SHE BROUGHT ME A CUP OF CHAI AND WE SAT TOGETHER ON THE COUCH AND WITNESSED THE BEAUTIFUL MOON SHINING TO ITS BRIGHTEST. AFTER A WHILE, SHE BROKE THE SILENCE AND ASKED ME WITH A SMILE  AND HER HEAD ON MY SHOULDERS, “HOW WAS YOUR DAY? YOU LOOK PRETTY TIRED.”

I COULD SEE THAT SHE WANTS THE GENUINE ANSWER ”IT WAS A QUITE ROUGH DAY AT WORK”. I SAID ” YOU KNOW BEING AN INTERN AT A BIG FIRM IS NOT AN EASY JOB. TODAY THE WORKLOAD WAS A LOT AND THE DAY WAS HECTIC AS  HELL. ” SHE SMILED IN EMPATHY AND LEFT THE CONVERSATION THERE. I TOOK A GLANCE AT HER AND CAUGHT HER SMILING. I COULDN’T HELP MYSELF BUT ASK “WHY ARE YOU SMILING?” I LOVE TO WATCH HER SMILE LIKE THAT BUT SOMEHOW, I JUST ALWAYS WANTED TO KNOW THE REASON BEHIND IT.

“I JUST CANNOT STOP THINKING ABOUT THE FACT THAT HOW CRAZY YOU WERE BEFORE ABOUT THIS JOB AND NOW WHEN YOU ARE WORKING THERE YOU SEEM TIRED ALL THE TIME.”, SHE SAID.

SHE HAS BEEN WITH ME SINCE COLLEGE, SHE HAS SEEN ALL MY UPS AND DOWNS, AND MY LOVE FOR THIS JOB. IT WAS MY DREAM JOB AT THAT TIME. AND WHEN WE GRADUATED FROM COLLEGE LAST MONTH, I APPLIED FOR THE INTERNSHIP, IT FELT LIKE AS IF EVERY PUZZLE PIECE WAS SLOWLY FALLING INTO PLACE.

AFTER HEARING THIS KIND OF REMARK FROM HER ON MY JOB, SOMETHING CLICKED IN MY CONFUSION AND DOUBTS, AND TO CLEAR IT UP I ASKED HER. “WHAT MADE YOU SAY THAT? IS IT JUST THE TIREDNESS OF WORK OR IS THERE SOMETHING ELSE?” SHE HESITATED, AND THEN SAID, “YOU LOOK LIKE SOMEONE WHO IS DOING THE JOB JUST FOR THE SAKE OF IT. IT FEELS LIKE YOU ARE NOT ENJOYING YOUR WORK COMPLETELY.”

SHE WAS RIGHT, TO AN EXTENT AND THEN IT HIT ME AGAIN WITH A CLEAR VISION. WHEN I WAS JUST CRAZY ABOUT THIS JOB, I NEVER REALISED THAT I WASN’T CRAZY ABOUT THE WORK BUT THE ”JOB’‘. THE NAME AND THE REPUTATION OF THE COMPANY THAT IT HOLDS IN THE FIELD THAT I WAS ALSO A PART OF.

I DID ”LOVE” THE JOB BECAUSE I NEVER THOUGHT THIS THROUGH, AND NEVER TRIED TO UNDERSTAND THE WORKLOAD AND THE RESPONSIBILITY IT WILL BRING ALONG. THEY SAY THAT THE 2 AM CONVERSATIONS OFTEN MAKE YOU REALISE THINGS THAT YOU OTHERWISE REFUSE TO NOTICE. THE SAME THING HAPPENED. I GOT MY ANSWER THAT TO BE HAPPY AT WORK, I SHOULD LOVE MY WORK. IN THAT WAY EVEN IF MY LIFE WOULDN’T PERFECT AT LEAST I WILL BE HAPPY BECAUSE I WILL BE DOING SOMETHING THAT I LOVE. THEN EVEN THE WORKLOAD WILL FEEL LIKE A CHALLENGE AND A STEP TOWARDS MY GROWTH. I CAN NOW FINALLY CHOOSE WHAT I WANT TO DO AND FIGURE OUT THINGS MORE LOGICALLY AND ACCORDING TO MY INTERESTS.

I WANT TO THANK HER FOR BEING BY MY SIDE. SOMETIMES THE PEOPLE YOU LOVE GIVE YOU THE MOST IMPORTANT ADVICE IN THE SUBTLEST WAY THAT IT CHANGES YOUR WHOLE PERSPECTIVE OF OURS. I JUST WISH THAT SHE STAYS WITH ME LIKE THIS AND WE CAN SIMPLY JUST HELP EACH OTHER GROW.

Responses

  1. Gomatheeswari

    First of all, I would give an applause to the writer for publishing such an eye-opening story which is needed for everyone. These days, even middle aged people can’t figure out what they want in their professional life and work like robots without any enjoyment and happiness. In that case, this story has beautifully depicted the importance of need for happiness in job while working, instead of just being an horse with blinders.

    This article, also makes us comprehend the pure bonding between the couple and how necessary it is for a partner to understand the other. It highlights the essence of love, that is needed not only for the romantic side of life, but also for the professional growth of the partner. This denotes that, a partner’s support and understanding is extremely significant and required, for us to have realisation in every part of life.

    Now coming to the minus point.The writer must have noticed some grammatical errors and need for punctuation in the article. In the 7th paragraph, “IN THAT WAY EVEN IF MY LIFE WOULDN’T PERFECT AT LEAST I WILL BE HAPPY BECAUSE I WILL BE DOING SOMETHING THAT I LOVE”, there must be a “BE” before “PERFECT” and “AT LEAST” should be a single word. In the last paragraph, the 2nd line has a grammatical error, “CHANGES YOUR WHOLE PERSPECTIVE OF OURS” doesn’t make any valid meaning. The punctuations are missing in the places where required. These negatives, slightly damage the feel of the story.

    Overall, this masterpiece is an applaudable one and deserves more attention and appreciation.

  2. Suyash Dashputre

    “A 2 AM Conversation” is a heartfelt and introspective story that delves into the protagonist’s realization about their job and their true passion. The narrative beautifully captures the intimate moment shared between the protagonist and their partner, where honest conversation and empathy lead to profound self-reflection.

    The story highlights the importance of pursuing work that aligns with one’s true interests and brings genuine fulfillment. It emphasizes the distinction between being enamored by the idea of a job and truly loving the work itself. Through the protagonist’s dialogue with their partner, we witness a transformative realization that their previous enthusiasm for the job was driven more by external factors such as the company’s reputation, rather than a deep passion for the work.

    The 2 AM conversation serves as a catalyst for personal growth and self-discovery. It serves as a reminder that genuine happiness and satisfaction can only be found when we engage in work that resonates with our true interests and values. The protagonist’s newfound understanding leads to a shift in perspective, allowing them to reassess their choices and pursue a career path that aligns with their passion.

    Furthermore, the story underscores the importance of having a supportive and perceptive partner who can provide valuable insights and guidance. The protagonist expresses gratitude for their partner’s role in helping them gain a fresh perspective on their job and fostering an environment of growth and mutual support.

    Overall, “A 2 AM Conversation” is a captivating and relatable narrative that explores the themes of self-discovery, career fulfillment, and the power of genuine relationships. It encourages readers to reflect on their own passions and motivations, reminding us all of the significance of pursuing work that brings us true happiness and a sense of purpose.