice I can’t. I am sorry”

    Nikki said, “Come on Heer. Get up on stage and say anything”

    Heer said, “Okay, I’ll try”

    Heer stepped on the stage and said some good things about the magazine. After finishing her speech, she stepped down. Nikki raised her glass and said, “You rocked it”

    Heer said, “Thank you but there is no need”

    Just then, Vivan entered in the party. He looked handsome in Italian suit. He went to meet Derek and his family. They greeted each other with smiles. Nikki watched them from far. She went to Heer who was checking her phone. She asked, “What do you think? Is he trying to become friendly with the boss?”

    Heer looked up and said, “I don’t care”

    She went out to talk on phone. Vivan came to Nikki and asked, “So where is your friend?”

    Nikki rolled her eyes and asked, “Why do you care?”

    Vivan smiled and said, “We are friends and friends take care of each other”

    Nikki said, “Stay away from her”

    Saying this, she went away. Heer reentered the party still checking her phone. Vivan caught glimpse of her. He lost track of time for few minutes. He walked to her. She smiled and asked, “What happened?”

    He said, “I just wanted to ask did your boss know about your kid?”

    She looked up in surprise. She asked, “How do you know about my kid?”

    He said, “When I came to your house I saw that I love mom card with your picture in it. I never came for ‘peace offering’. So your loving ex-boyfriend didn’t tell his parents about a single mom working for them. You know they can fire you if they get to know that you have not informed them everything about you. You are supposed to tell inform them about your life and a kid is really important detail to mention”

    Heer said, “What are you trying to say?”

    Vivan smiled cunningly, “I am trying to tell you that it will be really embarrassing for you when Mrs. Alice Colton will ask your kid’s father’s name and… when you will not remember his name then…”

    Heer asked, “What do you want?”

    Vivan laughed, “I love it when people get to point. I want you to apologize to me for that coffee incident in front of everyone…on your knees”

    Heer narrowed her eyes. She said, “Okay”

    Vivan said, “Wow, I thought you will be hard to get”

    Heer smiled and said, “Go and tell them”

    He got surprised, “Are you sure? You know it will not be good”

    Heer folded her arms against her breast and said, “Yeah, go and you know when they will ask you will be shocked to know the father’s name”

    Vivan got confused, “Why will I be shocked?”

    Heer smiled and said, “You remember high school, when you went to camping trip. You had spent a night with the girl who used to play violin in school band”

    Vivan said, “Yeah so”

    Heer kissed Vivan on cheek and whispered, “Daddy, if you want to make joke of yourself, go and tell them”

    Leaving Vivan shocked, Heer went to talk to Nikki.

     

  • Mistakes (Part-1)

    Mistakes (Part-1)

    She had been strong for years and she knows if she let him back, it will end up destroying her. But to him, she was a mystery which he couldn’t resist solving only to unfold the truth which was hard to cope up with.
    Do mistakes of past ruin future or make it better?

     

    Tears shed through her eyes. Pages of notebook had wet spots. Heer Singhania cried in rare situations and this became one of the special moment of her life. She looked up and saw a middle-aged woman with round spectacles smiling. The lady was suited in formal wear with her small hair tied in a tight high ponytail. She remarked, “He is special….because in this age this kind of maturity is rarely seen. This piece is one of his best.”

    Heer nodded and wiped her tears. Fortunately, she had waterproof eye make-up but her brown eyes were shining with happiness. She asked “Where is he?”

    She replied, “He was in his class but I have called for him”

    Suddenly, there was a knock on door. The teacher said, “Come in”

    The door opened. A young boy of eight entered. Heer rushed to hug him. He asked, “Am I in trouble? Did Miss Martha complain about the fight? Because I swear Richie started it.”

    Heer said, “No honey. Mrs. Wilson here just showed me your essay on ‘my family’. I heard you got the first prize. Sammy isn’t it nice?”

    Samar jumped, “Really. I got first. It is so good.”

    Heer nodded. Mrs. Wilson got up and said, “Samar you have done an excellent job and you deserved to win.”

    Samar bowed and said, “Thank you”

    Heer said, “Thank you Mrs. Wilson for your time.”

    Mrs. Wilson said, “Well Miss Singhania it was lovely meeting you. Now I have to go to check on something. If you like you can talk to him for some time. I am sure he would love that”

    Samar said, “Yes ma’am”

    Mrs. Wilson exited the room. Samar hugged Heer. Heer asked, “What were you talking about the fight?”

    Samar was looking down at the floor. Heer said, “Samar… Look me in eyes and say the truth. You know I don’t like you telling any lie. Samar….did you start the fight? Were you hurt?”

    Samar was now staring at the wall. Heer said, “Sam… I am asking you something”

    Samar said, “Mom you need to take a chill pill. I am a big boy. I can handle my fights. You don’t need to interfere in that.”

    She held his hand and said, “Sam you are my life. I am just asking this because I love you and I care about you. You know you are the only thing that is most precious to me. And I am asking this because I don’t want you to get into any trouble.”

    He gave her a peck on his cheek and said, “I am responsible boy. I was just talking to him but then he said something about my dad. I got angry so I couldn’t keep control. You know I am a good boy.”

    She rushed her fingers through his hair, “I know you are good boy, Sam. But you have to control your anger. People will say things but you have to ignore them. Every time we can’t react to silly things like that”

    He said, “I love you, mom. I just don’t like when people say things….bad things about you or my dad. I want them to stop. You are so nice…why people say things about you. I…. just wanted to protect you… mom.”

    Samar began to weep. Heer wiped his tears, kissing him on his forehead said, “I know you want to protect me from people’s words but Samar you are not here to fight. You should be calm and patient. Samar it is not your age to protect me. Parents protect kids not vice versa. Ok, now stop crying. Mrs. Wilson will be coming soon and she will think that you were scolded”

    Samar sniffed and wiped his tears with a smile. She kissed him again on his head and rubbed off the lipstick marks from his face. He said, “But you know what….you rarely scold me”

    Heer smilingly said, “I know that…and that is the reason you are a naughty kid.”

