Author: Aparna

  • Longing

    Longing

    Longing.

    That’s what we all are doing.

    Longing and searching for something we are unaware of. Looking for something which has no definition or perhaps it does, but somehow it’s only visible to us.

    We are frightened of showing it to others, scared enough to let them know what we want.

    What are we searching for and what are we scared of?

    Do we need someone to rely on ? Do we need someone to hold us, so that we can be saved from falling apart?

    Certainly, if this is the question and the answer, maybe we all are going wrong.

    It’s good to rely, it’s good to search, it’s good to find, but what’s better is to be found.

    To be found by your own self, and not by someone else.

    It’s good to yearn, but for your own soul.

    Nobody in this universe is as helpful as you alone can be to yourself.

    We all have our own insecurities, our own fears, hiding behind a fake smile, peeking and seeking freedom.

    So let this, break free. Let’s face the monster who has taken hold of us.

    Let us kill the real fuss.

    Start your search again. Look for the real you. The one you want to live. The one you are proud of. Stop creating a circle around you. Don’t allow this is to bind you, be it whatever, relationship, job, fake friendship or the soul which has become rotten by time.

    Breathe. Breathe as much as you want, but then look for yourself.

    Dress beautifully, smile gracefully, and leave anything or everything which is making your energy low gradually.

    It’s good to find, but nothing is more beautiful than to be found.

    Found by your own self.

     

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  • Cage

    Cage

    have you ever

    Have you ever been caged ?

    Caged in your own thoughts, where you have no idea whether to hope for freedom or fall in love with the dark.

  • Listen

    Listen

    Travelling one mile

    In search of a smile,

    As I see

    The most beautiful eyes

    Hide hundreds of lies,

    Reasons to find

    That still bind,

    The most gracious smile

    With the pain’s pile,

    Peel off the hurt

    Rinse the worries

    And talk because I know it is more beautiful than a pair of doves,

    To listen what you love ❤

  • Sins of the past..

    Sins of the past..

    Every girl has a dream that her soulmate treat her in a beautiful way but it is somehow not possible in my case.

    Because the mate I am in love is my step brother…

    Its the time when I lost my parents in a car accident and mommy cassendra have adopted me. And the day I landed my eyes on the real son of mommy cassendra I am in love with him.

    Eros, he was 18 at that time and I am 16.

    But as I am adobted I m going to be his sister.

    This year when I will be 18 mommy cassendra will adopt me legally.

    If not this I would have thought of giving chance to my feelings but should I do with Eros. Does he feel for me ?

    I was interrupted by a manly voice. The he is standing Eros on the door .

    “Can you please stop this bullshit ” said Eros in a harsh voice.

    “What? What are you talking?” I asked him

    “Mom is going to adopt you day after tomorrow. I don’t want you as my sister. I don’t like you . I don’t want to have any siblings.

    Go and talk to mom. And for god sake stop this annoying adoption. ” said Eros and slammed the door behind him.

    “What did he just said, he don’t want me as sister? Why don’t he go to mommy and have a word directly? ” I thought.

    But this is what I want too. I love him I don’t want him as my brother. Should I talk to mom.

    Yeah I have too. Let’s give it a try jade” I said to myself.

    I left my room and went to mommy’s room she was busy on a call so I waited there for a while when she was done with the call. I started..

    “Umm… Mom I want to talk to you.”

    “Yeah. Honey say”

    “Mom I don’t want to be your daughter. ”

    “What ? Honey what happened. You don’t like living here? ”

    “No mom no, its not that

    I love Eros how can I be your daughter and his sister”

    Mom was shocked to see what I am saying.

    She was silent.

    When I finished.

    She just said OK and Hugged me.

    “You want to marry Eros ?”

    “Umm yesss I want mom please.

    OK then let’s do one thing why not you both get engaged ”

    I was happy and blushing at the same time and I agreed to this offer.

    On my 18th birthday party. Everyone gathered mom’s best friend, my school friends, Eros’s friend. Some of the leaders of province

    Mom cleared her throat on mic and said,

    Ladies and gentleman I would like draw your attention to an important announcement, I would like you all to meet jade my daughter.. My would be daughter in law. ”

    Everyone clapped for me but Eros after listening the announcement was not Happy at all. It was not expected by him.

    “I want you all to know that Eros and jade are going engage today”

    Mom’s word pierced Eros and he gave me and angry look.

    But he has to obey moms order. So he putted ring in my finger. After engagement everyone congratulated us . my friends called me so I went there. When the function was over. I looked for Eros but he was not there. I waited for him .

    May be he needed sometime so might have gone to garden. But a day passed he is not back yet.

    What has happened to him?

    Where he is ?

  • Never brag about yourself..

    Never brag about yourself..

    Once upon a time there’s a girl named chinki. She is very bubbly and cute girl.

    She lives near a forest, while roaming in forest she fell into a pit. She tried many times to get out of the pit but she fails because she is very small in height. Then she started crying. On hearing her crying a tall boy came there and started laughing over her situation.

    “Hahahhahah , look you little, what can you do?” Said the tall boy

    Chinki pleaded ” please get me out of here.”

    But the boy moved on without helping her.

    After 2 hours some villagers found chinki and helped her. After that chinki didn’t went in the forest alone .

    One day her mother asked her to get some dry branches to cook food.

    The sky was dark and stormy but she went on.  She collected the branches and on her returning back it was drizzling.

    Lights went off because of the stormy air.

    While walking through the forest she heard someone crying “help, help!

    Its a boy but she was not able to see his face. She asked the boy why is he crying.

    The boy in reply said that he is afraid of the dark and wanted to go back home. So the girl helped him to get of the forest. They both reached the village there were lights every where. When the boy turned his face to say thankyou , he saw that the girl was the one he didn’t helped.

    He felt very ashamed and said sorry.

    The girls in turn said that you should always help the needy ones. And never brag about your strength.