Mera naam SHINA hai,mai mumbai me rahti hu ,mera teen saal ka beta hai ,mere pati NEVY me hai is wajah se wo aksar bahar hi rahte hai.mera beta or mai sath me bahut khus or masti me rahte hai.mere pati ka naam PRATIK hai,hum dono pratik ko bahut miss krte hai or wo bhi miss krte hai.unke kaam ki wajah se wo hamare sath jyada samay nahi beeta pate .Isliye is baar unki chuttio me humne kahin ghumne jane ka plan banaya,hum sab bahut khus the bs unki chuttio ka intejar tha .

                                                                        Phir wo din aa gya.hum sb nikal pare maine pratik se pocha hum kaha ja rahe hai,usne kaha surprize hai,hum kafi samay baad waha pachuche ,wo jagah SAMUDRA KE KIRANE ek chota sa gaon tha,pr bahut hi khubsurat tha .pratik ne kaha apne kaam ki wajas se wo yaha pahle bhi aa chuka hai use bahut achi lagi ye jagah isliye hume bhi wo yaha le aaye the.waha ke log OFFICERS ki bahut respect krte the isliye hume bhi VIP jaisa lag raha tha waha.humare rahne k liye ek sundar sa BANGLA dikhaya gya par wo gaon se dur tha.Bangla dur se bahut sundar tha par koi bhi gaon wala waha pati nahi kyu jana nahi chahta tha ,unhone kaha aap log waha jao bangla bahut saaf(neet n clean)hai,jo bhi saman aapko chahiye aap gaon se aake le jana par waha koi nahi jata.hum bangle me chale gye ,sach me bangla bahut hi saaf tha jaise humare aane se pahle kisi ne safai ki ho,par pati nahi gaon wale yaha kyu nahi aate,Hum dus dino ki chutti pe gye the, hum waha relax krne lage do din beet gye,sd kuch thik tha pr mujhe pata nahi kyu humesha lagta tha jaise koi mujhe dekh raha rha hai ,or kabhi kabhi jor jor saas lene (Breath)ki awaj bhi aati thi pr waha koi nahi hota tha maine pratik se bhi kaha par usne dhayan nahi diya usne mera waham kaha.

Aaj achanak pratik ko phone aaya or uski chutti cancel ho gyi,abhi turant use duty me jana tha,wo jane ke liye tayyar hone lage par mujhe acha nahi laga,maine pratik se baat ki hum bhi wapas chalte hai par usne kaha itni dur aaye ho puri chutti bita ke chale jana.or wo hume waha chorkar chala gya .mai or mera beta bas use dekhte rahe,thori der baad hum andar aa gye par wo bangla pahle jaisa nahi lag raha tha pati nahi kyu,shayad pratik ke na hone se mujhe waha acha nahi lag raha tha ,maine or bete ne lunch kiya or aaram krne bedroom me chale gye,ab mujhe aisa laga jaise koi mere piche piche chal raha hai.maine murke dekha waha koi nahi tha ,mera beta so gya par mujhe neend nahi aa rahi thi,mai pure room ko bas dekh rahi thi.Ghar kafi bada or saaf tha pata nahi iski dekh bhal kon karta tha,ghar ka paint bhi naya lag raha tha .kahin bhi gandagi nahi thi.par gaon walo ne bola tha waha koi nahi rahta,phir ye itna saaf kaise tha.phir maine socha hume bhi kal apne ghar mumbai chale jana chahiye,ye sochte hi meri aankh lag gyi,tabhi mujhe aisa laga wo saas lene ki aawaj jor jor se aane lagi or wo aawaj mere paas aati ja rahi thi,maine aankh kholne ki bahut koshis ki par nahi khul rahi thi,mujhe darr lag rha tha ….tabhi mujhe mere sarir par kuch mahsus hua phir achanak kisi ne mera gala dba diya mujhe bahut dard ho rha tha .saas nahi aa rahi thi achanak se meri aankh khul gyi,maine dekha mera beta mujhe ghur ghur kar dekh raha hai uski aankhe kuch alag lag rahi thi,or uska hath mere gale par tha.mai darr ke mare khari ho gyi tabhi maine dekha mera beta to so raha hai ………….

Phir abhi abhi jo mere sath hua wo kya hua,ye koi sapne tha ya sach me kisi ne mera gala dabaya tha.mujhe kuch samajh nahi aa rha tha,ye sochkar maine apne gale me hath lagaya to mujhe bahut dard hua or kuch nishan bhi the jaise sach me kisi ne mera gala dabaya tha.par mera beta kaise ho sakta hai or uske hath to chote se hai mujhe to kisi bade  hath jaise mahsus hue the.kuch samajh nahi aa rha tha or sham ho gyi thi mujhe darr bhi lag rha tha.maine socha aaj ki raat nikal jay bas kal savere mai wapas chali jaungi,ye sochkar maine apne bete ko uthaya jo abhi bhi so rha tha.wo achanak se jyada bhari lagne laga tha or uski aankhe bhi alag lag rahi thi,maine apne bete se baat krne ki koshis ki par wo kuch nahi bol raha tha.or khel bhi nahi raha tha.pata nahi use kya ho gya tha.thori der me raat ho gyi,is ghar me do bedroom hai hum ek me hi the dusra khali tha pr pata nahi aaj mere beta bar bar dusre bedroom me kyu chala ja raha tha,us room me jate hi mujhe ajeb si badbo aane lagi,or jor jor se saas lene ki awaj bhi ,mera waha jane ka mann nahi kr raha tha par bete ko lene ke liye mujhe jana par raha tha.