    Samar tilted his neck and said, “No I’m not”

    Heer said, “Yes you are”

    He hugged her, “I love you”.

    She hugged him back saying, “I love you, too”

    Mrs. Wilson entered the room with some papers. She adjusted her specs saying, “You should better get back to your class before you miss the lessons.”

    Samar said, “No, it is history and I hate history.”

    Heer hushed him and said, “You should not say that. You should love all your subjects”

    Samar hung his head down. While going out, he said, “See you on weekend”

    Mrs. Wilson said, “I wanted to call you earlier and talk to you about something. Samar is really a nice boy but….”

    Heer asked, “But what is wrong?”

    Mrs. Wilson went though some papers and said, “Samar is really happy. He is life of this school. He has won many competitions but……. one day, Mrs. Fletcher found him crying in the locker room. He said that nothing is wrong but I think he misses his family.”

    Heer said abruptly, “He has family. He has his mom and his grandparents. I think he has enough family.”

    Mrs. Wilson said, “I know this is your personal matter and I have no right to have say in this. But I think he needs his dad too. Don’t you think he should be getting involved in his life more often?”

    Heer said, “Yes, you are right”.

    She paused. She continued, “You are right. This is none of your business. It is our family matter”

    She grabbed her bag saying, “I know you are his teacher but I never gave anyone right to say anything in our family matters. It was nice meeting you. Thank you for everything.”

    She went out slamming the door.

    *****

    “She said that?” Nikki asked. Heer took a sip of her coffee and nodding said, “I know she is his teacher and all but she has no right to say that. Why can’t a single mother take care of her child? Why can’t they stop?”

    Nikki and Heer started walking across the hallway. Nikki said, “Have Sam said anything about his dad?”

    Heer said, “No. He always says he does not need a dad. But sometimes, I think, if he had dad, he would have been happier.”

    Nikki said, “Oh please, you did a right thing. He never deserved an angel like Sam. You know he would have never cared about him.”

    Heer took another sip, asked, “Are you sure? Do you think I did a right thing?”

    Nikki nodded. She hugged her and said, “You know, I and your family are always there for you and Sam.”

    Heer smiled, “Family…right…you are also my family.”

    Nikki hugged her tightly. Heer smilingly said, “Now let’s focus on work or else Derek will fire us.”

    “Yeah, then you’ll not have money as fees for your son’s school and I will never have my magazine”

    Nikki laughed wiping fake tears. Heer checked her phone when it beeped. She said, “Mom again checking on me. I am not a kid anymore. She is just so….over protective.”

    Nikki said, “I think she thinks of you that 16-year old who was just full of life and didn’t cared about any mistake.”

    Heer kept her phone in her pocket and kept on walking. Nikki said, “You used to be so happy”

    Heer said, “I am happy now also. But earlier, I used to be a simple girl. I was not at all popular. I used to be perfect. I had perfect plan. But…”

    Nikki said, “You know everything happens for a reason. Well you went to your favorite college. You are perfect now too. You went to be the boss’s girlfriend and you are designer for the one of the famous magazine of London.”

    Heer said, “Boss’s ex-girlfriend”

    Nikki took coffee from Heer’s hand and took a sip. She said, “This is good. Yeah ex-girlfriend, but he still wants you. And Sam likes him, right?”

    Heer shook her head, “No, he liked him as my friend but he will have never accepted him as his dad.”

    Nikki raised her brows nodding, “Yeah, he thought you were spending more time with Derek and less time with him”

    Heer nodded, “I know. I should have been more careful”

    Nikki went to sit in her cubicle while Heer went in the studio ahead. She looked at the papers lying on her desk. She got a little tensed. She sat on her seat and started designing the outfit.

    Suddenly there was a knock on the translucent door. A young and handsome guy entered the room. She stood up. He said, “I just wanted to ask if the designs for the next issue are ready or not?”

    She answered, “Yeah just last one. You will get that by tomorrow”

    He said, “Okay, that will work for me”

    He was about to leave when she said, “Umm… Derek I wanted to ask…”

    Derek was listening eagerly. She asked, “How is Emily?”

    Derek said, “Yeah she is good.”

    He came close to her and said, “Look Heer, I know there is supposed to be an awkward situation between us. But you don’t have to be formal with me. I am your friend.”

    She replied, “I know but working for you is really…”

    He completed, “Uncomfortable??”

    She bit her lip. He moved her hair back of her ear. He said, “I will always care for you. You know you were that best thing that happened to me. You will always have a special place in my heart.”

    Heer took a step back. She said, “Everything has ended Derek. Please control yourself”

    Derek said, “Okay. I’ll go but if you ever need a friend I’ll always be here.”

    She nodded. He exited the room. She sat on her chair and buried her face in her hands, “I don’t need anyone. Why can’t people understand that? This is getting out of hand now”

    She went back to her work.

     

     

    There was knock on the door. Heer was sitting on her couch. She shouted, “Nikki, open the door.”

    Nikki came out from the room she said, “You could have also gotten up. But no you have to watch your favorite show. You have become so lazy, my dear. You need to do some work.”

    Heer nodded with a smile. Nikki narrowed her eyes and opened the door. A guy with bunch of roses with smiling face was standing. Nikki said, “Yes, who the hell are these for?”

    He said, “Nikki Arora”

    She got surprised. She asked, “Are you sure?”

    Heer turned to see. The boy said, “Some guy asked me to deliver these”

    Nikki asked, “What is his name?”

    The boy replied, “I don’t know”

    Heer said, “Are you mad? You should have asked his name. What if this is bomb?”

    The boy said, “What? I am so sorry Heer. I should have checked. I am sorry”

    Heer laughed and said, “Okay, Niks just check if it has bomb or not?”

