Dedicated to

The loving memory of the girl whom I loved, yet could not marry.

Tere jaane ka asar kuch aisa hua mujh par,

tujhe dhoondate dhoondate, maine khud ko paa liya …

– Shaurya

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I belongs from a brahmin family from Varanasi Uttar Pradesh . An epic place known for Bhole baba (Lord shiva). I love playing online games, making new friends, hiking , and too much addicted to dogs.

I remember the date well: 4 March 2016. I met her in an social media platform. That time , i was not enough serious about relationship and other love stuffs. I was a hummering boy enjoying my daily life with friends , pets and family. Slowly slowly me and that girl named Shivani , we starts chatting over for hours and little slowly that time goes from hours to day and late nights .

Days passed, months passed and here comes the first year of our friendship where i gonna introduce her with my best friend aarohi. Actually, Aarohi had a crush on me that i didn’t know that time. So that was the day when i introduced shivani to my bestie aarohi. At first time aarohi was like , she gonna kill me. she didn’t like that i make new female friends but later on she becomes a good friend of shivani.

So, it was 15th march 2017 when i decided to propose my fav girl from whom i wanna marry ” shivani”.  Its my first time proposing a girl and i was like , ” shivani , and she softly says ” haa kya hua” . so i replied, shivani yr mai tujhe apni baaho me utha kr 7 phere lena chahta hu…. sath degi????

she took a second and replied with crying voice that haa pagal, mai teri baaho me apni life ki aakhri saans lena chahti hu.

That was the best day of my life as i was too happy . But something isn’t right there, Aarohi was not happy with my decision, she started maintaining distance from me, treating me like stranger . But muje pta tha , Mera ek rona hi meri best friend ko mere pass waps laane ke liye enough hai…. and it worked as she come backs with a slap on my face …. hahaha

skipping middle part of the story for Part – 2

 It was almost 5 years of our happy and healthier relationship.. Even she fought with her family members for me….

we were much happier in our 5 years of relationship . 

it was 23rd december 2022, when she started ignoring my texts and calls, whenever i calls her, she was like i am busy in studies.  I was the boy who never cried for anything….. that day crying for her…

And the day , january 15th 2023, when i hacked to her instagram , i got to know that she was dating an another guy …. …