Tabhi mausam kharab ho gya or light aane jane lagi mere pass candle or torch nahi tha mujhe laga isi samay gaon me jake lana hi sahi hoga par gaon dur tha,mai jane ke liye nikli beta pata nahi kyu rone laga,shayad mausam kharab hone ki wajah se ,mai chalte chalte gaon ke pass pahuchi to waha mausam alag tha waha sab kuch thik tha,maine ek dukan se saman liya or unse pucha mausam ke bare me par unhone kaha abhi to mausam kharab hone ki koi baat nahi hai sab kuch thik hai bete ne rona bhi band kr diya tha,mujhe bahar aakar acha lag rha tha,ghar me wapas jane ke naam se meri halat kharab ho rahi thi par jana to tha.mai phir se chalte chalte waha pahuch gyi.abhi wo ghar pata nhi daravna lag raha tha beta bhi andar jane se mana kr raha tha par mai use lekar andar aa gyi,ghar me light nahi thi or wo badbu barti ja rahi thi ghar me rahna mushkil ho gya tha,bas subha hone ka intejar tha,maine ghar me candle jalaya par mera beta pata nahi kaha chala gya tha bahut dhunda par nahi mil raha tha us room me mujhe jane me darr lag raha tha par jana to tha apne bete ko dekhne, waha jane ke baad maine apne bate ko dekha wo chup chap baitha tha or ek taraf dekh raha tha,mai jaise hi uske pass gyi usne mujhe dekha or muskuraya subha ke baad abhi usne muskuraya, achanak chup ho gya uska chehra dheere dheere badalne laga uske dant dikhne lage the  .or uski aankhe andhere me lal lal dikh rahi thi.uski awaj bhi bhari lag rahi thi usne mujhse kaha mai waha se chali jau par wo wahin rahega,ye mere bete ne kya kaha……….mujhe  bahut darr lagne laga tha apne bete se bhi mujhe darr lag raha tha pata nahi kya karu kuch samajh nahi aa rha tha.subha bhi nahi ho rahi thi .

Maine raat me hi apne bete ke sath wo ghar chorne ka mann bana liya tha.jaldi jaldi maine sara saman bag me bhara shayad waha ka bhi kuch saman bhar liya tha or apna kuch saman chor diya tha apne bete ka hath pakar kar use bahar lane lagi par wo chal nahi raha tha wo bahut bhari lag raha tha,maine uska chehra nahi dekha wo daravna lag raha tha,bas use uthaya or bahar aane lagi tabhi darwaja band ho gya kholne ki bekar kosis krne lagi tabhi  mere bete hath lagaya or darwaja jo mujhse nahi khul raha tha uske chune se khul gaya.mai use lekar bahar aagyi par aisa lag raha tha tez hava mujhe us ghar me wapas bhej rahi thi mai jaise taise waha se nikli,or gaon ki taraf bhagi maine piche murke nahi dekha .

Badhawas halat me mai gaon aa gyi,to gaon walo ne kuch nahi kaha or rahne ki  jagah di kaha subha hote chale jana,mera beta pahle jaisa lag raha tha par wo kuch nahi bol raha tha,gaon me ek bujurg se maine us ghar ke bare me pucha to usne bola ki……..

 Waha ek aadmi akela rehta tha wo bahut amir tha isliye kisi baat nahi krta tha.or apne ghar ki saaf safai me bahut dhayan deta tha.phir ek din akelepan ki wajah se usne suicide kr liya usi ghar me .wo kisi ko marta nahi tha bas waha rahne walo ko jane nahi dena chahta tha.isliye pareshan krta hai.pr aaj tak us ghar me  koi bacha rahne nahi aaya tha isliye shayad usne tumpe hamla kiya hoga.ye sunke mere hosh ur gye.pata nahi aage kya hoga ,wo bangla raat me bada hi ajeb sa lag raha tha,jaise wo kisi ka intejar kar raha ho.raat humne waha bitai,subha hone par mai bas waha se bhagi or mumbai aake hi ruki .mujhe thik se yaad nahi ki mai kaise kaise mumbai aayi.bas apne ghar pahuch kar rahat ki saas li,

IS BAAT KO 6 MONTH HO GYE HAI par abhi bhi mujhe lagta hai jaise jor jor se koi mere aas pass saas le raha hai,mere bete ne bolna band kr diya hai doctor se baat ho rahi hai ,aaj prathik apni trip se wapas aaye to maine unhe sab bataya usne kaha wapsi me usne wo ghar dekha tha abhi wo ghar kisi bhoot bangle jaisa lag raha tha jaise ki jo uski dekh bhal kr raha tha,wo waha se ja chuka tha,mujhe kuch samajh nahi aaya,mera beta aaj bhi akele room me baithe ek taraf dekhta rahta hai,or apna saman bahut hi saaf safai se rakhta hai.

KYA AAPKO KUCH SAMAJH AAYA TO BATANA JARUR.  .   .   .   .   .   .   .  .  .   .