    Nikki checked the bouquet and found a card. It said-

    ‘Nikki…would you like to go out with me? I saw you after 10 years in Plaza. I know you don’t remember me but if you can…please come to Plaza tomorrow if you want to refresh your memories…

    P.S.

    Your friend’

    Nikki turned with a disappointing face. Heer asked, “What happened?”

    Heer came to the door and asked, “Who is it?”

    Nikki said, “It’s from Rishi”

    Heer confirmed, “Are you sure? How can you say that?”

    Nikki showed her the card and said, “This handwriting is surely of his. I am hundred percent sure.”

    Heer took the card and gave it back to the guy. Nikki said, “Give these back to him and say we don’t want him or any of his gifts. He should just stay away from us or else we will inform the police. And Willie, never bring flowers just because some person send them. You know us…you should not be careless with your regular customers.”

    He nodded and ran downstairs. Nikki closed the door. Heer asked, “Niks are you okay?”

    Nikki nodded and went to kitchen. Heer followed her, “You want to go plaza? If you want you can go”

    Nikki took some plates out of the shelf and said, “No, I don’t want to keep any connection with that person”

    Heer said, “What if he is not the bad boy he used to be? You know there are so many possibilities that he must have become a good guy.”

    Nikki said in high voice, “What if he is still the same? What if he has become worse than before? I am not going for false hope. That insensitive, heartless pervert is now sending me bouquet. You know… for what… I know what… he wants what every guy wants but he will never get that.”

    Heer tried to calm her down. Nikki continued, “For last 10 years, I have not had any boyfriend because I hate men. You know that.”

    Heer said, “Look Niks, what happened with me was not anyone’s fault. You should go out with guys. You should not brush off any guy. Go out with him. You always had a crush on him.”

    Nikki kept the bottle of sauce with a force. Her pink cheeks were apple red now. She was really angry. Heer hugged her. She said, “I know you are scared and you are allowed. There is nothing wrong in having a boyfriend. Niks, please just meet the guy. You know I will always be there if anything happens. I can accompany you if you want.”

    Nikki said, “I don’t think I need that. If he does anything wrong, you know….he will not see next morning.”

    Heer laughed and took away some of slices of bread. She said, “Why are we eating bread tonight?”

    Nikki said, “Miss Singhania, the Chinese place is closed today. So ma’am you will have to bear with it.”

    Heer faked her angry voice, “You know you could get fired for this”

    Nikki bowed down and said, “Not if I kill you first, I will not get fired.”

    She took a knife and slowly went towards Heer. Heer said, “Niks, we don’t joke with knife. I have a kid. I want him to have a mother.”

    Nikki said, “Don’t worry baby, I will give him mother’s love”

    Heer ran around the apartment with Nikki following her with knife and then with pillow. After a big pillow fight, they both finally had their dinner. Nikki went to her room. Heer was busy making new designs. Nikki said from the other side, “You know Derek is going to hire a new photographer.”

    Heer bit back of pencil. Nikki came out of the room. She continued, “Do you think he will be cute?”

    Heer took out the pencil and said, “I don’t care. I just want him to capture my designs properly. I don’t want his photography ruin my designs.”

    Nikki asked, “So you will not be interested in him? Are you sure?”

    Heer turned to face Nikki. She said, “Why are you curious now? You hate men. You were never interested.”

    Nikki brushed her hair and said, “I am changing, as you said. I am trying to regain my old Niks. And I was talking for you. Your mom will be happy with me.”

    Heer threw cushion at her. She caught it. She continued, “Throwing cushion will not help, throwing heart will help”

    Heer said, “I’ll kill you if you didn’t go to your room”

    Nikki said, “Try me”

    Heer said, “I’m going to count till three. If you didn’t go, you will bear the consequences”

    Nikki placed her hands on her waist, “You think Sam’s trick will work on me”

    Heer started, “One…”

    Nikki argued, “It will not work”

    “Two…”

    “You are not serious”

    Heer said, “I’m damn serious”

    Nikki said, “Okay, fine I’m going but don’t think I’m scared of you”

    Heer gave her a smile, “You are”

    Nikki said, “You are so a mom. You know how to tackle a kid”

    Heer said, “So you are saying you are a kid”

    “See you in morning. Good night”

    Nikki went back to her room and Heer resumed her work.

     

    Heer entered the Old Mary café. She straight went to the counter. She said, “Irina, how much is the bill for the month?”

    A middle-aged woman said, “I’ll check. Just wait”

    She back near the cash counter. Heer got another text from her mother. She called her up.

    “Hey, mom”

    “Sweetie, are you okay?”

    “I’m fine, mom”

    “You never return my calls”

    “Mom, I was busy”

    “Okay you are now so busy that you can’t talk to your mom”

    “Mom, please don’t talk like this. You know if I had I would have returned your calls”

    “Dear, I had good news. I just wanted to tell you your aunt Asha is searching grooms for Isha. If you want…”

    “Mom, no… I have to go and please don’t talk to me about this topic anymore”

    “Just think about it. Everyone needs a life partner”

    “I don’t need one. I have my family… and it is complete”

    “Sweetie, I just”

    “Mom, bye, I can’t take it. Love you”

    She ended her call. She was about to turn when a guy spilled cold coffee on her dress. She shouted, “Are freaking mad? Can’t you see?”

    She looked up from her dress. She saw a familiar face. A handsome guy with black shades on his eyes smiled at her. He took out his shades and said, “I think it was your mistake.”

    She said, “You will never admit you can do any mistake”

    He gave her a confused look, “I don’t get it. It was practically your fault”

    She took some napkins from the tried to soak it. She said, “It would never hurt to admit mistake for once”

    He asked, “Why are you making a big deal out of it?”

    She answered in high voice, “It is very expensive dress. I don’t think you’ll be able to pay for this.”

    He said, “Do I know you? You look familiar.”

    Heer signaled him to stop talking. She said, “Don’t try this trick, please. I know you don’t remember me and you never will”

    He asked, “Why are you getting so mad at me?”

    Heer calmed herself down. She said, “Just leave it. I have forgiven you for the biggest mistake so there is no big deal in forgiving you for this one”

    He was confused again, “Biggest mistake??”

    She said, “Vivan, just leave it.”

    Irina came out and said, “Its 200€”

    Heer gave her the money. Vivan was still in confusion. She was going when he held her hand. He asked, “Hey, have you and I met before?”

    She jerked off his hand, “No, I don’t think so.”

    As she did that, bottle of sauce kept on the counter fell all over Vivan’s shirt. He shouted, “What the hell? You ruined my shirt”

    She passed him a smile and said, “Now let’s call it even. At least, now you will remember me”

    She took his hand and handed him some money. She said, “Unlike you, I’m sorry”

    She faked him a smile and went away. He watched her go. Vivan could not believe that someone had talked to him this way. Girls usually throw themselves at him but this girl did something that no other girl did. He looked at the money in his hand and said, “You will have to pay for this”

    He ordered another cold coffee and kept looking at the money. He said, “Those eyes are unforgettable. How can I not remember her?”

    He got a call. He took the coffee and went out after paying the counter-girl.

    A few hours later, Heer was sitting in her room. She had changed her black and white sheath dress to a simple red wrap dress. She tied her hair in a messy bun. Nikki entered, “Heer, do you want coffee?”

    Heer turned and said, “Don’t ever say coffee. I don’t want coffee”

    Nikki asked, “Why my coffee-addicted babe not drinking coffee?”

    Heer said in calm voice, “You won’t believe whom I met…”

    Nikki asked, “Who? Is it Queen Elizabeth? Or is it Tom Cruise? No, I think it will be Shah Rukh Khan”

    Heer shook her head irritated with Nikki’s questions. Just then, Derek entered, “Baby, the new photographer is here”

    Heer folded her arms and tilted her head with eyebrows raised. Derek corrected himself, “Sorry Heer, the new photographer is here”

    Heer said, “I’ll just be there”

    Derek left. Nikki said, “He is not used to calling you by your name”

    Heer said, “I know”

    They left the room and entered the studio where Derek was making the announcement. He said, “Everyone, please welcome the talented and gifted photographer who had been freelancer for many magazines. He had joined our magazine. I hope he’ll be working here permanently. We are so lucky to have one of the best, Mr. Vivan Ahuja”

    Sound of claps surrounded the studio. Heer and Nikki looked at each other in shock.

    ******

    Heer was standing near the coffee machine with Nikki. Nikki said, “I can’t believe you didn’t tell me you met Vivan”

    Heer said, “I was about to tell you when Derek came in”

    Nikki took a cup and offered another to Heer but she declined it. Nikki said, “Come on Heer, you can’t leave coffee just because a stupid accident happened”

    Heer said, “I know. I just don’t like having it now”

    Derek came in and took away the other cup. He said, “So what are you girls discussing?”

    Heer left. Derek looked at Nikki. She said, “Nothing particular”

    Derek took a sip and said, “This is good”

    Nikki gave him a smile, “Thank you, now I should better get back”

    Nikki left. Meanwhile, Heer entered her cabin. She let her hair open. She was startled when a voice said, “You have nice hair”

    She turned and saw Vivan sitting on the couch. He said, “You shouldn’t keep them tied”

    She asked, “What are you doing here?”

    He said, “Just wanted to return your money. I don’t need it”

    She rolled her eyes and extended her hand out. He gave her the money. She stuffed it in her purse and looked up at him asking, “Now what?”

    He said, “Nothing”

    “So leave”, she said. He said, “I will if you say please”

    She said with a high tone, “You can do whatever you want. I’ll leave”

    She left the room.

     

  • Coming Back Home

    Coming Back Home

    They say everyone deserves a second chance. Will you give a second chance to love?

     

    “I’ll find her and bring her home. I promise” Levi said wiping the tears off Mrs. Fisher’s cheeks. He got on his feet and rushed out of the house. Tightly grabbing the steering wheel, he wondered how she could leave. How she could make a life without the people with whom she had spent whole childhood with, in it?

    He reached his house and quickly packing his stuff, made his way to the airport. New York was a big city. How will he find her? But he knew one thing, he needed to get her back. He needed to make amends for whatever he did.

     

    “I don’t know anything about that. I want all the things arranged before I enter the office” he heard her from behind the door. He rang the doorbell. She unlocked the door looking stunning in her blue wrap dress. He couldn’t believe that she used to be the sixteen year old who dressed up like boys. Screaming his name in excitement, she hugged him tightly. Pulling back, she asked, “Levi, what a surprise? What made you stop at me house?”

    He walked in the apartment as she started cleaning up. She smilingly said, “I am so sorry. I was not expecting anyone”

    He shook his head with smile, “No, it is totally fine”

    He sat on the couch as she brought glass of water for him. She sat next to him asking, “So, how are you?”

    “I am fine” he started circling the rim of the glass. She asked, “What is it? Anything serious?”

    He shook his head, “No, nothing like that”

    She tilted her head and gave her sweet smile which made his heart skip a beat. She said, “You always start to play with something when you don’t know what to say. Come on, Levi. I know you. I loved…”

    She paused for a moment, “Umm, just say it”

    He replied, “She wants to see you. I came to take you back, Sia”

    She held her hand in air which made him stop. She said, “Levi, you are welcome to stay here for as many days as you want but…I am not coming with you anywhere. I have life here”

    He was going to protest but she got up saying, “I have to leave. You can make yourself comfortable here”

    She grabbed her bag and walked out of the door. He buried his face in his hands. He could see the wounds of past still fresh in her heart. The way her fake smile hid her tears, he knew it all.

     

    Sia was sitting on the stairs sobbing and covering her mouth to not let any voice escape. No matter how much she pretended to be strong in front of her, he makes something in her melt. He was not supposed to come back. Pretending to not care about him had become a habit but seeing his blue eyes, always made her realize, how much she misses him in her life. Wiping her tears, she gathered herself and descended down.

     

    “I am happy for you. It had been…what…” he said with his mouth full with diner.

    “Five years” she replied. He nodded, “Yeah, five years. You have changed a lot”

    Shrugging, she took bite of her food, “People change and move on. They don’t wait for people to come back. That is nature.”

    There was silence in the room. She asked, “How is Natalie? And Jay?”

    He nodded, “They are fine. You know how it is to convince them for a single thing.”

    She nodded, “Yeah, I know the wedding is this month. You should head back soon”

    He rolled his eyes, “If you don’t want me here, you can say it. I can stay in a hotel but I am not leaving without you. And I think my sister will want you in her wedding. She loves you.”

    She bit her lip. She didn’t how to answer. As much as she wanted him to be gone, she also wanted him to be around her. She got up and went to the kitchen. He yelled, “For God’s sake Sia, your mother needs you”

    Sia dropped the plate in sink saying, “Well, she was not there when I needed her. She left me Levi. I grew up on my own. So, I have a right to decide if I ever want her in my life or not. You are the not the one. You don’t have a right”

    He walked to her as she burst in tears. She sat on the floor hugging her knees tightly. Sitting next to her, he wrapped his arms around her. Stroking her hair, he said, “I know. I am sorry for yelling at you”

    She shook her head as she pulled herself back and wiped her tears, “You don’t have to be sorry. It had been my fault and it was always my fault.”

    She went in her room.

    “New York is a big city. You will get lost here” she remarked with a smile. He was holding the map of New York in his hand. Putting it on the table, he said, “If I had someone who can guide me around, maybe…I’ll enjoy the city more”

    She cocked her head to side saying, “Not a chance. I have work”

    He made a pout with his chin resting on his palms. She laughed, “Don’t ever do that. It used to look cute when you were kid. Not now”

    He smiled, “So, you coming?”

    She nodded before making a call at her office.

     

    “So, let me get this straight. We are eating ice-cream in this chilling winter because it is the best ice-cream I’ll have?” he asked. She nodded licking her ice-cream. Sitting on the bench in Central Park, they were watching people pass by. She said, “Let’s play that game”

    He shook his head, “No, it would be embarrassing”

    She nudged his arm before turning her attention to one the babies in a stroller. She started, “I think he’ll become a successful musician. The way he is crying in tunes”

    He laughed, “You are crazy. How can you know that he is crying in tunes?”

    She shrugged, “Just by listening to the way he is crying”

    He turned his attention to a toddler, “She will be a model who is secretly very smart and nerdy but pretends to be dumb.”

    She narrowed her eyes at him, “You think I am dumb”

    He held his hands in air for defense, “I was saying in general. No need to take it personally”

    She rolled her eyes and looked at an old couple. Smilingly she said, “Married for years, crazy in love and been best-friends ever since they met”

    He was staring at the couple too. She snorted, “Well, sometimes, it is not advisable to fall for your best-friend”

    She had finished her ice-cream but she was still staring her hands. He murmured, “I am sorry, Sia. I know I shouldn’t have behaved like that”

    She laughed, “Yeah, I know. But I think I lost my best-friend the day I confessed my feelings for him”

    He shook his head, “No, it is not like that. We can be friends”

    She shook her head, “No, it is not that simple, Levi”

    She got and was walking away when he caught up with her saying, “You can’t just walk away like that from me. I know you loved me and it broke your heart when I said I didn’t. But what you don’t know is that I missed my best-friend too. You were not there when I need to share with you my secrets, my sadness, my joys, everything”

    She rolled her eyes hiding her tears perfectly, “You can share that with your girlfriend too”

    “She doesn’t know me that way you do”

    “Yeah, I know you very well. I know that…nothing can happen between us. I also know the fact that if I go back to being best-friends with you again, I’ll die from inside again”

    She took a deep breath, “Levi, my world had taken a good turn. Please don’t ruin this by coming back. I don’t think I am ready to go through that again”

    “So, you’ll not come back?”

    She shook her head. He asked, “You’ll not come back for her biggest day? She doesn’t deserve the happiness?”

    Sia looked up, “She deserves all the happiness but she will not deserve my forgiveness. We both lost the person we love the most and what she did? She ran away. She was my mother, Levi. She was supposed to take care of me not run away from me”

    He held her hand but she jerked it away. She continued, “When you said you would bring me back, did you not get the images of me crying in library or me getting called orphan?”

    “I think you are doing the same thing. She needs you back in her life and you are running away from her. You are no good than your mother”

    Smiling through her tears, she said, “Yeah, I learned that lesson by heart from her. I have a different life here and I don’t need my past to ruin my present”

    “You think me coming to get you is ruining your present?”

    “Well, it is not making my days bright and shiny”

    He didn’t answer instead he kicked the rock on the side in anger. She said, “Don’t pretend you care about me after all these years. You didn’t even call”

    He turned to her saying, “I didn’t know what to say. You told me about your feelings but I…”

    “But you made a joke of me. Yes, Levi I know. I was there. I know I was not the girl any guy would fall for but… you could have at least had the guts to tell me to face rather than making a big joke of me”

    He was going to hold her but she stepped back. She shook her head, “Don’t. Just don’t”

    Saying this, she walked away.

     

    Sitting on the couch, in the dark, he kept wondering about what changed his feelings for her. He had a crush on her ever since the day they met but what changed the day she got on her knees and confessed her feelings for him. He got up and walked in her. She was asleep quietly in her bed hugging her bear, Hopkins. He smiled seeing the same Sia that he knew five years ago. Hopkins had been there whenever she was unable to sleep because of nightmares. She moved a little hugging Hopkins more tightly. He sat by her bed and watched her sleep.

    Suddenly, she jumped after a nightmare. He asked, “Are you okay?”

    She nodded brushing her hair back. He said, “I was just…”

    Before he could complete, she interrupted, “Can you just stay here for tonight? Hopkins is really not helping”

    He bit his upper lip and nodded. Settling next to her with his arm around her shoulders, he said, “It is funny that you still sleep with Hopkins”

    She giggled, “Yeah, he loves me more than any guy I have met”

    He replied quickly, “Hey, I love you more than him”

    She was shocked. Turning to him and getting on her elbows she asked, “What?”

    He asked, “What?”

    “What did you say? You love me?”

    “Umm, yeah, I think”

    She raised her eyebrows, “You think?”

    He sighed, “Well, yeah”

    She sat up asking, “What do you mean you think? I need the clarity in this. You love me as your best-friend or you love me as in “love me”. What is it?”

    He shrugged, “I think I love you and that is the reason I came to get you back. I think I love you and that is the reason I miss you each and every day in my life. I think I love you and that is the reason I keep finding you in each and every girl that I meet. So, yeah. I think I love you”

    She lowered her head, “Just leave right now”

    “What?” he asked. She yelled, “I said just get out my apartment”

    “But I…” she interrupted, “No, no buts. You can’t just come back after five years and say that you love me and make everything go back to normal. You can’t. So, just get out.”

    He climbed down the bed saying, “I think you are kicking me out because you are afraid of love. You have always lost the people that you loved and that is the reason, you don’t want anyone to be in your life anymore. Sia, I know you are afraid of losing people but pushing them away will make you all alone”

    She shook her head as he walked out of the door. He was right but she didn’t want to admit that. Hugging Hopkins, she lied on the bed, crying.

     

    Sia was walking down the street drinking coffee. She had got her photo-shoot cancelled a few minutes ago. She had checked with her agent about any other projects but was informed that she is free today. Suddenly, she got a call.

    “Hello”

    “Sia?”

    “Yeah”

    “Hi honey”

    “I told your messenger that I am not coming back. So, what is it?”

    “He said maybe I should I come to you”

    Sia was confused, “What?”

    “Turn around”

    Sia swirled on her heels to find her mother standing on the other side of the road. Mrs. Fisher walked to her and hugged her. Sia was shocked. She asked, “Why did you come here?”

    She held her hand, “I came here to spend some time with my daughter”

    Jerking her hand off, she said, “No, you can’t just come here saying you want to spend time with me and make everything right. You can just go around the world, sleeping with every other guy you come across…oh wait you are marrying one. You never needed me but I needed my mother. Where were you then? You came here to take me to your wedding so that you can show-off that you have a perfect relationship with me. It is not like that, MOM. No, we are not good”

    Mrs. Fisher had tears in her eyes, “I guess I deserve your hate. I know I can’t bring the time back but what I really came here is to make-up. Don’t you think I deserve a second chance?”

    Sia was trying to hold her tears but soon a drop escaped her eye. She looked at her mother who hugged her. She hugged her back tightly. Pulling back, Mrs. Fisher asked, “So, I am going to start by spending today with you. What shall we do? How about you tell me about your life? I heard you travel a lot. I think we should start by your adventures”

    Sia wiped her tears and smiled, “I got my travel instincts from you. I love travelling like you”

    Mrs. Fisher nodded, “Yeah, but first you”

    They started walking side by side as Sia started narrating her trips to Milan, Paris, Amsterdam and other places where she had her photo-shoots and fashion shows. That day, Mrs. Fisher got to know her daughter, the way she never did before. She observed that Sia was her own reflection.

     

    Sia stood there smiling at her mother as her mother walked down the aisle in enchanting white dress. Tossing a smile at her, Mrs. Fisher turned her gaze to Richard. Sia met Richard few days ago but had already started liking him. In her heart, she knew Richard could never take her dad’s place. He told her, “I am not going to take his place but can you give a small place in your heart?”

    He had a very convincing smile. Sia saw Richard who was watching her mother with same look that her dad used to have. She smiled to herself thinking, finally her mother got happiness that she longed for after her dad’s death. The ceremony ended on a happy note

     

    Levi nudged her arm asking, “So, you finally came?”

    Sia snubbed him and moved ahead to her table. He followed her and sat beside her. She asked, “Why are you following me? I think I gave you your answer”

    He replied, “This is my table too”

    “Well, then don’t talk to me” she warned him. He asked, “You didn’t bring any date?”

    She took a sip of her wine saying, “None of your business. Just shut up, will you?”

    “So, you don’t like someone?”

    “No”

    “Who do you like?”

    “I said I like no one. There is no one”

    He asked again, “Who do you like?”

    She turned to him, “I said no one. Can’t you hear that?”

    He smiled, “So, who do you like?”

    She got irritated, “How many times are you going to ask that?”

    “As many times as it takes for you to take my name”

    She rolled her eyes, “I like no one. And you…I hate you. No, let me rephrase that. I am not worthy of you. I am not of your standard”

    He leaned closer, “Hey, past is past. Can’t you forgive me?”

    She shook her head, “Levi, she is my mother. Sooner or later, I would have forgiven her but you…you don’t deserve second chance. You were the reason I have trust issues. You were the reason I don’t have friends anymore. So, no you don’t deserve a second chance.”

    He held her hand saying, “Fine, don’t give me second chance but tell me one thing, if you would not have been sick, we would have had chance?”

    Her eyes widen in shock. She asked, “How do you know about that? I haven’t told anyone”

    He said, “Sia, I stayed in that apartment with you for a week. One day, when I was searching for a pair of scissors, I found some reports. I got a little curious and I opened it. Sorry for that by the way. So, that is how I got to know.”

    She squinted, “So that I love you was a pity one? You knew I was sick and that is why you said that. How pathetic!”

    She walked out of the hall.

     

    He found her in garden sobbing. Wiping her tears, she said, “You didn’t have to do that. Why play with a sick person’s feelings?”

    He replied, “I didn’t confess because you were sick. I confessed because I was afraid of losing you. I thought we wouldn’t have much time left with us. So, I confessed.”

    “I didn’t tell her”

    “Why?”

    “Because I didn’t want to ruin her day. I thought if she knew about me, she’ll cancel the wedding. I see how happy she is.”

    He smiled, “I told you she would be really happy to see you”

    “Also, I didn’t turn you down because I am sick. I honestly think you deserve someone better than me. I am a rag”

    He wrapped his arm around her shoulders saying, “That is up to me to decide.”

    Her gaze went up saying, “Umm, we should head back”

    He held her arm as she got up to stand, “Why do you always have to run away?”

    She shrugged with a smile, “A habit”

    He stood up, close to her, “Then maybe I need to get a new habit. Catching you at every point”

    She chuckled, “Yeah, better luck for that”

    He pulled her closer with his arm around her waist, he kissed her. She pulled back, “You genuinely like me?”

    He smiled, “I can sign a contract of that too”

    She laughed, “There is no contract like that”

     

    “Hey mom” she murmured as she saw her mother sitting by her side. She had been admitted to hospital last week when Levi noticed her coughing blood every minute. She protested but Levi was persistent to get her admitted.

    Her mother had her hand in hers. She kissed the back of her hand and said, “You are going to be fine, baby”

    She replied, “I know mom. They said it is minor stage. I’ll be cured”

    Her mother was crying. Sia smiled, “Mum, hey. Chill. I am fine”

    Levi entered the room with coffee cups. He said, “Julie, please don’t cry. She will get her head in clouds. She is already getting breakfast in bed”

    Sia protested, “That is not breakfast. That is poison. I don’t like the food here”

    He was going to answer but doctor entered the room. He greeted everyone. He said, “Sia, your reports came in and there is a good news. You are absolutely fine now”

    Sia had a big smile on her face, “I have been telling that to everyone. They are getting worried, I don’t know why”

    Julie kissed her daughter’s cheek and went to doctor to talk about something. Levi sat next to her with a smile, “Oh no, now I am stuck with you”

    She nodded, “Yeah, bad luck”

    He kissed her and said, “Life gave you a second chance too”

    She nodded.

  • Fight Like A Girl

    Fight Like A Girl

    Tracing his fingers on his new snake tattoo on his arm, he smiled to himself. He looked over at the front desk where she was sitting attentively. She turned her head to look, but not at him but at her boyfriend, Nate. She gave a smile which brought a pain in his heart.

    “Ashton” called out Mr. Shaw, the history professor. His eyes quickly turned to him. He asked, “Yes, Mr. Shaw?”

    “Can you tell the reasons that lead to rise of Hitler?” he asked pushing back his spectacles from the edge of his nose. Ashton shrugged, “He wanted power, just that”

    Mr. Shaw shook his head, “There is no hope for you”

    Ashton smiled and went back to scribbling in his notebook. He saw her disappointed face as she turned her attention back to Mr. Shaw. Her hazel brown hair were shining in the sunlight. Ashton glanced at Nate who was still staring at her. His fingers curled in a fist. Why she chose him over me, he thought.

    As the class ended, she hurried out of the class with her boyfriend. He was holding her hand. Ashton pushed him aside intentionally. He ignored him and went back to talking to her.

     

    “Akira” he murmured as she entered her room. She was getting ready for her best friend’s party. He blew out a smoke ring leaning against his bike and watched her through the window of the house. His phone rang.

    “Dude, where are you? This party is amazing”

    “I think I am going to skip it. I have some work”

    “Look Ray brought some cool stuff. It is really amazing and…fun part is…it is illegal”

    Ashton chuckled, “Well, then I’ll be there in a half-hour”

    He hung up. As he was putting his helmet on, he saw Nate stepping down from his car. He checked his hair in the rear view mirror. His phone rang, he answered, “Hey dude… Yeah, I am just picking her up…yes, it is right. Tonight is the night…Of course she will agree, I am her boyfriend…Well, if she refuses, then also it will happen (laughing)…she is just naïve. She’ll do whatever I say”

    He hung up. Ashton always knew something was wrong with him. Being a rich brat, made him a suitable match for her but deep down he had some secrets. He knew he was into drugs too but in front of her, he was a good guy. She walked out of the house. When she saw Nate, she ran to hug him. His hands travelled down her, down her hips. She pulled back asking, “What are you doing?”

    She jerked back his hand. He laughed, “Okay, sorry about that”

    She went to sit in the car. He put on his shades and slipped into driver’s seat. Ashton didn’t feel right about the way he looked at her. He drove after them and reached her best friend’s house.

    His eyes were fixed on her. She entered the house which had neon lights on and loud music playing.

    He waited for hours. When he sat back on his bike, he saw her running out of the house. He noticed that she was limping. He called out, “Hey, you need ride?”

    She turned to see him. He could see the mascara down her cheek. She turned away and resumed walking. He drove his bike next her, surprising her for a moment. She yelled with tears building in her eyes, “I don’t need your help.”

    He squinted his eyes to get a better look at her. He saw a bite on her neck. Realizing that he was staring at her neck, she asked, “What the hell are you looking at?”

    “Did something happen?” he asked worried about the way she hugged herself. She shook her head, “That is none of your business”

    He snorted, “Yeah, but it is not safe for you to walk alone in this condition”

    He pointed to the tear of her skirt. She burst in tears. He wanted to hug her close but something inside him stopped him. He said, “Oh please, stop crying like a kid. The moment you ignored his first gesture of this sort.”

    She sniffed and wiped off her tears. He asked, “So, you want the ride?”

    Her innocent eyes met his, “And how can I be sure that you can be trusted?”

    He put on his helmet saying, “I don’t think you have any choice”

    She was standing there but crossing over the back seat, she said, “Well, I know your name but I know you are the bad guy in the school”

    He laughed, “Yeah, your good guy turned out really well”

    He started the bike. After a while, the bike ran out of petrol. He tried to start it again but failed. She asked, “What happened?”

    “It ran out of petrol. We have to walk now”

    She got off the bike and started walking ahead. He followed her to which she asked, “Why are you following me? I can handle myself”

    His eyes observed her from top to bottom, “Yeah, you can handle yourself pretty well”

    She bit her lower lip to control her tears. He noticed that and said, “Why do you pretend that you are strong? You are not strong. You are a weak girl who always needs someone to rescue her. But you should keep one thing in mind, not every time, someone will come for you. You have be your own hero”

    She squinted her eyes, “Who are you to lecture me about all this?”

    He shrugged, “No one actually. But you needed to know that”

    “Well, I am not weak”

    He gave a laugh, “Huh, yeah right”

    She stomped her feet on ground, “I can be”

    He leaned in saying, “Well, then punish him for what he did”

    She was quiet. He nodded, “Knew that. You don’t have guts to do that”

    Suddenly, she started walking to the direction they came from. He shook his head, “You don’t have that much courage to face him again”

    Half-turned, she said, “Challenge accepted”

     

    Akira was wearing the coat that Ashton bought her on the way. It covered her tattered clothes and her fresh scars. Running her fingers on the bite mark, she entered the house again. The music has gone down and most of the people have dozed off to sleep. Walking to the kitchen, she found her best friend kissing some random guy who was holding a cup in his one hand and holding her close with other. Ashton whispered to Akira, “Let’s check upstairs”

    She climbed the stairs and found all the bedrooms occupied. Ashton knocked on every door making an excuse that he wants to use the bathroom. At last they found the room in which Nate answered, “Dude, it is occupied”

    Chill ran through her spine. She didn’t know what she is going to do. Curling her fingers in a fist, she knocked on the door. Nate yelled, “Did you not get what I said?”

    She continued knocking. Finally, irritated by the constant knocking, he unlocked the door. She noticed he was standing there in his underpants. On seeing her, he smirked, “I knew you would come back to your senses”

    She walked in the room and saw a random girl wrapped in the bed sheet. Turning to Nate, Akira asked, “Did you also forced her or she did it willingly?”

    Nate rubbed his chin, “She was easy. But I don’t easy things. I like things hard to get like you”

    Stepping closer, he held her hand. Ashton was watching all this from the entrance. He could see the fire burning inside Akira. She walked to the girl and picking up her clothes from the floor, she told her, “You should better get out of here before I call your parents”

    The girl took her clothes and ran out of the room. Then, Akira strode across the room and punched him straight in face. He lost his balance for a second. Checking his face, he said, “You are in big trouble, girl”

    He grabbed her arm tightly but she kicked him in his leg which made him lose his balance. While he was on the floor, she started kicking him in the stomach saying, “That is for every other girl out there who gets forced by the guy like you”

    He started crying in pain. People were crowding in the hallway to see him get beaten by her. Lastly kicking him in his private area, she said, “Never ever call a girl a thing”

    She stormed out of the room. People made way for her to walk out of the house. Ashton followed her with a big smile on his face.

     

    “I thought you were going to kill him” Ashton exclaimed while she walked beside him hugging herself tightly. She replied wiping her tears, “I trusted him. I can’t believe that he would turn out to be like this”

    He chuckled, “Well, it is because you are naïve.”

    She glared at him. He put his hands in air saying, “Before you beat me up, let me complete. I meant it in a good way. I mean you want to see anyone can be good. For example, just look at me”

    She was confused, “What?”

    “You are here with me. Why? You could have easily gone home with anyone else”

    Shrugging, she turned her gaze back to the road. He continued, “I am wondering that too. Are you not scared of me?”

    “Why would I be scared of you? Because you are the bad guy of school? I don’t think that can be the reason for being scared of you. Plus good guys didn’t turn out to the ones that I imagined, so why not trust bad guy for once”

    She smiled a little. He nodded, “See, exactly my point. You try to see good in people”

    Looking at him again, she asked, “How do you know so much about me? I didn’t knew you even knew my name”

    “I knew your name the moment I walked in the school. And I say that name everyday”

    “Really, why?”

    He didn’t respond. She thought for moment, “Oh”

    He put him hands in his pocket and shook his head, “It is okay. You don’t have to love me. I am happy like this”

    She nodded. He was walking ahead of her now. She stopped for a moment and asked, “Were you the one who sent me the letter a year ago?”

    He stopped but didn’t look back. He didn’t knew she got the letter. The letter which had all his feelings poured in words. The letter which he forgot about. The letter which had all the beautiful lyrics of her favorite songs.

    She asked again, “Just say yes or no, Ashton”

    He smirked, “It feels weird to hear my name in voice”

    “Did you…?”

    He shook his head, “No, I don’t know what letter you are talking about. Maybe you have got more admirers than you thought. What was this letter about?”

    “Nothing, just some really beautiful things”

    She sighed and walked to him. As they resumed walking, she said, “You know, my mum used to tell me all those fairy-tales. A princess meets a prince and falls in love with him. Then, she is captured by a dragon and prince comes to rescue her. After the dragon is killed, they both live happily ever after. Now, I wonder what will happen if prince became the one capturing the princess?”

    He replied with a smirk, “Then she becomes a hero for herself. What will happen if dragon fell for princess? Will she accept him?”

    She shrugged, “That depends on the dragon. If he promises to rescue her the next time prince came for her”

    He laughed, “I don’t think after what princess did, prince would be able to face any girl again”

    She laughed too, entwining her fingers with his. She replied, “Maybe, princess will give dragon a chance”

    He smiled as he hugged her tightly.